just a sign [wishlane + to oscar rmx]

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

[[It’s never as easy as we want it to be]] 

~track [1/5] 
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^ 
follow my twitch for more music streams soon :3 
https://www.twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\ featuring //
+prod from
@ntmusiclol 
+vox from
@clovehitch
+art from
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics  //

[verse] ~ @clovehitch
apparition
floating figure from the water
know it’s all in
my head

drown and detach from
the flickers
that float before my breath
I’ll close my eyes

just to hold you for the morning
trace your shadow, my mirage
and watch it slip away

so
stay with me
ten feet deep
till I come up for air
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
wake up 
you don't say much
i feel your shadow creeping over my whole place
but you're not even alive

take a look take a step back
six feet down
didn't think that you'd come back
haunting my house
feel the CO leak through
and there's no way out

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[outro] ~ @clovehitch & @jauntsen 
you'll never beat the truth of what's real inside my head
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

half awake +Clovehitch (nishith)

i know the chorus sounds like the jonas brothers it was an accident my bad

streaming https://sparta.ffm.to/wl-ns

prod + mixed by me
mastered by @st1cksyea

lyrics https://genius.com/Wishlane-numbers-station-lyrics

numbers station

||you can't let go if you don't want to||

~track [2/10]

🦋 \\ featuring // 🦋
~+vox from
@leytonmode
+ prod me & @leytonmode

+ additional prod from
@anem0s
@assperrr

mix + master by me~

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
{{tts}}
this scares me.
i feel like someone isn't fully telling the truth
maybe it's both of us who are lying

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
god damn
i guess it is up to me
overflown with this fear so naturally
but it's time to let this go
cos' i can't take it any longer
who's this girl you claimed to be yourself
you wronged her
here's the path you paved can't run away
it's not a offer
guess its up to me
i broke the mirror out of spite
just to find a clue
now the bloods all on my hands don't know what to do

cause you're see through
did i say something wrong?
didn't mean to
i'll think it over and over again
i took a step into this life
can't get back what i spent
it's all my fault
can't take the blame
like this was my plan

i forgot who to trust
who's lying
is it me
is it us?
cos' i can't read you
page is burning i might give up
how to think
watch it crash in front of me
it's just the thought of you leaving
i cannot fathom the feeling of letting go

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @leytonmode
i keep buying time just to waste it all
years keep flying by things don't change at all
if there were words to say
i can't explain the way
it's got me feeling
i have to let it go

it's all you ever wanted to be
take a look
mirrored vision
of the person that you see
that you see.

{{tts}}
you are know listening to butterfly effect

[verse] ~ @leytonmode
you left me down with my face in the street
had to be blunt u won’t face it with me
get you out of my head I been waiting a week
that’s some shit u can’t see, u did it to me
keep creeping up, u had me thinking I wasn’t enough
its tough, I really gave u my trust
ashes that turn into dust, im all out of luck

don’t fuss just let me pass away
cause I can’t fuck the past away
now ill say what I have to say
go in circles like baggage claim
this isn’t what we planned out, another man down
thinking how u left me down on the ground
chipping my teeth and ur breaking my crown

{{tts}}
it's only just your life.

[hook]~ @jauntsen
don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
you're bound for something bigger than this

don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
you can't win if you don't even make a sound

{{tts}}
you can't let go if you don't want to

don't be scared!
pick up your ha-ha-ha hands!
you know it's
bad!!
to leave them on
BAD!!!
to leave them on (make it out)
you can't win if you don't even make a sound
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
make it out!!
don't be SCARED!!!!

spotfiy !

don't be scared +leyton

spiritofariel.com

i still remember when we met 
i saw your silhouette
falling down the steps
wrapped up in a dress
mine was kinda see through
and yours was too
i wonder what you'd say to me if i walked to you

it isn't funny how we met
took an online personality test
i still remember what it said
'you're needing a reality check'
i thought that you could save me
i thought that you would care
i was desperate for affection and i saw you over there
say you need me
say id be right there
and i was much as you wanna talk to me daily i don't care

save it for the rest
i don't really care to talk about your boyfriend you had when you were 19
treat me like a lesson
don't write it off as something that it wasn't, you were broken bout it
yea you were

take my shirt off
and break my knees
you know everything
(tell me everything you know about me)
so what am I to you?
i wouldn't lie to you
what am I to you?

i can tell the truth
if you want me to
i wish i hadn't gone through hell and back to be with you
i almost ran with you
but you can't tell me to
i'm a freer man than i would be as a girl with you

12.9.22

Care

had a lot of fun with this!
shoutout tokimi & bassea for the beautiful song :)

tokimi, bassea - manifold gardens (aesir remix)

