all bad w/ cr1ttrz [prod. heyylotus]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IhuJXL3axXI

i dont wanna give it up i cant control that
im the cause of all these problems and i know that
gave u everything u wanted just to throw it back
really try my best but i do not know how to show that

these the problems that i deal with
u would think my life is gr8 but its not tht appealing
ion really need a crazy crowd of people cheering
im looking for something that is so much more fulfilling

this aint feeling real bcus i usually conceal it
its gon have to take a couple rips just 2 reveal it
and im gon have take a couple more for me 2 feel it
ima fuckin float until im up way past the ceiling
ima fuckin float until im done w all the healing
ima scream louder and louder until u hear it
this how i see it
and ill repeat it
this how i feel give a fuck how u perceive it
im headed to the top and ill do what i see fit
i feel like ripley yeah bitch u best believe it
pussy wanna get rowdy i told him bring it
no plan just wing it
pull up in a van tinted
im the man boy admit it

aint no way that i could fix this x8

all my relationships failing n now im struggling
battling with my emotions and they keep bubbling
everything i once built is now crumbling
climbin up a hill but i just keep on tumbling
thought i had it locked but i was fumbling
every experience of failure is so humbling
yeah im speaking faxx but they think im just mumbling
thought they were my friends but they rats that shit puzzling

and i could try to give one fuck
dont speak 2 me bitch im up
bitch im so up that im stuck
and u could try to press yo luck
yeah you could try i bet youll duck
ye he think he fye i bet he junk

yeah we flyin innat truck
if you lyin u get bucked
if its us then we go up
why u cryin whats it for
we gon always have control
ill be tweakin til the bowl

we was really bout a bag
we was really in the mix
now we really on our ass
now we really in the sticks
i was really down to ride
i was really down to crash
aint no one was on my side
but im still gon push the gas

aint no way that i could fix this x8

the downfall of i / chill4 [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

Desiderium [w/jolst&irby]

got eeem x icarus444 [siemspark x @scrobaby]

Hard To Stomach (Prod Jesse Brown)

epic song ft vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod by the legendary @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Keep myself close i've been feening for some trouble
Built myself back up from the broken bricks and rubble
Call me back soon ive been seeing triple double
Ghostly thoughts r haunting me til i begin to struggle

Back to the top, but im not far from the bottom
Fall back ill stop, if shit dont drop, that opp dead i fought em
Spit that gunsling cap, cap gun shoot his skull til his brain go splat
One more fall and i aint come back, 
survived it once and i'm lucky for that
Built back up, but im starting to crack
 this whole frame damn is rotten
Ive fallen, and i need you here. Pitch black darkness consumes my thoughts and these demons feed on fear.

Vails:
I fall so easily, baby why dont you catch me now
Im under influence, take a pill for dominance
Now i just horrible, dont think im compatible
Hide my feeling in a bottle

Im on gas going full throttle
I see red, guess i'm dead
Seen my cards but fold instead
Undercover in my bed, think its time i lost my head now
Im a mess must confess all my demons now

got eeem x icarus444 [siemspark x @scrobaby]

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