wubz - thought u were perfect

<3
lyrics:
sometimes i think about you
your too good to be true 
exactly who you are
i really wish i knew
i love you so,
your scarlet strands
and gentle tone,
im sorry my love
i know i know
im trying my best and i wont go,
frozen
im not afraid of you,
im terrified of the truth
i love you too damn much...
oh you drain the life from me baby
oh i think your driving me crazy
im trying my best and i wont go
i need someone to hold
this cold is growing old 
but you help me stay strong
i know i know
its hard sometimes when i dont call
but that doesnt mean your not on my mind
i know your crying im trying to fix it, 
you want my attention, i know that you do.
hope that your comfortable, girl just stay true to me
i know your crying, im trying to fix it
i just turned 18 man this real, got me tripping
im try'n be a man, but i just keep on slipping
i know that you know, but you stay 10 toes
i dont care about a mercedes (idk how to spell that)
i just want to be with my love
i just want to be with my baby
terrified of the truth 
- everything by me lol

spotify <3

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lyrics:

like i know 
i've been fucking up
my hearts running 
out of love
wonder if i said something wrong
to you, and
i know something's going on
always saying that i'm wrong 
make me feel like i'm better off
dead and alone

dead and alone
can't breathe no more
underneath your hold
you degrade my soul
i don't even know
why you still hit my phone
we're flying so damn low now
oh

now ill slide
i don't wanna stay tonight, lies
know you wanna live our life, i
don't think i have time for you
now

dead and alone (kt3lly)

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RUN3GU1LD Cypher w/ rvvnge, izaac, sentinel, trashton, & zenonline (Yung Cris)

produced by me. small version/update. im recovering from what i think was the flu im feeling much better but mentally struggling ngl but thats not for here, hope everyone is having a great day/night

supachefm - my rooms a mess (cover)

prod from Jordan and michael harrison and ashtonshinu

lyrics- 
rouri404:
knowing things wont ever get better or worse
and i thought i did my part it hurts
breaking down everything feeling worthless
starring at a picture knowing we'll never be perfect
i cant try to hide where my head is
your voice is a weapon
your killing me slowly now
everyday my head is clouded with the voice guilts and doubt
never gonna let it down
never gonna let you
ashtonshinu:
run it through my head
of things ive got to say
running around town
waiting for the sun
running through my head
of things i should have said
face down on the ground
nowhere to be found
running through my head
of things i should have said
Kalki: 
Rob my time, feed me lies, suck me dry wicked concubine. drop me off; don’t come back. breaking hearts is your habitat. maybe it’s my fault. never thought I could be so difficult. I’ll be damned if I invest a broken dream. take a good last look before I’m never seen. one more time, what the hell? beg for me, I’ll put you in a spell. one more time, then I’m gone. disappear at the break of dawn.


ashtonshinu:
run it through my head
of things ive got to say
running around town
waiting for the sun
running through my head
of things i should have said
face down on the ground
nowhere to be found
running through my head
of things i should have said

ghost town ft. rouri404 & Kalki

swag

she in love with me

Echoes of My Mind is a raw and powerful 14-track Mixtape from rising artist Cain3, delivering an emotional journey through pain, growth, and resilience. With heartfelt lyrics and a motivating tone, Cain3 opens up about his life experiences — from growing up with an emotionally unstable mother an absent father to also navigating the pain of having a brother behind bars. Disloyalty is something he had to face “The ones we loved most switched sides on me and my brother — but loyalty’s in our blood, not theirs.” He preach over and over on this album Each track echoes the struggles that shaped him, With the his trials and tribulations on his journey to becoming a man. This project isn’t just music — it’s therapy, testimony, and truth.

Wont Bend (Prod By T$hxmo)

the start of something new
https://linktr.ee/ripavah

lyrics:
~

its like she rised me up from death, while i was at my lowest   
feels like im stuck in an endless loop of bad guys, and bad bad feelings
but im alone again, atleast im better off now
at best im not with her, trying to fix her mental health

but you're untreated, and that's worse
you seem to coherse me into things, im a guy so that means that you all won't help

but im trapped in life
every girl wants a guy whos like me
not really sure if they should change their id
but i don't really know if you're attracted to my team

so fuck this world, i hate my body
i hate myself, and i hate this life
so ill jump off a bridge then i guess ill die
and you're just faking it
for the clicks and the streams
you dont know what it means
just to slander for some clout you're a piece of meat
and that's all you'll be

and that's all we'll see
behind the scenes, you're a fraud and a fiend
lost my friends to the games and the soda
she stabbed me in the back ion know if i know her

but it's all for you
changed myself just to fit your standards
gave up my soul for my fix it wont hamper
all the other guys i don't get their pain, ugh

cause i don't have their problems
and i don't know how to solve them
cause im stuck in place
stuck in my body and im feeling fake

...

so fuck this world, i hate my body
i hate myself, and i hate this life
so ill jump off a bridge then i guess ill die
and you're just faking it
for the clicks and the streams
you dont know what it means
just to slander for some clout you're a piece of meat
and that's all you'll be

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