⋆los♱ in a sta♱e of mind⋆

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AIMz1yFQSTO7E0Hbh5Q6s?si=NSZ2Tck2Sp6qQe6lrRXbXg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A04w5f3YMAtRZknzgxzVjuc

prod me

take it easy
u expect too much from me
im just tryna love
didnt know this is how u feel
i still imagine finding hairs
all across my room
reminiscing on the scent
of u

i cant believe it
ur lies that im seein
ur hurtin, i see it
thru the curtains
of ur theatre

theatre of lies

idk what genre to put this as. idk why this got taken down off everywhere but lucky I have a copy of it :3

addition (w_ lucille) prod me - bunii

bunii - dont make me

https://open.spotify.com/track/5deqRcXhpxot443g7emMy0?si=NydICEOaRk296K4txYVwGA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4rUhH7hSpj0Sk41NFYbvYi

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

cold winter nights
spent alone
used to sit by the fire on the phone
drinking hot cocoa
looking at our old photos
turning time into slowmo
where did it go wrong?

(where did i go wrong
dont wanna see u gone)

what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

@revivle
i spent so much time on my own
i couldnt stop you from letting me go
so many promises that you went and broke
if i killed myself then how would you know ;p

im sorry for acting the way that i did
theres just something about u that makes me feel like a kid
im calling out for you i just wish you could see it
maybe u would if you stopped fucking leaving

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone
x2

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

lyrics:

said i miss your cigarette
leak blood and your wrists sore
it's not over yet

aww
i'm addicted too
i still stalk your page
i'm a creep for you

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

leave you with your wrists bloody
won't you let me pull it out of you
hate it all of the sudden
something i cant ever stomach
even if i ever could
i dont wanna fall apart
lord knows i ever should

then you'll meet the rifle
nothing left to cry for
wasn't my fault
now you're all gone
aww

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

skin

blood, guts & gore

crave

lucille - insane

prod. sickboi

Someone call me a doctor
I'm losing blood I'll die
She doesn't want me to prosper
I'm decaying, soon I'll rot

She took the gun off the floor
Wiped all the blood and the gore
I got a hole in my chest
I'm seeing the light the lord

Please save me someone
Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away

But I couldn't escape her
I start to lose my breath
My lungs thinner than paper
Thinking in my head

That there could be a savior
Somewhere out there
I swear I'm so scared
I'm such a fucking bastard

I'm a loser, a stupid fuck
I'm standing here in silence
ripped out my guts
Please save me someone

Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away


I tried to run away
So far away
Where you couldn't help me no more
And throughout all this pain
You want me to say that

I'm just a fuck up too
I hate your guts
Stabbing me in the back
Saying that I fucked up

The truth is that you're useless
I just don't care enough
Stabbing me in the back
Saying that I fucked up

You tried to hide from me your love
You told me I'd be better off dead
I tried to hide up all these scars
You told me I'd be better off dead


Someone call me a doctor
I'm losing blood I'll die
She doesn't want me to prosper
I'm decaying, soon I'll rot

She took the gun off the floor
Wiped all the blood and the gore
I got a hole in my chest
I'm seeing the light the Lord

Please save me someone
Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away

I tried to run away

Rot ft. heybinji (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5rFqazROwCjEN83I91xFHW?si=72a9658bf5e54163

prod me ft @revivle ...again ^_^

@requiem-for-you
oooh
baby whatchu do
i dont have a clue
cus im not rlly one to listen
you
broke my heart in two
it never regrew
now im jus cold and heartless

u never said bye to me
im so anxious im biting
my nails ill gnaw my skin
till i can feel something

@revivle
late night talks
i could talk to you for hours baby
you dont listen to me
break my heart and call me crazy
i know i cant play these games
talk to me like whys that so hard
i just wanna feel something
got a past that im not proud of

gave it all that i could
(blame it all on me)
i cant leave but i should 
(i cant seem to stop)

stop myself from texting you again
maybe we were better off as friends
wondering when the lyings gonna end
baby whachu....

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
oooh
baby whatchu do
i dont have a clue
cus im not rlly one to listen
you
broke my heart in two
it never regrew
now im jus cold and heartless

u never said bye to me
im so anxious im biting
my nails ill gnaw my skin
till i can feel something
x2

heartless w/ revivle

prod. lucille

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

hate you
i wanna break you
i'm scared too
face you
i swear i'll find you
phase through
all your lies

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

paranoia

lyrics:

waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure
poke and pry, tears out my eyes
stab and lie, i'll be just fine

i hate the summer but winters alright
lost my purpose in spring, but in autumn it's perfect
i'm so damn demented, your closing the curtain
decline in my mental, i never was worth it

i still waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure


unfamiliar

produced by me

can’t pass the time, youre in my dreams
and now i know ill never sleep
do i stay and try to fix it all for her
I’m such a joke because I know that I’ll get hurt 

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

so I’ll sing my songs
will you sing along
will you sing along
but you can’t

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

i know youre sleeping

lyrics:

And I'm falling in too deep
How could I just succeed?
When it's hatred that you seek
And I feel so incomplete
Never enough
Tryna wipe my smile
While I'm in a rut
As I clench my tightrope
Hope I don't fall
Cause it's unclear
If you wanna delete me or if it's fear

Cause I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
But my heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever, I wouldn't my worst)
(Just won't stop it's getting worse, I tried forever)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

I do this shit won't work
I'm stuck in place
It's all downhill from here

You watch as I just spiral
I can't look inside the mirror
And I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
My heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever)
(Lost my friends, I'm like whatever)
(I'm still waiting like whatever)
(Hope you know-)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

paranoia

lucille

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