heavensent ft xternalz + vin0 prod rewind

30/04/24
with @hartfxlt and @k4rson rahhhhh
prod @rewind214 @sleepingforest2004 so fye
enjoy :)

lyrics:

@fabs4k
wanna see u smile but i can't take it back
gave u all my luv, that's what i've been takin' back
thought u loved me too but u been fakin' that
i felt so lost so i hadda make it back

i felt useless, yea i felt stupid
so what's the point in better days for what u did?
thought u loved me but i was so deluded
isolated in my thoughts, i'm secluded

@hartfxlt
i don’t wanna face it, my heart racin'
knowing how this ends
and no i’m not ok with it (ok with it)
it makes me feel like shit (i feel like shit)

talk about me like im not real
i don’t exist
all this stress, imma get killed
and you’re fine with it
how could i ever sit still
i still miss you
do you feel how i feel?
when i’m not with you

@k4rson
you got me feelin' some time of way
i don't know, i think i jus wanna stay
i'm so sick of playin' all these games
i don't want this thing we had to go away

tell me who i am, i wanna change
maybe we should go our separate ways
you tell me that you love me, could you say it to my face?
i know that you don't want me, i look back on better days

@fabs4k
wanna see u smile but i can't take it back
gave u all my luv, that's what i've been takin' back
thought u loved me too but u been fakin' that
i felt so lost so i hadda make it back

i felt useless, yea i felt stupid
so what's the point in better days for what u did?
thought u loved me but i was so deluded
isolated in my thoughts, i'm secluded

better days +hartfxlt, karson (rewind + iel)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

SPOTIFY

i cried when uUu left w/ whyhaze, victxrw (rewind)

<3
prod @prod_promise

lyrics:

you're what regulates my heart
i hope that

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

i feel like ive gone too far
i dont know where you are
lets just take it to the start
i know we could do this differently
the hindsight made that clear to see
dont think ill ever understand
how it felt when i would hold your hand
to do that all again
to do it all again
its too cold when you're not here
cant hold on, all i feel is fear
wont you appear again for me
for me

ill find my way back to you
(back to you)
i dont care what i have to do
(ill do anything)

you're what regulates my heart
i hope that

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

slowly, i hope we'll talk more closely
dont act like you dont know me
like acetylcholine 
you're what regulates my heart

chemical

chemical (promise)

thanx for 700 follow
@1rokit

you stay doing one thing and then say another
yea everything leads back here to eachother
you know my heart extends baby intertwine with me

i know u cant make sense of the things we said 
but it hearts my soul when u play pretend
i just wish u knew what u meant to me
we could be right here perfect harmony

and i know 
that im out of touch
with people i love 
and ppl i trust
but im right here around you girl and its still hard to breathe

and i cant change the fact its a good thing
when you come around me 
i get right to thinking 
bout things thatve happened

we dance in your room here with fingers entwined
girl i want you right here forever in mine

forever intertwined (rokit + revert)

@8clockwork
@1fangs
_____ new stuff next week have a lot for u guys ^.^

baby dont wait around for me
cause i wont be here around you see
and i cant even worry about a thing without u here

and im not proud of the things u did w me
you laid it all right here to see
you cant even hold me here right next to you tonight

and you gave me my hopes and dreams
cross and touch
leave me here ive seen too much

my veins untangle
dont leave my heart enstrangled

@1fangs

got a breathstrip- I can't even breath
I can't sleep at night, thinking of my deeds
when you look at me, tell me what you see
If you like games, would you play with me?
What's the worst thing you've ever done? Mine trumps yours.
& I'm sad, say it everytime, my heart's hers .
Yea just do with it what you like, bank it, stored .
Yea just save it for a rainy day, my dead corpse .

dont wait around for me + fangs (clockwork)

@akasukii
@remiliaxd
@kuranee
@prodmamoru

kishi:
me and you, we in bed, yeah, the sun’s up
i just wanna stay in your arms, don’t wanna get up
stay in bed all day, i really love your presence
skrt skrt, our wraith, fly away in space
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
love the feeling of your arms
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
you fixed my broken heart
i love seeing you
i love seeing you

remilia:
oh
don't think it's a mistake
crying in your arms, in your room, like it's too late
hate when we're apart, broken heart, there's no mistake
know that we're forever, but sometimes it's like we're too late

too late, thing's change
i don't wanna die before it's too late
and i don't wanna see you cry before the new day
but sometimes when im with you, i can't even think straight

i can't think straight
make up, make amends 'fore it's too late
make up, repair what we made
all our time together, under weather's not a mistake

akasuki:
ahh i don't wanna give you up babe
i can't think straight my mind's a haze
every moment with you feels like days
you're my one and only

no i can't imagine my life without you
let’s take a step forward leave the pain behind
it's you forever i knew
we'd rediscover the love we thought we'd never find

and i can't get you out of my mind
teleporting into your arms, holding you tight
oh you're mine

stayinbed +remilia, akasuki (kurane + mamoru)

yt link - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUVG8rg-igo

stayed the same ( prod. vrtex )

"i guess thats how things go"
shoutout april showers 
and big thanks goats
@remiliaxd @kyxtsnxwy
@prodarisu @oiwassupp

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me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone

art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/27354041

Spotify

how things go + remilia & kyxtsnxwy (arisu oiwa)

ty for 2600 :D
@yashio20k
@m2monroe

im crawling back again
is this how it ends?
im not done with us 
i wan be more than friends 
god damn i love the drugs
my heartbreak medicine 
im crawling back to us 
im crawling back again
just tell me you miss it 
tell me you miss me 
i drunk call ur digits
you sound like ur busy
im downing whiskey 
wished that youd kiss me 
i promise im listening 
tell me you miss me 
just tell me you miss me
girl im too attached 
don't think we'll get it back
say u want me bad
reminiscing about the past
everything we coulda had blew away so fast
when you treat me like im fucking trash how could i want you back?

back to us (yashio + monroe)

featuring @kyxtsnxwy x @1kidsora x @muieternal
prod. @tores x @jichuuu

@akasukii
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without u
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own
tell me where did we go wrong?
how did we fall apart?
was it something i did something i said?
or was it written from the start?
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without you
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own

@kyxtsnxwy
i dont wanna be on my own
left me in the snow, its freezing and its cold
i know
please hold me tight closely
im right here by my lonely
it feels like u disowned me
im right here at the start again

lets please start again
all that im feeling is the feeling of dread
bullet be straight to my head
feeling like nothing im better off dead
all of the things that u said
hurting my soul, baby, im falling apart
take out my heart
baby its nothing its just all scars

@1kidsora
all i ever needed was presence
all i ever needed was essence
i know im learning lessons
but, im still overthinking blessings
im trynna geek & i'm posted with Jayy
all that she care about is what i make
so- imma just pray
i dont know how much more i'll take
of this- of this
she bid me farewell
with a silent kiss
of this- of this-
u all know i cant miss-

@muieternal
i think ive had enough
u said u'd have our love
the distance in ur touch
i'd never hate so much 

u promised on ur word
now i cant make this alone
ruminating this thought
leave this love in a knot

pretend w/kishi, kid sora + mui [tores x jichu]

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