my favorite songs

feat. me

r6yan FM 2

2024.4 Shuffle

dsf1hb54

Stay Behind 2024

it'll be for one the one who the words i cant find to say but.. feel for you. 

for my next true love

[kite]
faded in black dissappear out of sight
left it all behind it makes the day too bright 
u were the last u were the first 
made it all worst this is the life i chose
no one can make it right
can someone put me out my life
i cannot even make a scene
i cannot even see thru this screen

just like that im in my head
i-i
just like that im in my head

sticky in my veins
everything turned horrible
4 no reason u took me for the worse
blood just drips 
ion wanna hear
ill never change i took it for a steer

感情なんてどこにもないの

in my head ft. tropes (prod. 6houl x guami)

shout out @k4rson my twizzy

lyric:
[arid]
yea you always see me down not on the surface
always pushing me down always making me so worthless
don't know when my turn is i just wanna take it off
i know everything wasn't worth at all
don't know what to do i don't feel myself
yea never by my side need nobody else
you left your feelings at the door
ive bottled up theres so much more

[karson]
and you tell me that you love me but you don't 
and i know but i guess that things can't change 
and my ex still in my brain 
i guess i can't ever escape 
she call me insane
cuz i don't wanna play games
i swear she made my heart break
I know i can never change 
from the person i became 
you and me are not the same

surface w/ karson (karson)

@noyaclarissa
@mis4ortune
@remiliaxd
@7ick
@kyxtsnxwy
@wistual

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Noya:
Thinking bout you in the night
Don't leave me behind, I can be your knight
But why u kiss my friend, babe?
Fact, u don't love me, just get out of my mind

Feel like I don't love u again
Feel like I don't want u again
It's like I cant live without u
Fact, that I can live without u

mis4ortune: 
Heads out
You’re not belong to me, I cannot hold it

Toxic
All of our conversation make me crying

You said u love me again
But that is make no sense

That’s just a lie
Cuz everyday feel like I am live with this mess 

You have a kiss with my friend
So why the fuck that you are need to pretend?

I really can make end to your life
Don’t make me pick up the knife

remilia:
i can not find what's left inside
what's left is nothing nice
idk what to do everyday in my bedroom
everything is not alright

and i wish i could face it 
but I can't
this problem i dont understand
wish u could understand
but i can't fake it till then

lick:
its not the same without you
u left me broken, see thru
dont leave me here i need you
i swer i cannot keep u
everything i do feels like a mistake
i gave u my heart u let it break
and lately feels  liek every1s been fake
i dont know how much i can take

kyxtsnxwy:
white eyes
i hope you’re warm on this cold night 
yeah i’ll kiss your tears, i’ll hold you so tight
pretty sight
im thankful that you’re mine
i belong to you, yeah for life
for life

can't live without you w/ noya clarissa, mis4ortune, remilia, lick, kishi (wistual)

RESOLVED  (ꈍ . ꈍ✿)
an ode to you o/
drama pt.2

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7inxDDX2NOkJfa9QpVfXSl?si=lp8I-6p-SXaSgPzWb0zJuQ

@kyxtsnxwy
@y4ndere
@lovefelt

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@remiliaxd :

(my heart's been crying)
(my will's defying)
(but i, i'm always trying)
(can't help but cry and i)

can't handle myself, and i
don't know how to feel, i try
i wish i could face it
just stop, can't handle the pain, and i
i don't think i can make it
two steps, steps away from me breaking
one step, put me down, leave me shaking
can't help but to run from my fate and...

@kyxtsnxwy :

i wanna run from my fate
(it’ll not make it better)
there’s so much to face
(i’ll know that i’ll be better)
falling back down when i make it to the finish line
my bleeding broken heart wont stop me even after life 

@remiliaxd :

i know i wish we had, more time

@kyxtsnxwy :

i know we didn’t have time
dealing with the drama and the pain, no time
i know we lost our minds
maybe this would’ve changed if we had more time

@remiliaxd / @kyxtsnxwy :

i know i can't take it 

(this was all your fault, you have no choice to face it)

why do i always fake it? 

