i cant think
anymore 
im gonna
sleep away 
this chore 
of a life 
theres not much left
its all a bore
i cant see
let me be
i just wanna be free

breaking down 
all the time
it leaves me so 
weak
coughing blood
its a flood
i swallowed too many pills
on the floor
overdosed
i think i over did it

i just wanna have fun

im rlly happy with this song plz like thanks 

lyrics:
i dont know what to do
im in my room
sitting all day long
hitting the bong
drank another beer
while sitting at the pier
cuz i 
wanna forget 
that she doesnt love me

stayed up late last night
thinking about her
holy shit i cant believe it
its all a fucking blur
and it hurts to think
i really had it all
so ill drink tonight
and cry (2x)

i dont know what to do
im in my room
sitting all day long
hitting the bong
drank another beer
while sitting at the pier
cuz i 
wanna forget 
that she doesnt love me

sit and cry

I wont change, I wont change at all
I fucking hate my voice, thats why i hate calls
My life sucks, I feel bad, And im barely a man
So i make shitty songs, shit music with fake drums

Woooohoooo I am so fucked up
Woooohoooo Im tired of trying
Woooohoooo Nothings new, nothings fine
Woooohoooo Fuck my fucking fakecel life

No games, no life, No music I die
Too much to see, I was born with no eyes
Im not a weird guy, I used to have dreams
I have no mouth and i must scream

faekcelcore (old version)

(Kanashi1)
It’s all in my head
nothing is real 
She’s got white hair and
My black heart is real 
And I cry I cry about it 
While she’s in my head she’s haunting 
 
Don’t notice me 
What do I do 
To get the key to your heart 
I want to be with you 
All I dream about is to have me be a part of you

(h4rtclinic)
white hair shes so pretty
why shes looking at me
why cant you see
you dont notice me
mayb ill take the key the key to your heart
youll be a part of me n ill be a part of u
but she dont need me
but i need her

white hair (ft. Kanashi1)

hi sorry for disappearing im back and better tho fr 
hope you guys enjoy this one 

lyrics:
once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen	

ive fallen down again 
and i cant get up 
i miss who i was then
im in a cusp 
when will all this end 
cuz im just so stuck

since you left me on the side
i couldnt sleep another night
these days dont seem so bright
why do you think youre in the right
 i cant stand you youre an ugly sight 
hoping that you would just die
how come things just cant be alright
i wont go down without a fight

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless

 ive lost myself 
im trapped in hell
i feel compelled 
to give you help
how could it end like this
i shouldve called it quits 

its all fucking game to you 
im hurting and i wish you knew
the constant shit you put me through 
its all a pain and you have no clue  
i was so blinded by her view 
i wish i knew what to do
 i had to piece my heart with glue
i didnt know she’d break me too

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless (2x)

i lost myself
im trapped in hell (3x)

trapped in hell
trapped in hell

trapped in hell

Pleasure in the flesh
It is all that's left
Loading up my guns
And killing just for fun
Nothing here is real
Nowhere to appeal
Actions have no weight 
I'm in outerspace
It is so surreal
Each bullet carries so much sorrow
Can't hear em yeah your cries ring hollow
Like dogs begging for their dinner
My bushmaster makes your bones splinter
In bullet time I can see slowmo
Skull splitter coming for your head yo
You'll die and it won't matter
Turn the gun on myself go splatter
Surreal

surreal



so infiltrate my astral plane
help me make my mind erase
all the memories of what we had
i wish it didn’t turn out so bad 

you told me to text you when it snows
but deep down im sure of where i will go
you know that there’s no love 
theres no care and theres no trust
just know im doing this for passion 
not for lust

when you call me i wont reply 
i wont stick around to say goodbyes 
throw my phone into the creek
its not my fault she is haunting me

isekai x ?
 wanna change my life
isekai x ?
wanna run away and hide 

isekai

I fucked my life over
i couldnt stay sober
I drank another beer
cuz i cannot stop loathing her
The feeling in my chest
It cannot be suppressed 
I told you i would hurt you 
what did u fucking expect?

i let it slip away
now im drowning in dismay
you shouldve stayed away
cuz now you lost your fucking ray
and all the words you said
have all been put to bed
for if you really cared 
you wouldnt have to be so scared

trapped in hell

tomopill