can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside
can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside

wake up new day but i feel the same pain
your memories still stuck up in my brain
and its okay now i won't cry
and its okay now i won't cry because
wasted so many tears I don't care about you anymore
you left my heart shattered on the mafuckin floor
and it hurt so bad I thought you was the one
i don't look back and I hate you to the core
i'm on the grind with my bros we stacking them bands
JAL bitch i take a flight i'm in japan
catch me out in tokyo shopping animate
bro i spent like hundred racks on the brand new rem

Spotify💌

feelings inside (tores + wasterr)

if it's from the heart, it's always good.
4/4

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @owtiss

prod me! this song was THE WORST to mix. the vox and beat were mixed fine but putting the 2 together was awful i feel like i'll have an aneurysm if i keep thinking about it...

@owtiss
always on my mind
dont wna fall in love
cuz after last time
i need some time alone..
i swear i rly tried!!
but im never enough ;-;
n i care way too much
n im clean out of luck

running out of time
waiting for u to decide
i think i lost my mind
waiting for the day i die
cuz i dont feel alive ;(
told myself i wouldnt cry
no matter what i try
ur always on my line..

@domerrz
been feeling out my mind
I think I lost my trust
push it all to the side, clearly overthink too much
makes me feel terrible
not like that says that much ;_;
but you drained all my love
its unbearable
sick of all the "she said"
I don't wanna be here
you've been stuck in my head
wish that I could stay clear
all the words that I said
maybe you misread
I didn't mean that
I know u see that

this is a double drop! go check out dom's song on his page!!
https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/restore-yashio-me

out of luck w/ dom (me)

2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)


@remiliaxd
@kyxtsnxwy

@prodarisu 
@oiwassupp



me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone



Spotify

how things go + remilia & kishi (arisu oiwa)

@angelicxmei

prod me & @xternalz

lyrics:

me!

you know that it feels right
with you laying by my side
let my tears drop to the ground
let them all out its alright
yeah we'll be fine

yeah my heart is going cold
you dont want me
i gave you my sweater yeah
it was all for nothing
always do my best
just so i can make it right
you don't even love me
u know it was all a lie

i really start to wonder
should i even bother
yeah you broke my heart
and now its in the gutter
you saved me from all of my fears
im dreaming to thoughts of you being here

@angelicxmei

i want u so please just look in my eyes
i told u we both stood under the sky
i wanna laugh with u i wanna find the truth
i wanna make a move dont make my feelings blue

my heart is getting colder,  so come a little closer
i want u by my shoulder dont make me feel like its over!

cold w/ angelicxmei (prod. me + xternalz)

hey im back, again :D
@k4rson, @yashio20k, @neohnq <33

lyrics:

and i got so much trust i dont know what else
these feelings fake i dont know myself
my heart break drugs i cant play pretend
unblock my love
i gave all that i have
x2

@k4rson
i gave all that i can
i never thought that it would end 
do u think we could pretend 
i wanna be more than friends 
i wanna be more than friends
but you let me on when you said it'd never end 
so dont act so surprised when im gone i meant what i said
i dont wanna miss you 
dont know what's the issue 
i think i cld fix you 
i dont wanna hit you up 
girl i miss you, fuck
imma come around by 8 
n i'll pick u up

@luvpika
and i thought we was forever
but it just feels im being lied to
thought you fucking ment it
cant believe i even tried to
crying in my face all the time
i couldnt even say goodbye
im running fast out of time
this time i never felt alive

(bridge)
i can say so much but i keep quiet
its like i never been myself anyway
and i dont care what you say
i try my best everyday

@k4rson
(outro)
i dont wanna miss you
dont know what the issue
i think i can fix you
i dont wanna hit you up
girl i miss you, fuck
i will come around by 8
n ill pick u up

trust w/ karson (yashio, neohn)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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choking w/ tores (me)

@domerrz @kyoakyo <3 @remedysnuts

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

@domerrz
You know it really breaks my mind
I was led astray for some time (I can't close my eyes)
You couldn't find a place to reside
I found you in my heart where you lie
It just hasn't felt the same in a while...
I'm reaching for the stars in the sky
I can still see the tears when you smile
I see right through your disguise

Feel my mind dying
You ask why, I'll hide it
I just decided, I don't even mind it
I'll sit in silence
It's so traumatizing
but I'm sure you mean well
I've been under your spell
It's my truth I can't tell

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again
so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

break my mind +dom (akura, kyoa)

feels good to be back, i got a new microphone
hope yall like the new sound, this is a lot more accurate to what my voice actually sounds like :)
prod @angelonmyshoulder @yashio20k @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

i had every reason
but i could never break it off
i couldnt handle loss
every feeling every thought
makes me just want to stop
never could figure it out
i know that now we cant be the same
that was never allowed
even if im still staring at the ground
i can still see your face around
around the corner

i just wanted
a second to reach out
but you dont want that
and i can see that now
falling to the old ways again
i know this was all going to end

i can never tell
whats in your head
do you wish us well
or do you wish us dead
all the words that we left in that room
its all just a memory now...

in your house
thought we could figure it out
all we did was scream and shout
oh, i thought you were the one
oh, but now we're done

in your house

in ur house (attachxd + yashio + liamtakeover)

dolly - prada (can flip)

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