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Lucille & Other

lucille/torturedskin⛧

lucille snippets

luci

bae if i fall would you, pick me up?
i hear voices all around me, am i not enough?
be the clover for me, if i run out of luck
(you don't even care)

is there somebody else?
do you even want me at all?
feeling unwell, i hope you don't leave me to rot
(it replays in my head)

im a loser, i'm not pretty at all
for my flesh, rip it off
i've succomb to my thoughts
i just wanna die

nothing matters at all
outta words, for a loss
all the things i would i do
for a grasp at your heart
just defile my arms
carve your name in my skin
so i bleed for my sins

oh i need it, i need it, i need you

clover

there's nowhere else to cut
(i'll be the poison)

the way you drug me through the mud
(all the prettiest voices)

if you ever let me up
(i feel like i'm annoying)

you'll put that dagger in my lungs
(you tell me all of these stories)

cause there's just nowhere left to cut

if you call me, something wrong
but i feel you, in the dark
never wanted, us to fall
now i'm dying, on the walls
on the walls, on the walls...

dying on the walls

lyrics: 
i been thinking really spending time away
i know in the end, it's never gonna change
i think i found you crying, bawling in the rain
every time i think about it, i'm insane
im a fucking lunatic, a fucking loser
looking down the barrel
swear to god, ill shoot it
swear to god, i'll do it
fuck!
don't laugh at me overreact
i could dull the blood until my blood is plastered
such a peasant, i don't know like what's the matter

i been still, don't know where all of the time went
doesn't matter, bae i just love when you're lifeless

hate where you're going, cause i need more
hate when you're crying cause i get torn
this aint a fallacy anymore
they coming after me it's annoying
like it would matter if i'm a corpse

hate that you're reminding me here every time
feels like i been slowly just crossing the line
tell me what's the 
point,
blank, 
range!

i feel like it's running it course
no one even listens to me anymore
i'm a fucking peasant too you, whore
i thought i was special to you, wipe the floor
with your fucking brains, i sit and then record
all i ever wanted was to be your one and only
now i got em blaming you for shit it's all according to plan
i had and now we're all here mourning for ya

fuck, fuck, fuck!

i hope they don't fucking care when you die
no one knows how i be carrying my

weight on my shoulders, damn
i feel so overwhelmed

PEACE, YOU IDIOT

point blank range

lucille - shed those tears (snippet) (OUT NOW)

love to block
when you're calling

kill the love i had for you
let you split my heart in two
(and i been broken)
i don't know what to do

it's a constant gnaw on your mind
know your lust can't tame my heart

we're you asking to tear up my flaws?
was i not enough for you?

i let you spit on my carcass
i wanne defile your lungs till your coughing 
up all your problems
and don't try to solve em

cause i seen the fire, turn flames,
and you burnt your only love...

lucille - kill the love (snippet)

lucille - paranoia (snippet)

lucille - unfamiliar (snippet)

prod. lucille

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

hate you
i wanna break you
i'm scared too
face you
i swear i'll find you
phase through
all your lies

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

paranoia

lyrics:

waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure
poke and pry, tears out my eyes
stab and lie, i'll be just fine

i hate the summer but winters alright
lost my purpose in spring, but in autumn it's perfect
i'm so damn demented, your closing the curtain
decline in my mental, i never was worth it

i still waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure


unfamiliar

lyrics:

And I'm falling in too deep
How could I just succeed?
When it's hatred that you seek
And I feel so incomplete
Never enough
Tryna wipe my smile
While I'm in a rut
As I clench my tightrope
Hope I don't fall
Cause it's unclear
If you wanna delete me or if it's fear

Cause I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
But my heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever, I wouldn't my worst)
(Just won't stop it's getting worse, I tried forever)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

I do this shit won't work
I'm stuck in place
It's all downhill from here

You watch as I just spiral
I can't look inside the mirror
And I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
My heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever)
(Lost my friends, I'm like whatever)
(I'm still waiting like whatever)
(Hope you know-)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

whatever

lucille - fear

i wish i was like you
not a, whistle in the crops 
i promise i would try to
do my best to hold them off,when they come flockin

i put my arms out wide
and rot outside
to fix your problem

and they keep pecking on me
your claws in my shoulders, feel your wings
ya i'm not good at fear it seems
even with these sharpened teeth
cause imitations not as easy
when they can see behind your screen 

i'm not that real
they don't know how it feels
they'll tear up my post
and pull me out of the field
i thought i would work
they're saying bye to lucille
bye to lucille

i'll be your scarecrow

lucille - i'll be your scarecrow

LUCILLE - MISERY (SNIPPET)

lucille - ig live snippet

and i just faced you, on the floor
i thought you take me as a corpse 
i want you to kill me 
but now that i feel it,

i'm unsure, i'm unsure 

pull the trigger would you let me die 
just pull the trigger would you let me die
just pull the trigger would you

i'll knit you a sweater 
all made from my tears 
i'd cry you a river 
just dont leave me here 

lucille - unsure (snippet)

my bloods all over the ceiling 
my heart don't mend easy 
i just can't believe it

you're sick & demented
i'm twisted, addicted, you...

it's
all
ruined

i can't wait until it's over 
i'll be plucking on this clover 

i'm 
such a 
loser 

off the cliff i might've drove her 
all she wanted was some closure 
and i lost her it's true

lucille - ruined (snippet)

the fuck is you on?
i did a mil in a month on god
man huh, the fuck you thought?
i was gonne dip & i wasnt gon drop?

i swept through, bih get mopped
all wit the yap boy, quit dat talk 

cause i'll up the static & start doing damage 
with a .45 in a gen 5 glock

protect ya bitch, i'ma hit dat box
like the blue rock boy, i'm the one who knocks
just stop it

my hoe upping the blick she toxic 
this hoe suck dick till she vo-

throw up, seen him he froze up 
i got em stuck like he taking a photo 
these niggas moving in packs, i'm dolo
i catch a body & fly out to soho coolin 

lucille - ##AMAZING (snippet)

wake up
i don't wanne face you anymore 

for you bae i stayed up, a while
i thought you woud take me as a corpse

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lost our light, had no clue

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lucille - colors (snippet)

lucille - silence (snippet)

lucille - creep (leak)

lucille - fade away

drown

lucille- you’re (snippet)

voices in my ear
to cut em out, i need to rest
to just clip your tongue (just clip your tongue)

don't wanna hold my breath
'till there's nothing left,
the way you knock my head,
through the walls it's evil
but i just stand
and i try to lose you but, i just can't

so
i'm feeling stuck
fight when it's stormy
was i enough?

think i gave this all i could!