I DONT WANT A BREAK I NEED A BREAK . 
@nicco-diamonte @kanashi_boi

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keep me sober w/ niccothe1st (kanashiboi)

Not mine all credit goes to st. pedro on youtube.

Ericdoa - 2008 (pitched Down, Same Tempo)

<3
lyrics:
sometimes i think about you
your too good to be true 
exactly who you are
i really wish i knew
i love you so,
your scarlet strands
and gentle tone,
im sorry my love
i know i know
im trying my best and i wont go,
frozen
im not afraid of you,
im terrified of the truth
i love you too damn much...
oh you drain the life from me baby
oh i think your driving me crazy
im trying my best and i wont go
i need someone to hold
this cold is growing old 
but you help me stay strong
i know i know
its hard sometimes when i dont call
but that doesnt mean your not on my mind
i know your crying im trying to fix it, 
you want my attention, i know that you do.
hope that your comfortable, girl just stay true to me
i know your crying, im trying to fix it
i just turned 18 man this real, got me tripping
im try'n be a man, but i just keep on slipping
i know that you know, but you stay 10 toes
i dont care about a mercedes (idk how to spell that)
i just want to be with my love
i just want to be with my baby
terrified of the truth 
- everything by me lol

spotify <3

erasing all 0f u w/chrisgen (dercept+80root)

li.sten.to/stillalive
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

this one has a hidden meaning behind it, enjoy

lyrics:
You don't get how I really feel
It's been about a year since it all felt real
Stuck inside my head with no second chance
I wanna go back where I know who I am

Staring up at the sky so bright
But I just hate when the sun goes down
There's so many stars, I can't bear to see them all
I can't wait for the day when they fall

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Patterns, in the grass in the sky
Good karma or bad karma, I'll just drop psychs till I die
Do you really feel what I'm saying, feel like there's a ghost in your eyes
How could it come this way, to a point where I lost my mind

Back then, I wouldn't have to feel this way
Alone inside my head, and I'm asking why, and I'm asking why

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

still alive

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still alive (cian x 80root x heyrick)

been some months [prod. idontworry]

twin go insert cheesy bread

Gunna - Been Had Style [ft. NAV] (V2)

O_O (lou)

the start of something new
https://linktr.ee/ripavah

lyrics:
~

its like she rised me up from death, while i was at my lowest   
feels like im stuck in an endless loop of bad guys, and bad bad feelings
but im alone again, atleast im better off now
at best im not with her, trying to fix her mental health

but you're untreated, and that's worse
you seem to coherse me into things, im a guy so that means that you all won't help

but im trapped in life
every girl wants a guy whos like me
not really sure if they should change their id
but i don't really know if you're attracted to my team

so fuck this world, i hate my body
i hate myself, and i hate this life
so ill jump off a bridge then i guess ill die
and you're just faking it
for the clicks and the streams
you dont know what it means
just to slander for some clout you're a piece of meat
and that's all you'll be

and that's all we'll see
behind the scenes, you're a fraud and a fiend
lost my friends to the games and the soda
she stabbed me in the back ion know if i know her

but it's all for you
changed myself just to fit your standards
gave up my soul for my fix it wont hamper
all the other guys i don't get their pain, ugh

cause i don't have their problems
and i don't know how to solve them
cause im stuck in place
stuck in my body and im feeling fake

...

so fuck this world, i hate my body
i hate myself, and i hate this life
so ill jump off a bridge then i guess ill die
and you're just faking it
for the clicks and the streams
you dont know what it means
just to slander for some clout you're a piece of meat
and that's all you'll be

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