@marshall4 

shoutout @xaev for some samples/sound design inspiration you're a god
(do urself a favor and check both of them out!!)

and to think, that was all we needed
_________________________________
i don’t wanna talk to you
i don’t even wanna write a damn song with you
that’s a lotta absolutes
can’t count the times i thought that you had told the truth
caught up in the gossamer 
couple quarters couldn’t counter with the foliar
like it wasn’t obvious, cut the corners cus’ you’re coping being cavalier
that’s a big caveat, constant caving into causes like a collier
know I’m not your concierge, connotations couldn’t calm me when you called it hers

forget every moment 
how could I let this happen again
wasn’t in motion 
temporal decomposing 
i’ll spill out the Glass 
concave Rarefactions 
engravened in sand
consecrated, ascend 
golden lace on my hands

(Marshall4) 
i need to get out of this place before it eats me alive
what do you want from me?
i know i look like garbage but i don't wanna check
what do you want from me?
mascara's running down my cheek and there's rips in my dress
i need to get out i need to get out i need to get out
i need to get out

cypress ft. marshall4

10. Move On feat. Cole Calico

@colecalico

Prod. Soutjay, Cole Calico, Bond.

Lyrics:
(Cluttered)

Bond:
I just wanna move on
Been stuck here for too long
Too focused on everything I haven't done

I felt it at my fingertips
But somehow I just let it slip
Now I'm grasping at nothing
I lost my grip
And I've been searching ever since
Keep relying on my friends
To make myself into something
That doesn't exist

I'm done
I'm done
It's time to hang it up we had a good run
Everything I did set you up
So please just don't fuck this up
I'll just move on and let you be the one

(Cluttered)
(Much love)

Cole Calico:
You said to move on and you'd do the same
The very next morning nothing had changed
There's blood in the water and I see your fangs
There's nothing to call you, nothing to say

You had me overthinking
Now we're sinking
I'll store my strength, but
Then you went and stole my patience
Now I'm wasted
There's no one else to blame but you
But if you want the truth
I can't be alone
You're the last thing I want to lose
I'll make you my own
I'll just see you when it's through
And hopefully you remember
so you can help me get a clue

You said to move on and you'd do the same
The very next morning nothing had changed
There's blood in the water and I see your fangs
There's nothing to call you, nothing to say

(yea yea, welcome)

Move On feat. Cole Calico

02. Stage Fright

Prod. Bond., Soutjay

Lyrics:
This is fight or flight
Can't keep you out of sight
When in this state of mind
You make all my thoughts (cluttered)

(Bond)
(Much Love)

But I hate this
Every time my heart starts racing
All of my thoughts go vacant
I don't wanna end up faceless, no
When you handed me the mic I got stage fright
You mean more to me than you realize
When all's said and done I'll be fine
I just gotta figure out how to read minds

This is fight or flight
Oh baby I'm petrified
Never knew when to lie
Made sure my tongue was tied
And I'm so sick of waiting
Lost my cool I lost my patience
And now I see your face
And I don't know if I can make it
And I don't think I'll get by
Never letting you inside
Staring at me with snake eyes
Now I waste my time
And you refuse to say goodbye
I never thought you'd see me cry
And now you're putting up a fight
Every night

But I hate this
Every time my heart starts racing
All of my thoughts go vacant
I don't wanna end up faceless, no
When you handed me the mic I got stage fright
You mean more to me than you realize
When all's said and done I'll be fine
I just gotta figure out how to read minds

This is fight or flight
Oh baby I'm petrified
This is fight or flight
Now I have stage fright

Stage Fright

https://ffm.to/n2bg7w3

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

it didn't have to be like this
_________________________________
(do you remember me?)

hold it close to you
broken bowed a new
i thought this was life
watch the thread unwind

we were in zion that summer
i was still trying to breathe
watch it corrode the isomers
everything i couldn't keep

all the nights that we spent being young
the copper rocks under our feet
the pastures never felt so wrong
up in flames your favorite evergreen

pull the needle through
laces lorn the center

i promise i wasn't crying
there was just smoke in my eyes
holding you until the morning
i'd fall in and out of the fire
wreathed in hollow ivory
christened collows bedaubing 

and i saw your body covered in roses 
and i started screaming, nobody noticed
the locket you gave me thread intertwined
tearing taut at the seams when it started unwinding 
i fell out the trunk of your dad's four wheel drive 
and we laughed it off when we called it a night
through the laurels and brushweeds we walked side by side
god you were so pretty even when we were crying 
cus' the rust started falling i ran out of time 
watch the world invert into infrared light 
lying lithe on the duff dying embers dissolving 
the smoke in my lungs couldn't stop me from calling your name
but i, (2x)

laurel

i am now @colecalico
i still listen to music on here tho

Move On feat. Cole Calico

Bond.

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