(showing how you really feel, you took her heart, you wanna break it?)

you moved on, now i'm changing 

(you never change, everything will always stay the same)

i shoot my shot, then i make it 

i don't care about those things
move on, now we change everything
heads up, we'll leave winter enter spring
start to bloom, now we're changing everything
i know it was never that way
our resolution in the end is okay
my bad, it can never stay the same
move on, but i'll love you anyway

resolution +kishi (yandere × lovefelt)

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/08Tpf3dQU2puO5ivqtceKR?si=nIP56f5wTj2ijAmwvjdNoQ

@kyxtsnxwy
@hay2k
@7ick
@ilysick
@noyaclarissa
@gtzest
@wistual
@echichi
@remiliaxd
@y4ndere
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Kyxtsnxwy:
our dreams will soon come by
thinking bout you all the time
baby don’t you cry, staying by your side

i know our dream is near, by looking in your eyes
hold me close in your arms, hold me close to you for life

hay2k:
I been feelin sad inside
I was left behind
Where has all our love gone
it was fake, its all wrong

where were you when i fell down
i had hit the ground
now i get back up, and
sing until we forget

Lick:
im so alone 
im crying 
i cant get out
all the feelings
tht are stuck inside my head now
i just wanna be with u
yea im so sad lately
idk what to do
yea im going crazy

Sick:
everything i ever did was all for me this was never for you
baby you should let me be you should leave me all alone

Noya:
There's a hole in my chest
But you just look at it and laugh
There's so much pain i never told you ever since we met :(

Have i ever told you?
Have i ever told you?
U Never listen to me
And i just wanted you to stay away
Don't ever talk to me again, better get away

Zest:
DON'T HAVE LYRICS

Mis4ortune:
u fucked it up
cnt help no more
im fucking tired
please go away

ive got enough of pain
now everything, i hate

あっちいけ。
やめろ ください。
its a goodbye
二度目はない。

please say goodbye
dnt wanna meet u anymore
さよなら。
hope u will find sum1 tht better than me

Wistual:
i wanna fly away 
dont wanna give up 
glide away 
knowing i got back up
hide away 
even if i mess up
my mind tells me 
dont mess up

you think its hard i know
im always with you 
they're loud you know
voices screaming at you
one more blow 
to show how i love you

Echi:
couldn't save the rest, gotta put u 2 rest
hurt me bad, love u still dont let go of me.
tried my best 2 explain it, hurt myself can't u tell
that im hurting? ohh ahh
Walking on my own now
LIVING IN a GHOST TOWN
talking to myself now
tired of ur games now we move on

Remilia:
my heart just fell apart
been lonely from the start
carry on, all our wishes, turn to dust, and i cant fall

oh no
this is not the life we were wishing for
shared our thoughts, now we wish for more
shared our thoughts, now we wish for more

don't cry w/ kishi, hay2k, lick, sick, noya cl, zest, mis4ortune, wistual, echi, remilia

i'll be with you until your light burns out

https://open.spotify.com/album/0Za7Yg435fkJwUQwyvc9H5?si=iLyR0tE0SNWU145q7WugPA

@noyaclarissa https://open.spotify.com/artist/1lMzaA8LkKlY5UmD9tg4nf?si=aaCC5jEoSZOHbdXUxTdTNA
@kyxtsnxwy https://open.spotify.com/artist/3H5y1zvc5EGPKfNFy8umHY?si=-cHAv3BzQRW1Ywc2GDF2PA
@kyoakyo

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@remiliaxd : 

(it was wasted)
(all of the times that we had, it was wasted)
(and i don't want to fall down on the pavement)
(is this my payment?)
(for the times that we had, everchanging)

but i can't face it
everything is changing
idk who's left in the world
who's remaining?
i let the pain reign
hear your voice, it's so faint
cause when the sun shines
indicate it's way too late

yeah i do nothing well
all the signs point my fate to the wishing well
it's like you cast a spell
constant fear running down, i'm not doing well

where did you go now?
yeah, take it slow now
lost in the dark
yeah you're there and you shine so bright
i wish that you'd stay for life

oh, but just to get this far
idk what's left
calling out upon the darkness and you're so far (in your heart)
and you're so far, but you're so far

@noyaclarissa :

everytime u say u hate me
u never said a word to me
everytime i tryna talk to u, u always ghost me

yeah, yeah u never wanna talk to me
and everynight i always wonder why u hate me?

