slum-made ft.aestric (p.Yago)

lyrics enjoy 

Quit chokin on ur words
They only make u hurt
 I know its been a while
Ur tears soaking ur shirt

I hate the feeling of the sun
My glock is on my tongue
Just pull the trigger, x2

Im craving blood from the ones i hate
U better run cuz u wont be saved
A bit of poison in ur lemonade
Should do the trick dont fucking mess w me

Paroxysm (prod.fall)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3vD1DTDftzfkYdKaPzlxNx?si=d36f607751c046e3

There's no room for me up at the table
Even though I'm always at the head chair
Like I'm flipping through channels with no cable
Waiting for somebody else to care enough

To pull me up, take your medicine
Yeah you might get better feel adrenaline
What do you about you know about what's fair
12 count by the way you stare
Up that dose and cause catastrophe

Hypnotize myself with a flashing light and hope it goes away
Didn't choose to stay awake at night I think that's outta my range
No I don't wanna burden anyone with how this feels
My eyes are burning cartilage bursting who does that appeal to

Is it you is it you don't you feel the same old pain
Around me no not me I'm not one to stay the same
Gotta change it up, no I'm not sad I just got good luck
And those times you see me whilin
See the struggle through the smilin once again
I'll look down inside and say
I guess it's all of my fault

Hypnotize myself with a flashing light and hope it goes away
Didn't choose to stay awake at night I think  that's outta my range
No I don't wanna burden anyone with how this feels
My eyes are burning cartilage bursting who does that appeal to
Is it you is it you don't you feel the same old pain
Around me no not me I'm not one to stay the same

hypnotize myself (living puff)

a song i made at the end of 2020. i didn't very much like it as i was struggling with enjoying music at the time with a lot of personal stuff going on at the time. looking back now i enjoy what i tried to do and it was very much the basis of the ideas i have currently. will be back in full force next year!

[LYRICS]:+
I hate my face, 
i hate my soul, 
i hate the skin im in,
Tangled up like wires,
In my pocket,
intestines,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,

Flowers of evil,
Everyone is silhouettes,
I sell dope to a dopefiend or a bitch who pregnant,
used to feel so fake and hollow holly pocket,
plastic,
Pack me,
Pull me till i fucking snap,
Poke and prod and pass,
I don’t got no god damn time to act like im all right,
Liquor in my liver,
My room glow red late at night,
My life like A24 films in the end where we all die,
Holes inside my brain i hear the little worms cry,
You can’t do it like me, ay,
Drip from my head to my feet, ay,
That right there my liver, huh,
In offwhite like “LIVER”, yuh,
I vacay in hostels, wait,
Sell my parts,
My gospel, ay,
Iced out wrist,
Whole iced out hand like Hoss Delgado, yuh,
Ay,
I been so hesitant,
Constantly panicking,
Druggie for leverage,
Beam me up scotty,
Equipped with the shotty,
My friends more like shadows that haunt me,
If you gonna talk shit,
Talk shit,
Follow your gut,
Might’ve lost it,
So much drink,
Im toxic,
Talk to myself olly oxen,

I hate my face, 
i hate my soul, 
i hate the skin im in,
Tangled up like wires,
In my pocket,
intestines,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me.

GEHRMAN - SKIN IM IN「PROD. DEMXNTIA」

certified cybergrunge moment.

prod. Barstow
www.youtube.com/channel/UCbf1-hY2WeioWNQBWAoB-cA
mix n master. Zonex
www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

antichrist [prod. Barstow]

d0ldrums (splashgvng)

i wanna sleep lol

prod. saint mike
https://www.youtube.com/c/saintmike1
mix n master. zonex
https://www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

lemme sleep [prod. saint mike]

One of many

mixed/mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat
[Verse 1]
You reminded me that I'm still human
I can't expect everything to always be perfect
We all make mistakes and learn from them
It's the only way to be a better person
I wish someone had told me all this when I was young
I wouldn't have ever considered pulling the plug
Sometimes all we need is just a simple hug
I used to think that opening up wouldn't be enough
[Verse 2]
I used to hate looking at myself
I was insecure if you couldn't tell
You showed me how to have confidence
The cold shoulder was all I ever felt
The only person you can really change is yourself
You can't force your agenda on someone else
Trust me, I had to learn the hard way
If I never reflected I wouldn't be here still
[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat

you made me realize (prod. 2001)

Hell To Pay

gravel road 
driving home
every pothole in wisconsin
people grow
i dont know
if we have much in common, anymore

iv been one with the silence
only you can fill my void
promise that im trying
promise this was not my choice

cuz all that i know is defeat
white flags, running back to places iv seen
i know this damn movie by scene and Frame
and characters names
turn it off

its been hard to be honest
i hate whay iv done
left at the bottom
im one with the mud
was never the fondest 
of showing you love
but ill still deposit
your rent every month

half of these problems 
i did it just to make you mad
if im not an option
dont say you will take me back

phone screen just faded black
i couodnt call
board up my windows im sick of your cold
youre passive aggresivly gaining control
remember that halloween
i made you my home

babe its not you it was me
self inflicted wound where i bleed
you had all that i need
if these walls could feel tension theyd scream

d0ldrums (splashgvng)

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