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its character development my people 

rics: 
right place wrong time.
right poem wrong rhyme 
cant believe i wanted to hold you close
i wanted to take you home
i wanted to tell you something
but now i know i wont cuz I
resent nothing
repent nothing
i gave it up cuz i know you arent mine
sacrificed feelings ive never even felt before in my whole life
so i say that i like you thru my teeth 
i guess it's never really been about me
cuz its bigger than this
and its bigger than us
i had to shut up and hold my pride

70 degrees, in the grass, i was feeling really faceless.
didnt want to ever ever ever ever face this
it was something i thought i could hold onto. 
gave it up so you n yourself would be
gave it up so you and i would be
gave it up so WE would be okay. 

so we would be okay

right place wrong time.
maybe in another life?
nothing ever feels right
so i had to give it up, 
give it up for you.

pov: u fell in lov w/ the right person at the wrong time, my bad lol

tell me (akira)

RUN RUN RUN (guda)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@blackwinterwells
@bleakboi

track 2 off of:
"si tu veux"
produced by bleaky and i<3
a glance at the concept of being cheated on.

ty wells for joining me on this(:

lyrics:
(dth)
oh can you see
the wake i left behind
drowned for a second
and if it weren't for me
you wouldn't have wasted all ur time
but you seem fine

with ur friends
at ur house
do ur thing
around town
but i'm not gonna ask
where you were at last
cause i read every word
and you know that i've heard
breach of trust in her eyes
and her phone off tonight

so fuck ur thoughts
and fuck ur feelings
who would have known you could be so deceiving
this ocean blue like your eyes
gaze asunder
i didn't know that you'd
be with another

(wells)
it's okay
i'm not mad
well if i am
that's too bad
cause i'm not letting you in
you don't get another chance
and it's fine that i let you
stronger than i was
and i tried to protect you
now i'm covered in blood

it's not mine
it's not urs
but next time i can't be certain
fine you were right
that doesn't stop this from hurting
another mistake
oh great that's just what i hoped for
i'll leave through the back door
i won't say a word

so fuck ur thoughts
and fuck ur feelings
who would have known you could be so deceiving
this ocean blue like ur eyes
gaze asunder
i didn't know that you'd
be with another


(dth)
oh can you see
the wake i left behind
drowned for a second

fuck ur thoughts w/ blackwinterwells (deathright + bleaky)

rics:
i dont think im pretty enough for you
i dont think you mean all the things that you say, dude.
i dont think im pretty enough for you
sitting on a pedestal, barbie doll i fake it.

what? so what?
can i not be pretty enough?
my shoulders dont fall back
my skin, it's not perfect.
i just try to be enough

im sorry
i cant be like
her her her
im sorry 
i cant be like
him him him

i apologize for being me
unapologetically
i saw the mirror and i broke it to pieces

follow everything that u say thats all i know
tell me im a good little slut thats all i want
if i picked up all the broken pieces i would cut my hands
and i would lick up the blood, mm yum.

pretty enough for you?
pretty for enough for who?
mom said you're not a little boy anymore you need to answer.
need to show them what you're worth, pretty dancer.
my wrists are wet and they hurt, i cant answer :(
dont know where im going, dark desert. 
oh my god can i get my fucking dessert.

black licorice in my eyes 
i cant see earth. 

i dont think im pretty enough for you
i dont think you mean all the things that you say, dude.
i dont think im pretty enough for you
sitting on a pedestal, barbie doll i fake it.

what?
tell me that im worth it to you.
tell me that im perfect
your little secret
hide all insecurity it's true.

am i pretty enough for you yet?

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

i hope you had a good time.

lyrics:

(dth)
(and i'll try my best)
yeah
thought we had it
tell me about it
and now you're shouting
i'm staying grounded
or at least i'm trying to
i'm not the same
when i'm near you
fuck off
what made you say it like that?
don't want the attitude
i'll throw it right back
the back and forth is really
getting to my head
you make me feel
like i'm better off dead

and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

(fernn)
omg like what's the fucking point now
i try to lay to rest, I try to try my best
you keep on pulling me back
wanna hate you but I confess
everything is so fucked up lately
i been thinking you that you hate me
honestly it's fine
im tired of thinkin bout you all the damn time
you treat me like shit
then you're fucking me again & you're looking so fit
I don't understand this at all
so just lay me to rest cuz I'm praying on your downfall
(praying on your downfall)

(dth)
and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i'd be hard pressed to find
a single ounce of peace of mind
i always miss the exit signs
we push and pull and we feel alive

you kept me safe and you killed my sorrow
you eased my pain, but i don't want my heart broke
i wanna stay until i'm feeling better
'cause you are the fire and i'm just an ember

but she radiates her soul
she wears her heart atop her sleeve
i think her eyes have got a hold
on my entire reality
and she's got eyes that could deceive
so i'm still waiting patiently
i never thought that i would see
the soothing of my sanity

but i'm not the one that you need
i've got flaws that you cannot see
i don't think you really know me
i'm a fraud in sheep's clothing

if you must die, i'll envy even the earth that wraps your body

hai
rics:
good luck telling me what it is i want
there's no telling me.
there's no telling me.