uh ... i cant ...
i cant ...
living alone in this world

im stress ...
im stress ...
how cruel u are, u even wanna haunt me like that :(

@kyxtsnxwy :

(baby, im blind)
(you’re so far away, i’ll see you in another life)
(hold tight, please don’t ever let go)
(hold tight, fly away together)

please stay, please don’t runaway, stay and hold me
i’ll fade, i hope it’s not today, i can’t see
you’re far away, i don’t think you’ll come back
so far away, anxiety, heart attack

heart attack, getting used to stab wounds hurting up my back
knowing that you’re gone, felt my heart shattered into glass

sana bumalik ka agad mahal ko
ibigay mo ang pagmamahal ko sayo

@remiliaxd :

where did you go now?
yeah, take it slow now
lost in the dark
yeah you're there and you shine so bright
i wish that you'd stay for life

oh, but just to get this far
idk what's left
calling out upon the darkness (in your heart)
and you're so far, but you're so far

so talk to me
i'll talk to you
just talk to me
we'll make it through our lives
our lives

far away +noya clarissa, kishi (kyoa)

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

@mental
@7ripp0
@deadat18

[arid]
yea i dont even know how long im taking
always said that it was fine i never faked it
yea i never understand what u say in ur tone
i cant even see right makin it home
i dont even feel right when im alone
u know what it feels like nothing to hold
just put my heart to rest
i alr know that u wont

[mental]
put my heart to rest
tell me that im dead already
and u never said
anything that makes me feel like i should go forget
put a stake into my heart
its not even in my chest
i dont really wanna go
not outside
im too scared dont know how to be alive
wake me up when im someone u can like
cause ill wait for u til the day i die
with u by my side

rest w/ mental [rippo + deadat18]

drowning w/ veezuh [baz + neohn]

after a year we're back

cover art https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/431873

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@remiliaxd :

(oh oh oh)
(oh oh oh)
(yeah yeah yeah)
(yeah yeah yeah)
(yeah yeah yeah)

(it's a new day, now it's too late)
(i'm done with this world, i'm done with this game)
(i'm sorry about what i said, there's no one else to blame)
(and i regret what i did, and now it's not the same)

i say the worst things, i can't take it
you gave your heart, and i hope i don't break it
i lost myself in the noise, it's always changing
so shift your focus to the other side

on the other side
where the creatures hide
i'll lock myself in a cell and try to face it
there's a battle constantly inside

@hay2k : 

hate myself when I see you
love and hate, cause I never saw the real you
mind is fogged, there's no clarity without you
tethered to my fate but i can never understand you

yet i tend to keep on trying
tried so hard my mind is dying
but with you i want to fly
we'll be soaring through the sky
till' we reach the other side

@fabs4k : 
 
looking over the edge
i'm at the top of the hill
i'm at the end of the ledge
i can't see the sunlight
i'm waiting for the end of night
i feel the same
turn your back on me
make me take the blame
why do i feel down?
feel like i'm gonna drown

@wistual :

i cant breathe
i dont wanna cause a scene
but without u here
i just cannot sleep

i need u in my arms
without it i just cry and weep
 
cant u see im so fucking weak
i dont know who to call when im on my knees

i sing all my problems 
i just hope to find peace

@yudere :

welcome to the other side
i know that it'll be alright
its been a minute since we never talked 
yeah im alright
and i lost myself again
i didnt really know how
i just rlly felt forgotten

so face it
everytime you talk to me 
it feel so helpless

i cant do this anymore, i need some closure
was this all a lie or was this all forgotten

@gtzest : 

I don't like it when you lie, to me 
Your words cutting me deep and its making me bleed
If you need my help, I will be showing up to the scene
It don't really matter where the hell you be
9% in my system
Drinking with my homies
Till the morning
Turn it up with the homies
We be on it
It helps me cope with your shit
To be honest

@user-863511989 :

ときめきすらも壊して
いま君が横に居ても僕は癒えないよ
最果ての結果…
まだ僕は残したことがあって
君に向けた手紙ばかり増えて
捨てる負の感情
僕はわかるよ君の廃れた感情
忘れてかないで
置いていかないで
後にみた夢で君を探して
君は居ないよ？
何処へ向かってる？
朝4時に向かう渋谷の街頭
(あぁ…もう君なら…)
今何処を歩いてるの？
(探し求めて)
この霧掛かる朝に君は居なくて

