Just a love song to my family. 

LYRICS*
*Probably incorrect... Oh well. You can hear. 

Check my vital signs 
Looks like I’m still alive. 
Looks like I’m doing fine from the outside
But I’d lying if I said it’s all going swimmingly and I am done lying. 
Love looks like another dead line.
But that’s fine I’m sick of watching all of my flames die. 
I’ve perfected a way of smothering me 
Let go of all the bad energy with this cutting technique 
that’s fine ain’t it? 
I’m in the sweet spot for reflecting, creating. 
Isn’t it such a pretty picture that I’ve been painting?
My mother thinks that I’m going crazy from all the drugs that I’ve been taking. 
She’s got a point I guess. I can’t confess that I’ve been doing too good, 
man my head’s a mess. 
With very little progress but it’s alright I guess since this world is just a stop on our quest. 

To the father, the son and the Holy Ghost. 
Where were you when I needed you most ?
To the father, the son and the Holy Ghost. 
Where are you? Cause I’m losing hope. 

The rotten apple of the family tree. 
Oh boy I guess that must be.
Cause  I’ve absorbed all your shit that’s surrounded me. 
So bite deeply. Soon you’ll see what I mean 
Learn to be just like me. 
El Pollo Loco! I’m bat shit crazy. 
You want to be part of the family tree 
Them grab me, scream and attack me 
That’s how we function: dysfunctionally. 
Repeat after me. 
This year of reflection made me see
It’s not just me it’s my entire family that’s insane.
Cover up affection with aggression. 
Never mention all the hurtful things we said the night before the next day. 
And you wonder why I’m going insane? 
Your forked words are still in my thoughts and it hurts 
My little sister’s sat in my dad’s blood stains. 

To the father the son and the Holy Ghost. 
Where were you when I needed you most? 
So my father, it’s your son, I’m the Holy Ghost. 
And I’m losing hope. 
You’re wrapping this rope round my throat.

Demo EP XIX

Holy Water Ought To Sort Ya

Just writing what I’m feeling. 
Totally no clue where I’m heading. 

Simply creating. 

It’s all kinda sad...

L⚡️T

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Holy Water Ought To Sort Ya

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