cuz im the pain that i felt
im the troubles that i set out for 
im the tears in this bucket that i caught inside this rainstorm
and i know fear comes from me and its something i felt
and i got something to say but i just cant yell
cuz ill whisper what i need inside cos
i dont need attention i
just need to feel
infatuated
need to feel infatuated

why are you choosing everything over me?
lets crucify the king
false prophets on the streets i
need to commit to something
i need to commit to something
in the the eye of the storm
bloody teeth set like gore
and its 5:54 
in the morning
reasons to live i abort them
not having a purpose has never felt more purposeful to me
and thats exactly why what you say has never meant anything 

i saw mom and dad give up on all their dreams
how come my dearest friends choose everything and everyone besides me?
and everytime i lick my fingers they always bleed
i need self assurance
you need validation
so lets cower behind the backs of opinions that we do not meet

and when the curtains finally fell
i got rid of this veil
ill leave nothing behind for myself
switch the key cuz i felt like it
i found a flow and i like it

so dont you ever think you can put your hands back on me
ive become the person i set out to be
who i wanted to be

can i have a seat at the cool kids table?
infatuated by the way they lie like a fable
no, actually. ill sever every connection i have just to find some inner peace.

grit my teeth im so so fed up
i dont want flowers or goddamn petals
blow it open confetti im troubled
bite my lip till it tastes like metal

yea

she tells me to breathe, keeps tellin me to breathe. 

just breathe.

infatuation

+PRESAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/silentcxbin/be-nice
prod by alucard + ayoley
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i

(so be nice)

come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you
come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you

i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

55 on the dash couldn't catch me -(ik 55 aint that fast but 55depths bar)-
and boy your just a dog 
think twice before you press me
I'm coming with my vengeance
hit you on my dead list
boy you keep on talking 
get the fuck outta my mentions
and no i do not know you
how could i impress you?
i was just trained to
hunt for the gold tooth
and i can't get a text back
for my life now
just shut up
stay inside all day and night now

come back I'll hold you 
make sure I'll warn you
i don't wanna repeat myself twice
so be nice

be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

tired of all the filler content 
could you stop consuming it for one moment
i don't know why i came in the first place
to much on my head can't see straight 
tunnel vision gon kill me one day
maybe that's what i got,
from all this

be nice

be nice (alucard + ayoley)

lyrics:

i fuck everything up
im an asshole
losing grip on life
im losing control
dead inside
my emotions that i withhold
i always scream for help
i should be controlled
i be fucked up high on the freeway
all this trauma in my life i don't wanna replay
feel like im a burden
im a bad person
i always feel like im hurting u
but i don't wanna do that

im useless im worthless
i don't go to school
i have no purpose

@nokerbforever: 

i fuck everything up
cause i'm an asshole
i lost control
cause i just don't know-
how to carry on
with this weight on my chest
carry it on my back?
it will never go away

no it'll never go away
can you look me in my face
all the things that you said
that u truly meant
i can't hide the fact
that what we had was fake
atleast we had a couple nice moments
while i fade..

don't know if i can go on
i just don't know, i just don't know
i think u were so done
u were so done, u were so done

i fuck everything up
im an asshole
losing grip on life
im losing control
dead inside
my emotions that i withhold
i always scream for help
i should be controlled
i be fucked up high on the freeway
all this trauma in my life i don't wanna replay
feel like im a burden
im a bad person
i always feel like im hurting u
but i don't wanna do that

replay w/ nokerb

replay

replay w/ nokerb (branwen)

enjoy!! 
if you want to see the animation for this song its on my instagram and tiktok. it's pretty kewl. 

https://www.instagram.com/traxee9/

made by @p3tro THANKS PETRO 

new smong next week too, bye bye love yall 

rics:
let’s hitchhike to the moon again
just me and you
700 miles away 
i found a way to you

we aren't like the others
i'll take your silence 
to mean that you like the ways i tell you the truth
that was a close call
you can't be my worst enemy
stay the night we're all gonna die
last night was a memory

can't stand the silence
turn to a tyrant
evil or good i think i'll just choose you

let’s hitchhike to the moon again
just me and you
700 miles away 
i found a way to you

can't stand the silence
can't stand the silence away from you


death
-

hitchhike to the moon
just me and you just me and you
hitchhike to the moon
just me and you just me and you

i find it easy to get lost inside your eyes
though i tend to run away at night sometimes
caught in the open
shouldn't have spoken
thought it was you that changed your mind
leave the door open
we’re crossing the ocean
now you're just a star up high

-
i wanted recognition (i deserve nothing)
i wanted it all
infatuated with death on this ball
yeah, the boy who caught fire 
is worth nothing at all
and if fate comes and tempts me 
i know i won't fall
cause the moon has it all
the Moon has it all.

produced by:
@deathright
@traxee
@tigerstar
@yametsu

am i pretty enough for you yet?

traxee

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