i miss my grandma

when u said
that i'd see
you again
didn't think
that it'd be
this long
but i hope
you look down
on me
with a smile
you can see
just how much
ive grown

but i hope
that you're proud
of me
and you smile
once you've seen
just how much
i've grown

smile

my boundaries are tall
the sun starts to fall 
im not important at all
to those most important to me

i know that you
can't see the truth
i placed it right into view
maybe i'm just too busy
thinking out loud now

i've been thinking
i've been thinking too much
never enough
think its right there,
on the tip of my tongue
finding something
then i call it my bluff
tried it for fun,
vision blurs as i wait
for the sun to come out again
the tables have turned and i'm drowning

thinking out loud

imminent

*UPDATED MIX 1/8/25*
@benee ily this is my fav song of urs <3

mixed n mastered by me :3

Want Me Back

BENEE - Want Me Back *cover* (reprod. Aras Moon)

its also on spotify and ap[ple music and youtube, also other streaming services idk which ones though, i just selected a bunch of them on distrokid
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aple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/syntaxsine/1672838632

spotify music :https://open.spotify.com/album/2x9R76Ar24qyCX9Bycd2EQ

youchube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ZP88Px1AG0

sequence

invisible (w.i.p)

10. Move On feat. Cole Calico

@colecalico

Prod. Soutjay, Cole Calico, Bond.

Lyrics:
(Cluttered)

Bond:
I just wanna move on
Been stuck here for too long
Too focused on everything I haven't done

I felt it at my fingertips
But somehow I just let it slip
Now I'm grasping at nothing
I lost my grip
And I've been searching ever since
Keep relying on my friends
To make myself into something
That doesn't exist

I'm done
I'm done
It's time to hang it up we had a good run
Everything I did set you up
So please just don't fuck this up
I'll just move on and let you be the one

(Cluttered)
(Much love)

Cole Calico:
You said to move on and you'd do the same
The very next morning nothing had changed
There's blood in the water and I see your fangs
There's nothing to call you, nothing to say

You had me overthinking
Now we're sinking
I'll store my strength, but
Then you went and stole my patience
Now I'm wasted
There's no one else to blame but you
But if you want the truth
I can't be alone
You're the last thing I want to lose
I'll make you my own
I'll just see you when it's through
And hopefully you remember
so you can help me get a clue

You said to move on and you'd do the same
The very next morning nothing had changed
There's blood in the water and I see your fangs
There's nothing to call you, nothing to say

(yea yea, welcome)

invisible (w.i.p)

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