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Dreamland Part 1: Rhombus Flower

Generate\Saturate

Trac3r - Generate\Saturate

memory garden || 8/13/2023 - 1/6/2024 

This song is about realizing that no matter how low you get in life, you can always remember the times where you didn't give up and back down, giving you the motivation to keep moving forward.

Song written and composed by me with contribution from @foryears
Lyrics written by me
Vocals recorded by the wonderful @pookikitty


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lyrics:

Lest I forget, even if the world was so cruel to me
I managed to come out okay
As the worst came to shove, I refused to let it take me
"At least I'm alive to see another day"

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far, I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

Hope, a funny word I hate, yet I cherish
a fallacious savior for all to flourish
but I don't believe in hope
or maybe I'm just not ready to accept that

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
...
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭]
[𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱.]
[𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]

[Originally made in 24 hours for FORM's All Nighter event, to which the rejection allowed me to work on this track to bring it to this version you are hearing right now.]

memory garden

Lyrics:
Dont you cry if i leave
I know its hard to lose
I know why i cant breath, its you
Blinding me believe, its true

Girl I don’t wanna waste time
Overthinking in my room till I flatline
Pull you close and I hold you at the waistline 
Yeah I Call you up and cry to you on FaceTime 

...
  
Something for the masses
I’m out of line 
Failing all my classes
Falling behind 
Moving like molasses
Heart intertwined 
Hunched over, fucking tragic
Seek to confide

Time moves because I say so
Burnt out, and you broke your fucking ego
Cooped up, still waiting for your halo
She couldn’t see it from the start? where did he go?

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happy valentines day
heres a clip of some new shit im working on



#sunday

i see it in your eyes (CLIP)

i was supposed to post this yesterday but i forgor

i randomly discovered soundcloud.com/cosettelunsford after checking my release radar a few months back and i absolutely fell in love with her sound. when i found out she was releasing stems for her newest track i knew i had to give a remix a shot. ::)

soundcloud.com/heyaephyn Everywhere

cosette / nsfw [aephyn remix]

someday i'll tell u everything

the kawaii goat @bubble-whale

that stayed in my mind
you feigning for bucks and you pulling the rug for a deal
that stayed in my mind
carefully building receipts for your foe; and that’s real
estate on my mind
i gotta back off or i’ll fall for your bluff, and thats swell
state of my mind, state of my mind
punching in my lines, made with sweat and sorry nights, feeding my pipes (umm)
like the usa i’m fighting for freedom owning my life,
preferences have changed so i don’t even say ‘oh hi!’

rejected all nighter submission. this is the last one i promise bye bye

stayed in my mind

0232025

the members of this megacollab:
@alowofficial @aumhina @baldiemakesbangers @cosmilkmoosic @feathervane @gobui @henry-beats @hyperscores @icesolate @imaginarypetrichor @jtpck-yes @o-mikamin-o @maae-ko @lingoturboo @majiasterisk @mostrino04 @nathan5541_1 @heyitsnoveci @oreonicmusic @primeordnance @ranipla @rocketmanwubs @sarajevonoisebeat @stimkitten @yandrel

[In collaboration with @simulcats]
[OUT NOW ON @neoluminum]

"so when I cried on the phone, could you hear me?
am I sound-suppressed or do you hate what you see?"

Production: -Alow, Aumhina, Baldie, Cosmilk, Feathervane, Gobui, henry., HYPERSCORES, Icesolate, Imaginary Petrichor, jtpck, lillybug, lingoturbo, maji*, mostrino, Nathan, Noveci, OREONIC, Prime Ordnance, Rocketman, Sarajevo Noise Beat, stimkitten, Yandrel

Vocals: henry., Kazuki, Noveci, Ranipla, Jack (Sarajevo Noise Beat)

Final Arrangement: Cosmilk, Nathan, Noveci
Final Mastering: Rocketman

Lyrics:

Kazuki & Noveci:
(Being all alone and crying on the phone)
(Being all alone and crying on the phone)

Being all alone and crying on the phone
Tell me where I am right now

Tell me where I am
Oh, tell me where I am right now
Tell me where I am,
Oh tell me where I am right now

There is no going back
It doesn't feel the same right now
Gonna have a heart attack
Someone help me please, I beg

There is no going back
Gonna have a heart attack

There is no going back
It doesn't feel the same right now
Gonna have a heart attack
Someone help me please, I beg

Ranipla & Noveci:
Oh, spill my guts, got you nervous?
(Panic boy, panic!)
Gotta stitch up what's hurting
Bottled up on my behalf
Cap my urgency to shout
I'll tongue and teeth the burden out
Until my heart falls out the mouth

So when I cried on the phone, could you hear me?
Am I sound-suppressed or do you hate what you see?
If I cry on the phone is it unlike me?

Noveci, henry., Ranipla, Jack (Sarajevo Noise Beat):
So when I cried on the phone, could you hear me?
Am I sound-suppressed or do you hate what you see?
If I cry on the phone is it unlike me?

So when I cried on the phone, could you hear me?
Am I sound-suppressed or do you hate what you see?
If I cry on the phone is it unlike me?

So when I cried on the phone, could you hear me?
Am I sound-suppressed or do you hate what you see?
If I cry on the phone is it unlike me?

dream clinic & Simulcats - sound-suppressed (could you hear me?)

cool song !!!

https://linktr.ee/Trac3r
Released on:
@antithesysmusic

Want to explore stuff that I've taken down from here or want to listen to my old music: @Tracer_333
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