@kyxtsnxwy : 

i need you by my side
cold winter nights
it’s time we hide

baby, you shine so bright
my life has light

send me to the sky
april, please don’t cry

on the other side +remilia, hay2k, fabs, wistual, kairyu, zest, disxa, kishi (remilia)

@prodsoma

put all my thoughts in a cauldron
idk whos arm youll be holding now
u said its right
its all been wrong
its been this way
for far too long
all wrapped up in my head
dont think you understand
everything left unsaid
dont think that ill forget
forget me now
yea u wont hear a sound
took everything even though im not allowed
pull all the strings till u see me turn around
only found a fear of u now
only wanna take it back
ik ur used to that
ik i feel so bad
oh
dont think that ill try again to tie these ends anymore
i cant even call u a friend my love has nowhere to pour

forget (soma)

inthewrong w/ reef (kirian)

@wr3tch @v2nthan @lorrific
produced by @moonshopp


@wr3tch:
when we all up on ur block yea u know thats @v2nthan n me
i got cops up on my ass lik dey was molestin me
i got cops up on my ass but dey aint arrestin me
he gon die 2nite my choppa got da fkn best of me
shawty sendin mail cz i blocked all of her txts
i feel lik my name is @wr3tch cz my name is rly @wr3tch
fuck her once den kick her out
left sum bruises on her neck
i js couldnt giv a fuk ab these hoes cz im the best

@v2nthan:
i said go go
i dont wanna talk up the pole pole
kill everybody else i got the floor to myself
countin up the tally
we gon hit em wit dis shit yea he goin straight to hell
when we all up on ur block yea u know that wr3tch and me
we done put that boy to sleep like he off some ketamine
heard he talkin about us i told that pussy rest in peace
i got a choppa now they dead i guess it got the best of me

@lorrific:
im a fuckin winner
yo days gettin thinner
we gon run it down and me and venthan we gonna kill em
he gon catch a mag eating bullets like its dinner
know they askin how i did it but its written in the scripture
run up on yo block we take his life away
talking 365 yea we got him countin days
and i know im gonna make it know im goin all the way 
and i stabbed you in yo fucking back i hope you feel betrayed

GO! 🚦 - wr3tch + venthan + lor

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@waitfortaika

yea i think my heart dropped when i saw u 
and i cant stop thinking ab it
cuz i js wna make u mine 
wna see u shine 
be my guiding light
its me and u tonight yeah

until the stars fall down
ill be with u now 
until the seas run dry 
ill be by your side
you know
take my hand into the city we go
lights so bright 
ill keep u warm if ur cold 

tell me u love me and tell me its true 
late nights im still thinking ab u 
look in ur eyes its my best view
yeah i spend this money i dont need it 
its getting cold winter season 
ill be there give a reason 

stole my heart 
think i knew it from the start 
i cant read between the lines whats on ur mind 
dreams of me and u tonight lets make it like real life

and if u leave thats my biggest fear
weight on my chest and its hard to bear 
i said i dont care but i rlly care 
turns my best dreams into nightmares

until the stars fall (taika)

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call, I'm angry
Call, I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing in the car
Do you remember? Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your
What's your
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

your call

Prod @prod_permafrost

LYRICS:
(@prkrblu)
Payroll to payroll
bitch I'm on bankroll
told u I said so
I'm making bread tho
killing this bitch might as well lose a halo
telling my demons to take on a barrel

pass that bitch up to my other brother like im stockton
flexin all my shit like im TI when i be droppin
u tried to make a bet like rock paper scizzors
u can try to make the sauce but u cant match the flavor

u a pussy put that bullet to your fuckn chest
i got 15 exes that i barely even kno exist
hop out wit my c3 brothers yea u aint gon get in
1, 2, skip a few and now i got 100 bandz
u a pussy put that bullet to your fuckn chest
i got 15 exes that i barely even kno exist
hop out wit my c3 brothers yea u aint gon get in
1, 2, skip a few and now i got 100 bandz

