I find myself living in the past more then the present. https://open.spotify.com/track/0kmuixmTHYOhlSrBpr90Wf?si=c955712092f64576
Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for 

Verses
Your my depression
My deception 
The only girl I want 
My lethal weapon 
Hope you know 
That I try 
But I’m a servant 
You are my heaven 
Yes you my heaven 
Fall into my arms 
Don’t let me go 
Don’t tell me you love me 
Cause I know you don’t 
Been falling out of touch 
Of your lips I’m a full 
I know your gonna hurt me 
When it’s wonderful 

Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for

memories

vocals by: treyy
mixed by: treyy
produced by: @syroa

You don't really want it bad
You ain't ever put no effort,
How am I supposed to believe that?
I think now I'm realizing your love was nun but an act
Now you on your knees crying and begging
I ain't coming back
Maybe you leaving was better for me, now I'll stay on track
You just kept luring me in, don't know how I got out your trap
In tune with all my emotions, lately I only been sad
I don't think I'm in the mood to face the demons of my past

It's been humbling, yuh, I'll keep on running
Cope by making money, but this sumn I can't stomach
Quit worrying bout my funding, yuh
I been stunting
All them chances you fumbling, yuh
Your career crumbling
Cmon, cmon, I don't wanna face my past
Cmon, cmon, I thought you were my last
Take off, take off, I don't wanna remove my mask
Yuh, girl I never thought you'd ask

Me and you go together real bad
Me and you go together so bad
Losing you so soon, I feel so bad
You made me feel unnoticed, I feel so bad
Do you still remember my name and what we had?
I don't even know if you miss me just a tad
Me and you go together real bad
Me and you go together so bad
Losing you so soon, I feel so bad
You made me feel unnoticed, I feel so bad
Me and you go together real bad
Me and you go together so bad

You don't really want it bad
You ain't ever put no effort,
How am I supposed to believe that?
I think now I'm realizing your love was nun but an act
Now you on your knees crying and begging
I ain't coming back
Maybe you leaving was better for me, now I'll stay on track
You just kept luring me in, don't know how I got out your trap
In tune with all my emotions, lately I only been sad
I don't think I'm in the mood to face the demons of my past

tap in*

real bad (sye)

cause I, need you by my side
I can't do this yeah not this time its late
baby no way (no way)
no way (no way)
no waaaaayyyy!!!
I can't do this no more 
pray to god that he saves my soul
I've been going over the deep end 
yeah just for you (fuck)
can't change the way you think of me
and your face is so enticing to me
yeah I know, but I can't let you go

and I keep falling over and I swear its never over
for you
for you
yeah I can't do this all on my own
I need you yeah all in my arms
I would fight for all of our love
so I can stay with you
I don't deserve all of you
so I would give it all for you
nooooo, noooo
I don't think you understand 

cause I, need you by my side
I can't do this yeah not this time its late
baby no way (no way)
no way (no way)
no waaaaayyyy!!!
I can't do this no more 
pray to god that he saves my soul
I've been going over the deep end 
yeah just for you (fuck)
can't change the way you think of me
and your face is so enticing to me
yeah I know, but I can't let you go

cause I, need you by my side
I can't do this yeah not this time its late
baby no way (no way)
no way (no way)
no waaaaayyyy!!!

deep end

https://www.instagram.com/ummsullen/
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sullen4/only-girl-feat-bluchrist-3
#scfirst
ft @bluchrist

lyrics:
Call me back whenever I would treat you better
Better than I used to, no, I don't wanna lose you
You've been on my mind lately, you told me you hate me
Now I'm sittin' in silence, you were the one that I really liked
And I wanna show you the world, can you be my only girl, yeah

And I know I fucked up, but I'm in love with you
And I can't get enough, girl, I want you to love
I'm in love with you, I'm in love with you, love with you

@bluchrist 
tuff love girl I need that, don't know where you've been, yeah
You want love from me, you want love from me
Said I ain't seen you lately, girl, I just know you hate me
But I don't wanna lose you, girl, I don't wanna lose you
Now I'm sittin' in silence, confessing every moment with the girl I'm down with
My mind is getting violent and I need a pirate
But I can't drive, I'm blinded

Call me back whenever I would treat you better
Better than I used to, no, I don't wanna lose you
You've been on my mind lately, you told me you hate me
Now I'm sittin' in silence, you were the one that I really liked
And I wanna show you the world, can you be my only girl
Would you be my only girl?

only girl

only girl ft bluchrist

https://www.instagram.com/ummsullen/
#oracle
https://open.spotify.com/track/6mvUCPQ1XakskFIdKXJC8q?si=8c715dbd8cd94b8b
prod @proddkashh

#scfirst

from a far

head over heels (reupload)

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @rottingunderurskin

(don't tell me what to d-)

yeah
I'm in bad health, but you can't tell
you think this time will pass
poison myself, won't ask for help
fingerprints on this glass
put me through hell, this succubus
another's crossed my path
drain me of energy and passion
what more will you ask?
wish I could hold my younger self and tell him "it'll be okay"
he's way too overzealous, but I can't lie to his face
you tell me that I'm selfish, but I'm just tryna be safe
this suffering is hellish, play your part and go away

(go away satan)

go stream!

go away satan

[Chorus]
Falling on your lips girl I might be a fool 
Do you think about me when your at school 
Know you wanna hate me for things that I do 
Why don’t you just love me as much as you should

[Verse]
So damn tired Mentally I’m burnt out 
And my heads wired Do you just not care now 
Why do you try to Always just call out 
And I can not take it no more 
I’m tired of the love  I’m tired of the games 
Why don’t you give a fuck You always runaway 
Am I just not enough x2

[Chorus]
Falling on your lips girl I might be a fool 
Do you think about me when your at school 
Know you wanna hate me for things that I do 
Why don’t you just love me as much as you

imightbeafool

nellstyx - just a man interlude{+everestdidthis}

hopeubleed. (prod me)

This song encompasses how I felt when I was 17. Like the sound of it all ya know

My best friend did indeed flip his car. I was in the car when that happened. We both had a great time 

my friend flipped the car when we were 17

god is all i have.
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