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@torturedskin

lucille/torturedskin⛧

Rotted Withering

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there's nowhere else to cut
(i'll be the poison)

the way you drug me through the mud
(all the prettiest voices)

if you ever let me up
(i feel like i'm annoying)

you'll put that dagger in my lungs
(you tell me all of these stories)

cause there's just nowhere left to cut

if you call me, something wrong
but i feel you, in the dark
never wanted, us to fall
now i'm dying, on the walls
on the walls, on the walls...

dying on the walls

don't you think i forgot
you never cared
about me, about me

would you empty my thoughts on the pavement
would you tear me apart out of hatred

it's all just lies and deceit
who thought you'd die so easy
i saw your eyes just leave me
who thought you'd die so easy

somehow i keep sinning for you
my bloods on the ceiling for you
this was never easy to do

i tried my hardest

i've been through the parallels
i can't even think without you
i'm sorry you feel unwell
(i wish i could help)

ive been round your carousel
it so hard to breathe without you
i'm sorry you feel unwell
(baby it feels like)

it's just paranoia
all the times i forgot you here
is it my fault
all the time i forgot you here
think it's my fault

down the barrel with the pain that i caused
pull the trigger are you ready or not?

i'm sorry you feel unwell

even when you feel alone just know i'm by your side
i hate hearing voices lurking scratching in my mind
think i wanna die

take me out, take me out, take me out
think i wanna die, think i wanna die

take me out, take me out, take me out 
(take me out)
take me out, take me out, take me out 
(take me out)

now my wrists are bleeding for you
i thought we we're law
and i can't take this pain no more
i wish you'd end it all

take me out

it doesn’t matter at all
play with my psyche my,
brains in a spiral for love
love.
love.
love.

wolf in a sheep’s skin
if i die, bury me with all your sins
did you try?

i don’t think you ever did
is it my fault see a different lense

now it’s all gone
yea it’s turned to shit
now my life is shit

would it even matter if i found the end?
i wish i could kill em all and start again
voices gettin louder as a i slit my wrists

matter (love)

lyrics:

And I'm falling in too deep
How could I just succeed?
When it's hatred that you seek
And I feel so incomplete
Never enough
Tryna wipe my smile
While I'm in a rut
As I clench my tightrope
Hope I don't fall
Cause it's unclear
If you wanna delete me or if it's fear

Cause I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
But my heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever, I wouldn't my worst)
(Just won't stop it's getting worse, I tried forever)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

I do this shit won't work
I'm stuck in place
It's all downhill from here

You watch as I just spiral
I can't look inside the mirror
And I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
My heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever)
(Lost my friends, I'm like whatever)
(I'm still waiting like whatever)
(Hope you know-)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

whatever

lucille - fear

i wish i was like you
not a, whistle in the crops 
i promise i would try to
do my best to hold them off,when they come flockin

i put my arms out wide
and rot outside
to fix your problem

and they keep pecking on me
your claws in my shoulders, feel your wings
ya i'm not good at fear it seems
even with these sharpened teeth
cause imitations not as easy
when they can see behind your screen 

i'm not that real
they don't know how it feels
they'll tear up my post
and pull me out of the field
i thought i would work
they're saying bye to lucille
bye to lucille

i'll be your scarecrow

lucille - i'll be your scarecrow

and i just faced you, on the floor
i thought you take me as a corpse 
i want you to kill me 
but now that i feel it,

i'm unsure, i'm unsure 

pull the trigger would you let me die 
just pull the trigger would you let me die
just pull the trigger would you

i'll knit you a sweater 
all made from my tears 
i'd cry you a river 
just dont leave me here 

lucille - unsure (snippet)

my bloods all over the ceiling 
my heart don't mend easy 
i just can't believe it

you're sick & demented
i'm twisted, addicted, you...

it's
all
ruined

i can't wait until it's over 
i'll be plucking on this clover 

i'm 
such a 
loser 

off the cliff i might've drove her 
all she wanted was some closure 
and i lost her it's true

lucille - ruined (snippet)

wake up
i don't wanne face you anymore 

for you bae i stayed up, a while
i thought you woud take me as a corpse

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lost our light, had no clue

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lucille - colors (snippet)

lucille - silence (snippet)

lucille - one missed call (blood) (leak)

lucille - #SICKGOTHSLUT

lucille - creep (leak)

i'm not really happy i'm, alive
often times i wish that i would, die
if i perish would that make everyone, smile
if that's true, then it's, time

in my, casket
give me, flowers
it's so, saccharine
leave me, sour

so bittersweet...

lucille - bittersweet (snippet)

AWFUL

LYRICS: 

(lucille)
and i'm
so ashamed
and when i think about it, awful thoughts surround me
i can't think
i rot away in misery
so easily
don't ever tell me that i'm not the one, i salavaged all i could
i take in every regret
like why's it matter to you
it never mattered to me
and now my flaws are apparent
i'm off of the brink off death
could you be direct
all i want
is my hands on rifle, there's nothing to fight for
i'd rather just die
im all on my own
regretting the times
could you bury me alive

(zeuls)
i'm gone cause my girl was beatiful
where did you go with your careful?
i can felt the way you felt
but, you cant feel the way i felt

im dying but im watching it all (8x)

zeuls - i'm dying but i'm watching it all (feat. lucille)

FLARE

drown

lucille- you’re (snippet)

voices in my ear
to cut em out, i need to rest
to just clip your tongue (just clip your tongue)

don't wanna hold my breath
'till there's nothing left,
the way you knock my head,
through the walls it's evil
but i just stand
and i try to lose you but, i just can't

so
i'm feeling stuck
fight when it's stormy
was i enough?

think i gave this all i could!

lucille - enough (snippet)

insecurity fill the room
you betray me but all i do
is to save you, despite my self
have yo back when nobody else would
i feel like i failed

(i feel like i failed)
(i feel like i)

saw a problem
it's all in my head
tell me how the fuck how do i solve it
before i fall in

just to fix it, i'ma dive right in
chips i give
cards i dealt
can't love like this
with no one else

(no one else)

lucille - insecurity (snippet)

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