shit 4

whatever soundcloud recommends me

Waowwwww

tomopill

Dotiright

drama

full tape - https://ratrace90210.bandcamp.com/album/lost-in-the-jungle
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5gVulHFiuQnGYYd60grBlv/discography/all?pageUri=spotify:album:2YJfbMW1OwyS2JILcq4wL1

do you feel as good as i?

idk


im gettin really tired of goin to bed
at 10 o clock
im gettin really fed up i think ive 
had enough

but you wont reply
i wanna see the sky
well go as fast as we can
i cant walk or sit or stand
but you wont reply
wanna see the sky
meaningless divide
youre lost but youre divine

my room is really messy
theres clothes all on the floor
you can find me among them
with one foot out the door

i dont wanna get up
do you have the time
i just dont wanna get up
do you have the time
cus my life is crazy but im too damn lazy everything just happens i dont get a saying
cus my life is shitty oh shes so damn pretty i dont deserve any of this at all
ill put these things to rest now
theyve lost their humanity
im demoted to low down
ill never see the true me
but you wont reply
i wanna see you die
your meaningless divine
but ill forget in time

im gettin really tired
sittin round and growin mold
im gettin really old now 
i cant be an adult

Womp Womp

Get the album on cassette - https://ratrace90210.bandcamp.com/album/the-ordained-2

transylvania

xo_willow maoist girls cover

hi lol

lyrics:
my lifes a game
and i wanna quit
everyone leaves
and it is no fun
youre the only one
thats left for me

and i think abt u
everynight
i go to sleep
hugging a pillow
tight
hoping it were you

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over

she left me on read
so i cried in bed
i smoke cigarettes
to collect my thoughts

you think you are so cool
for being such a dick
you ruined my fucking life
and i want you to pay
so why dont you get down on your knees
and pull my pants down
to fucking suck dick

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over
and its over
get down on your knees and fucking suck my dick

its all gone (x4)
Its so over (x2)
its all gone (2x)

its all gone

nxp cover song :P

lyrics:
Woke up again today
With no missions and zero strength
I don't know how to play
And I don't want to anyway
Need to delete this game
And go back to another save

But my hard drive's fucked
Zero charisma, zero luck
I don't have any skills
Or the XP to fix my build

The simulation's fucked
Everything and everybody sucks
NPCs hate my guts
I wanna quit, want to log off
I'm not having any fun

(My hard drive's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(Zero charisma, zero luck) I'm not having any fun
(The simulation's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(I'm not having any fun) I'm not having any fun

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build (cover)

fbf cover song yea
 the lead guitar on this song is so mesmerizing that i had to cover it

lyrics:
I know I don't belong here
No one ever gets me
Nothing I'm holding onto
Detached from everything
Lost in sea of shit that's not real
Looking for something
To make me feel

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love

I wish I could feel something
Something for anyone
I feel like I was raised by
The wolves and had no one
The world is sick and I'm checking out
Wish I could burn it burn it down

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love
Yeah, yeah

burn it down (cover)

crustsox cover song

lyrics:
im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

brainsoup (cover)

stole deadcouples tags lmao
prod me
i just wanna do whats right but then the thoughts come back at night
i cant keep consetrating on the wrong thing i know its disapointing
just wanna feel free be the best that i could be
find someone that wants to listen to my head and cry with me

if only i had someone to listen to my head

https://open.spotify.com/track/7jhDIpToo5SZhXfpFu3uKO?si=692c71ca0b3f4749

lyricss:
my life is like a video game trying har d to leave the stage
all whiule i am still collecting coins
trying hard to save the girl obstacltes im jumping hurdles
im gro in up to be a big girl

i BATTLE WITH THE EVIL WITCH TRAVEL FAR AND TRYT & SAVE
sorry but ur princess isnt here :(
sick of this i push the pause
lvl up & move along
hope the next sstage i will clearrr

im jus tryin to keep from dying

its jus a game that we play
looking for a better way to play it
life is for keeping score so
stop complaining and start chainging

today i went to thereapy and told her my embarrasing issues
that im haivng in my life
he told me i needa change life is not a video game </33
so stop playing n open up ur eyes

im jsu trying 2keep from dying

its jus a game that we play & for heavenssake
lookin for a bettwe way to play it 
life is for keeping score and forevr more
STOP COMPLAINGING AND START CHANGING !!!! (x2)