(@luvcache)
talk to the devil and he said that he wants me now
but i aint goin for that shit find my own way out
run up on me i make sure u take the long way down
they wanna live like me but they just dont know how
yea i fucked ur hoe my bad, dont got my gun get stabbed
i got dough got racks, boi u so dumb go back to class
got dark shawdow on my bag, bb belt but i still sag
pop that perc im finna lag, high as fuck walk into saks
look how they copy what im doin bitch i made you
u cry for help but nobody comin to save you
they heard its me and prkr blu them hoes came through
we run it up we smart as fuck dont make the same moves

(@prkrblu)
u a pussy put that bullet to your fuckn chest
i got 15 exes that i barely even kno exist
hop out wit my c3 brothers yea u aint gon get in
1, 2, skip a few and now i got 100 bandz
u a pussy put that bullet to your fuckn chest
i got 15 exes that i barely even kno exist
hop out wit my c3 brothers yea u aint gon get in
1, 2, skip a few and now i got 100 bandz

100BANDZ + XACHE! (PERMAFROST)

おぼつ  /  人魚姫

light

Margarine ft candy boy (Prod luminous)

February (Prod frevel) (サブスク)

思想愛(ft.imaizumiyui)

@mxsui

I've been lost and found
lost and down 
tossing around
can't clear my head out 
you fine you stand out 
don't look for handouts 
just glad I can now 
just glad it's all over 
still I'm not sober 
I can't get over 
that you with him 
why with him 
guess I'm not him
why you did it 
If I say I'll be wrong 
I can say I'm alone
I can say if it weren't cip what would I be doing 
fuck it where would I be going 
don't know how I'm still going 
when true colors showing 
you weren't here for me
got my head steady rolling 
playing games and I ain't knowing 
how I ain't know 
hurting my soul 
taking a toll 
swear I don't mean it 
girl you the reason 
if one thing i know 
you had left me feigning
you had left me dreaming
all the shit we done had 
was it for no reason
wasn't for the keeping 
left me in the deep end
you ain't have no reason
cuts on me I'm bleeding
I've been sorrier 
I'm so sorrier 
I done cried for worse 
you done left me hurt
no no don't go 
I don't wanna be alone
but at times I get distant 
don't want attention 
no one I'm missing 
soul just ascending
tell you don't get it 
tell you don't hear me
but I speak clearly
why do they fear me 
why am I teary 
why do they go go go.......

why you with him (mxsui)

hate to see u cry p. nami & xos

bring it up p. epv & nami & xos

@closr18

because idk if ill make it
dk if ill change it
just give me time
I wont stay behind
I only feel it idk if I need it
if u tell me that ur leaving ill come right back to u
cuz wen ur hands run thru my arm
I don't wanna fall apart
u wont tell me why
u wont tell me why anymore

cuz I don't wanna break it
I don't wanna fake it
I don't wanna change anymore

can u tell me if its even fair
I don't wanna stop and go nowhere
I know I waste my time
dk if you'll be mine
like it was all for nothing
still tryna hold on to something now
feel ur heart while I still figure it out

stay behind (closr)

portrait ft Lucas(サブスク)

this wasnt even gonna be a drop but everyone seemed to like it so here we are heheheha!
prod @tores

lyrics:

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

Starry sky but I’m looking in your eye
You drive me crazy like I wanna die
But u put my wings on when i want to fly
I'm trying hard to be more than just a guy

I’m fading till I disappear
Your cadence makes my mind go clear
Wondering what to do when I’m here 
I try my best to stay as near as I can

I’ve been waiting for too long
Thinking “oh my god”
Will I give it up?
Well I think that would be wrong
To do to my heart
Let’s go back to the start

i cant think
I’m so confused
What do I pick when I got something to lose
I’ve been thinking all the time
Am I doing what’s right
Blurry vision jaded eyes

One step wrong and I know I’ll fall through
Yeah you left me in the dark
But I guess that’s nothing new
GIVE ME SOME TIME!
Give me a second I’ll make it right
I’ll be who you need when you give me time
I’ll make everything alright

time

time (tores)

