[prod 1sickboi] 
song w @jjxxli
lyrics; 
You left me all alone, so ima just collapse.
(FUCK THAT!)
(ima just gonna commit suicide.)
You're just a punching bag,
You're gonna beat me till I die.

I never cut up any picutures, never once.
I'm tired of all the noncince—lose the tounge.
I'm not like them, so don't put me in the bunch.
You'd beat me till I'm bruised, I won't take the punch.

Yeah, I won't fight back; I lost this once.
Yeah, I take the gun right from out your pocket, cock it back.
Oh, did I scare you? I'm sorry—don't be so sad.
You put a razer and a knife inside my back.

And to this day,
I'm wandering, why'd you do that?

I never wanna go back.
I liked you, and you knew that.
I really wanted you bad.

You broke me; I was so sad, sad, sad.
I never wanted someone that damn bad.
You tossed me out like a piece trash,
Like a piece of trash,
Like a piece of trash.

fenix - punching bag w/ sese

lucille - sigil tatted

lucille - noonecares

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

lucille - rainfall (snippet)

torturedskin