love is war

lucille - blood

lucille + bastard - homerun (og)

motley

such a problem

 whyd u have to treat me like hurting me was such a normal thing
crashing out, im so mad, might even rip out all my teeth
(*boooooom* aww look, iris tried making another shitty song)
whyd u have to treat me like hurting me was such a normal thing
crashing out, im so mad, might even rip out all my teeth
the usual the usual thats all u say it was
the usual the usual all of this hurts my dear
dk how much more i could take i dont even wanna be here
cut my wrist some more, theres blood on my tee, whyd u make me do this
ur names forever in my arm, istg i hate this bitch
the usual the usual thats all u said it was
the usual the usual i might go grab a gun
lodge a bullet in my brain girl i dont wanna play no more
im so sick of giving my life up to such a stupid whore
so get out of here, get out my house, n make sure to close the door
u beat me down w whips n chains, u broke my fucking core
the usual the usual thats what u swear it is
the usual the usual im only js a kid
its the usual the usual i dont wanna feel like this
everyday i woke up, texted u, i always felt like shit
took almost a couple years to realize this aint what normal is
god i hate that bitch whyd she have to lie to me for so long
now on the verge of tears, im sitting here recording a shitty song
this the last youll hear from me, tmr stg im gone
the usual the usual thats what u swore it was
the usual the usual no u didnt gaf
(im not fucking leaving u im not giving up on u, thats not me, im never gonna leave u)

the usual

LUCILLE - MISERY (SNIPPET)

Lyrics:

sometimes i wish i’d rot away
without reason or a cause
didn’t ever think i’d see your face
now the writings on the walls

cause i feel so damn overlooked
and i fear i don’t belong
so fucking misunderstood

oh i feel like a fool
(i feel like a fool)
i’m stuck in the corner
with no one to hold me up
i feel like a ghost
fade away but i’m lonely still

i hope you’re attached
i can’t tell what is real
i’m under attack
i don’t know how to feel

lucille - ghost/fool (snippet)

lucille - ig live snippet

and i just faced you, on the floor
i thought you take me as a corpse 
i want you to kill me 
but now that i feel it,

i'm unsure, i'm unsure 

pull the trigger would you let me die 
just pull the trigger would you let me die
just pull the trigger would you

i'll knit you a sweater 
all made from my tears 
i'd cry you a river 
just dont leave me here 

lucille - unsure

love to block
when you're calling

kill the love i had for you
let you split my heart in two
(and i been broken)
i don't know what to do

it's a constant gnaw on your mind
know your lust can't tame my heart

we're you asking to tear up my flaws?
was i not enough for you?

i let you spit on my carcass
i wanne defile your lungs till your coughing 
up all your problems
and don't try to solve em

cause i seen the fire, turn flames,
and you burnt your only love...

lucille - ig live snippet

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