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@torturedskin

lucille/torturedskin⛧

niche

back in business

produced by elavy

lyrics: 

tell me what you think about when you're laying in bed
tell me all the things you ever wish you could've said
tell me everything you'd like to do before you're dead
tell me that instead
tell me your regrets

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me what you want
what would you do for it?
something that you lost but now you're used to it
no matter the cost
just tell me what it is
get anything you want, if you got life to give
I'm stuck and I can't get out
can't remember my way in now
the ceilings caving down
can't remember when I last heard a sound
too late for saving now but I'd rather swim than drown
my heart is pacing now
be quick cuz I'm fading out

tell me would you self yourself for some cash flow
a little dinero, you don't gotta say no
you want it, just say so
no need to aim low
don't worry bout a halo baby
you're not an angel

tell me your regrets
don't hold 'em back
tell me what you wish you said
no strings attached
searching for something you need, something you lack
I think I understand why you still can't relax

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me your regrets

I would fuck up my life for some money and change, for some rings and some chains
for some people to “love” me and scream out my name til it drives me insane
oh to be a somebody with numbers and fame, would it be such a shame
now if that’s what I wanted would I be to blame

go and get it uh
go and get everything you want
go and get everything you ever needed
everything you been conceding

you don’t gotta hide ur greed
you know ur secret is safe with me
you don’t gotta lie to me
rather have money than company

that’s what I tell myself
blame it on someone else
anybody but you cuz it’s racks over mental health

only care bout ur wealth
sick in the head doesn’t matter if you have some bread
just fill up ur pockets with money fuck over ur friends
you said that’s what you wanted you filled up ur wallet and left with a feeling of dread

greed

Produced By @fxcksuki & @prod._doxx
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-D2mdA3uv8

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"hanging by a thread"

produced by elavy

lyrics:

I've been tryna change my ways, not lose my faith
if I don't take the step, then I'll just stay the same
staring at a screen to get through night and day
it's hard to keep my confidence in fucking place
i know you wonder where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
if I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

maybe I'm clueless
ignorant to what the truth is
can't run or hide, baby, it's useless
I know that I've been playing stupid
I gotta save myself
for me and for no one else
before I decay or melt
or wither away in hell
tired of acting like it's fine
wish I could speak my fucking mind
when I'm here, my tongue is tied
when I'm there, I'm free to fly

I need to get away from here 
Ignore all my biggest fears
feel the sounds ring through my ears

cause I know you wonder
where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
If I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

self destruct

there's nowhere else to cut
(i'll be the poison)

the way you drug me through the mud
(all the prettiest voices)

if you ever let me up
(i feel like i'm annoying)

you'll put that dagger in my lungs
(you tell me all of these stories)

cause there's just nowhere left to cut

if you call me, something wrong
but i feel you, in the dark
never wanted, us to fall
now i'm dying, on the walls
on the walls, on the walls...

dying on the walls

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WH11_lxkwh0

could u see me
if not maybe
i could leave u dead in a second
if you wanted to i could make a move
baby im a fucking coward u guessed it

spotify

coward

excuse my absence, i went on a side mission
produced by c m b


lyrics:

yea
gotta keep it grounded
grateful I’m not in an office
dropped out without a plan
sold a fuckin grant
I ain’t want an option
momma said put that brain to use
momma I ain’t got a brain to lose
not even a single tightened screw 
promise I can make a way for you
a way for us
a way for me
a way for them
never betray a single friend
a proper way to make a cent 
refrain from losing all ur sense

they’re tempting waving around 
dollar signs and big amounts
a lot shit I’ve dreamt about
I’d take the bait but I’m too proud
I’m ego driven, egotistic 
treat me like I’m someone gifted
like a finger of mine was never lifted
I put in my hours, you never listen
I don’t really do shit
I wake up and make a lil music
I got up and got me some muscle
don’t matter if I cannot use it
my body still weak as hell
my mind is weak as ever
knowing that I’m weak as fuck 
and beaten up
I got what I wanted, it ain’t enough
I’m-

thinking bout it
thinking bout it all


gotta keep it grounded
grateful I’m not in an office
dropped out without a plan
sold a fuckin grant
I ain’t want an option
what if I put my brain to use
what if I was too scared to lose
luckily I’m delusional 
and promised I could make a way for you
a way for us
a way for me
a way for them
never betray a single friend
a proper way to make a cent 
refrain from losing all ur sense

I remember as a little kid
I wanted to be famous or something
obviously that never happened

word vomit

Lost Files

time

enjoy the funky little intermission. 
take a break, dance a little, breathe.
back to work i go but we'll be back soon,
all love always.

produced by yogic


lyrics:

baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice


they gonna tell you what you want
but I’ll tell you what you need
everything is said and done
gotta know when you should leave
but the feeling’s so addicting 
can’t let it go
all you gotta do is listen to me
be one and sink into me
I crave your intimacy 
love it when you’re in sync with me
I love the way you smile
love the way you walk around
every breath and every sound
the way my name comes out your mouth


baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice

listen

ill burn these pages, they were for you
i tried to save it, im such a fool
physically breaking, mentally too
ill lose my patience
you need a piece of me but it dont show
i used to want you so bad but ive grown
still talk about me to your friends i know
i pray that some day you will reach a close

live and we learn, learn and we change
you left me burnt, the fire sustains
i hope that some day we’ll meet again
i pray to my demons that you meet a saint

MINE PROD BUNII

REGRET PROD BUNII

lucille - shed those tears

lucille - fear

and i just faced you, on the floor
i thought you take me as a corpse 
i want you to kill me 
but now that i feel it,

i'm unsure, i'm unsure 

pull the trigger would you let me die 
just pull the trigger would you let me die
just pull the trigger would you

i'll knit you a sweater 
all made from my tears 
i'd cry you a river 
just dont leave me here 

lucille - unsure (snippet)

my bloods all over the ceiling 
my heart don't mend easy 
i just can't believe it

you're sick & demented
i'm twisted, addicted, you...

it's
all
ruined

i can't wait until it's over 
i'll be plucking on this clover 

i'm 
such a 
loser 

off the cliff i might've drove her 
all she wanted was some closure 
and i lost her it's true

lucille - ruined (snippet)

wake up
i don't wanne face you anymore 

for you bae i stayed up, a while
i thought you woud take me as a corpse

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lost our light, had no clue

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lucille - colors (snippet)

lucille - silence (snippet)

lucille - creep (leak)

i'm not really happy i'm, alive
often times i wish that i would, die
if i perish would that make everyone, smile
if that's true, then it's, time

in my, casket
give me, flowers
it's so, saccharine
leave me, sour

so bittersweet...

lucille - rainfall (snippet)

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