GAME OVER !!!!! *NIGHTCORE*

prod me


I don’t act delicate
As much as I wish I did
I want a gentlemen
That's genuine

I'm lacking so much estrogen
Blocky build and hairy skin
Such a contradicting specimen
God I wish I was feminine
Wish I was a lesbian

I hate my body
My head is throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie

I wish I wasn’t 6 feet tall
I wish it didn’t look like I had balls
I wish I didn’t bleach my fucking hair
Cause now it falls out
Fuck me who cares
Fuck me who cares

I wish I wasn’t flat
And I arched my back
I wish I was a pretty cat
And not an ugly little rat
I wish I was born just an average girl
But now I get made fun of by what seems to be the world
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl!

I hate my body
My head is throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie
I hate my body
My head is fucking throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie

i wanna be a girl cover

everything prod by me

-=------=

whisper it to me
believing crazy things
like it was made for me
im sorry
but i feel justified
i know it might hurt sometimes
indignantly i made you mine
of dull constraint
and bitter heaviness
the ground in which i lay
will be sorely missed

Home Is Where the Heart Is

https://open.spotify.com/track/66Tm370jouOKy9ZhDnJH0T?si=b6bbbfbf72d9486c

I'm on the pavement
she walked away man
i should've stayed in
are you okay man

he drives a white van
he broke my teeth and
he calls her babe man
I've been betrayed by anne

I'm not a loser
(I've been betrayed by anne)
my girlfriend she ruined my life
(I've been betrayed by anne)
i fuckin hate her
(I've been betrayed by anne)
now she's getting hitched while i cry
(i fuckin hate dianne)

I'm on the pavement
she walked away man
i should've stayed in
are you okay man

he drives a white van
he broke my teeth and
he calls her babe man
I've been betrayed by anne

I'm not a loser
(I've been betrayed by anne)
my girlfriend she ruined my life
(I've been betrayed by anne)
i fuckin hate her
(I've been betrayed by anne)
now she's getting hitched while i cry
(i fuckin hate dianne)

fuck you

https://open.spotify.com/album/2dYoEEbN0bD7fsFvaU4UJy?si=8eGdmCbQT2auLzzwyMQVfw
prod me
@bloodsekai @odihu

i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love
i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love

im so scared
im on my own
spent 8 days
with a dry phone
cant recall
when i went out
its so dark
im all alone
i feel like im a monster
i always get so mad
i turn away from u
put the world against my back

i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love
i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love

im so shuttled in
and i wish life was different
im a joke who am i kidding
so much things my life is missing
like a summer ant 
im stomped on and forgotten
i think my soul is rotten
im just steadily just falling 


i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love
i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love

monster

monster (ft. bloodsekai & odihu)

fantasised when i was young
about killing everyone
i’m bleeding from my palms
cos i’m sick and i’m so gone

i dont really eat anymore
cos i have no use for this body
i’ll just end it all before summer
destroy myself cos we don’t have each other

school shooters on the tv screen
i just wanna feel you close to me
i fucking hate you you make my soul bleed
i fucking hate the way they talk to me
i fucking hate you you make my soul bleed
i fucking hate the way you talk to me

car crash bodies

hi sorry for disappearing im back and better tho fr 
hope you guys enjoy this one 

lyrics:
once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen	

ive fallen down again 
and i cant get up 
i miss who i was then
im in a cusp 
when will all this end 
cuz im just so stuck

since you left me on the side
i couldnt sleep another night
these days dont seem so bright
why do you think youre in the right
 i cant stand you youre an ugly sight 
hoping that you would just die
how come things just cant be alright
i wont go down without a fight

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless

 ive lost myself 
im trapped in hell
i feel compelled 
to give you help
how could it end like this
i shouldve called it quits 

its all fucking game to you 
im hurting and i wish you knew
the constant shit you put me through 
its all a pain and you have no clue  
i was so blinded by her view 
i wish i knew what to do
 i had to piece my heart with glue
i didnt know she’d break me too

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless (2x)

i lost myself
im trapped in hell (3x)

trapped in hell
trapped in hell