Produced By @pyu
@diegointhedark
i Miss Uuu

lyrics;
interlinked, i cant let u go
read this like a suicide note x.x
my body twitch but for u im froze
still tryna figure out where ts went wrong

say im haunted
im unresponsive
i want u here by my side
when i drop dead
say i cant fall in love
but for u im all in
its just u and me
ur the one im calling

tell me to sober up
but ur loves my favorite drug
i cant get enough
u make me feel like enough
told u im right here
get you everything u want
see the time pass
ive been waiting so long

i feel alive
i think its time
to say that im head over heels for u
i was so blind
to look away
i cant see me with anyone else but u

you think that i grew up
but im really the same
feel like its been too long
without seeing ur face
i tell u hold on
karma comes my way
tell u be strong
wipe the tears from ur face

@diegointhedark
dreams of betrayal
   n fighter jets above
   dirt nn my nails 
   they dnt wna show u love 
   fendi purse full of my drugs 
   lifeless body full of slugs
   going unresponsive 
   this is what u wanted 

   whn i look in the mirror 
   i feel nauseous
   guts in ashtrays 
   my heads never been getting clearer 
   hearing voices frm my hallway
   plastered faces on the cover 
   undercover frm the runway 
   i cld never do wrong by my brothers 
   but i kno theydd  switch up on mee

Head Over Heels w/ diegointhedark (Meta)

sacred heart

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mya 
@decago
@1rokit

maybe someday i can see ur face again 
remember monday when u let me hold ur hand 
wouldnt want it any other way 
forever & always 
tethered at the seams i think ur my soulmate
tell me all ur problems bc together we can solve them
only one that knows the real me fuck a persona 
only one that was there for me when no one else was
something i cant make up 
pretty w no makeup 
they all wanna be us 
but they cant keep up 

if its me nd u then its meant to be
right there infront of me, love it when u hold me
everything you say just feels so new
what i never had, but my wish came true
and i owe it all to you,
what i never had

call my name 
if u ever need a thing i will find a way
u stay on my mind hate that ur far away
hold u close 
dont let go 
make me whole

forever & always +mymy (decago 1rokit)


@remiliaxd
@kyxtsnxwy

@prodarisu 
@oiwassupp



me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone



Spotify

how things go + remilia & kishi (arisu oiwa)

ty for 2600 :D
@yashio20k
@m2monroe

im crawling back again
is this how it ends?
im not done with us 
i wan be more than friends 
god damn i love the drugs
my heartbreak medicine 
im crawling back to us 
im crawling back again
just tell me you miss it 
tell me you miss me 
i drunk call ur digits
you sound like ur busy
im downing whiskey 
wished that youd kiss me 
i promise im listening 
tell me you miss me 
just tell me you miss me
girl im too attached 
don't think we'll get it back
say u want me bad
reminiscing about the past
everything we coulda had blew away so fast
when you treat me like im fucking trash how could i want you back?

back to us (yashio + monroe)

featuring @kyxtsnxwy x @1kidsora x @muieternal
prod. @tores x @jichuuu

@akasukii
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without u
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own
tell me where did we go wrong?
how did we fall apart?
was it something i did something i said?
or was it written from the start?
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without you
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own

@kyxtsnxwy
i dont wanna be on my own
left me in the snow, its freezing and its cold
i know
please hold me tight closely
im right here by my lonely
it feels like u disowned me
im right here at the start again

lets please start again
all that im feeling is the feeling of dread
bullet be straight to my head
feeling like nothing im better off dead
all of the things that u said
hurting my soul, baby, im falling apart
take out my heart
baby its nothing its just all scars

@1kidsora
all i ever needed was presence
all i ever needed was essence
i know im learning lessons
but, im still overthinking blessings
im trynna geek & i'm posted with Jayy
all that she care about is what i make
so- imma just pray
i dont know how much more i'll take
of this- of this
she bid me farewell
with a silent kiss
of this- of this-
u all know i cant miss-

@muieternal
i think ive had enough
u said u'd have our love
the distance in ur touch
i'd never hate so much 

u promised on ur word
now i cant make this alone
ruminating this thought
leave this love in a knot

pretend w/kishi, kid sora + mui [tores x jichu]

@uglyzucc
https://open.spotify.com/track/2n3Xsh4JTvw2L3n54VZnR8?si=onYt1ajuS7GpLz5DqAqIlA
<3

hallowed ground (ugly zucc)

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