my stomach hurts

SngC

67yari

Seperate

that

Copy of fail

Minutes

minutes ft. jaydes (intro)

mina prod me *all plats*

this is what you caused prod me *all plats*

you look so pretty when youre crying
its like i do you wrong on purpose
so no its really not surprising
that when i see you i get nervous

blood still splattering all over my curtains
dont feel bad cause baby i deserve it
i hate you, for lack of better words
take out my heart cause thats the way im hurting you

boost my ego up then take it all from me
poison in my cup, i think its offing me
aint no runner up, you were my all baby
youre always coming back because lately
ive been up, drunk, texting you at 4 am
dont go stressing cause i know how you get
baby its a cycle and its gonna reset
now theres so many messages i would unsend

blood still splattering all over my curtains
dont feel bad cause baby i deserve it
i hate you, for lack of better words
take out my heart cause thats the way im
all my blood still splattering all over my curtains
dont feel bad cause baby i deserve it
i hate you, for lack of better words
take out my heart cause thats the way im hurting you

i hate you

#wings[]

#wings[] vinyl & cd

blue&black&purple w/ bunii

Oh, it's a wedding tonight
You're lit by the candles and the moon is so bright
I sit and I stare but you won't lend me an eye
I'm so unaware
Of everything you love 'bout me, I don't know what's so strong
('Bout me)
'Cause every time I think you'll leave, you run and tell me"hold on"
You tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

When it rains, girl, it pours but the sun is the best
It's a hurricane, another flood, it's a mess
Knock me, spinning in circles, the wind out my chest
This is bad as it gets
But you tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

NEED IT PROD BUNII

ill burn these pages, they were for you
i tried to save it, im such a fool
physically breaking, mentally too
ill lose my patience
you need a piece of me but it dont show
i used to want you so bad but ive grown
still talk about me to your friends i know
i pray that some day you will reach a close

live and we learn, learn and we change
you left me burnt, the fire sustains
i hope that some day we’ll meet again
i pray to my demons that you meet a saint

MINE PROD BUNII

REGRET PROD BUNII

Entry Logs (1-6)

Entry Four

Entry Five

I find myself living in the past more then the present. https://open.spotify.com/track/0kmuixmTHYOhlSrBpr90Wf?si=c955712092f64576
Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for 

Verses
Your my depression
My deception 
The only girl I want 
My lethal weapon 
Hope you know 
That I try 
But I’m a servant 
You are my heaven 
Yes you my heaven 
Fall into my arms 
Don’t let me go 
Don’t tell me you love me 
Cause I know you don’t 
Been falling out of touch 
Of your lips I’m a full 
I know your gonna hurt me 
When it’s wonderful 

Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for

memories

rapids -  feel nothing (feat. bunii)

bunii - ILOSTMINORS (lucille diss)

prod me

the bus ride home
has never ever
felt so alone
i wanna go home
not where i am
just wherever you go
i dug me a hole
and now i cant get out
and its so cold
i feel so alone
and now the bus ride back
dont take me home

THERES THIS PRETTY GIRL
THATS RIDES THE BUS
ON MY WAY HOME
I GAVE HER THE WORLD
AND ALL SHE DID WAS BREAK MY BONES
IM TRIPPING
IM TRIPPING OVER YOU
I SAID IM TRIPPING
AND FALLING OVER YOU
IM FALLING OVER YOU

bus rides

bling

lyrics: 

swear that im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

they love me more than i fuck with myself, its insane
i know theyre mortified, i wanna blow out my brain
treat me like coraline, take out my eyes and ill stay
im feeling more alive
i swear to god that im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen
no, i cant sleep at all
i dream of you when i wake
i let you keep it all
you planted it in my brain
i scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games
so if you see me, call
but i wont answer

im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
no, i cant keep standing when im bleeding in the kitchen
one more day is all i need
just to make me through the week
its the same, it all repeats
say a prayer before i leave

she told me to tell her, i cant find out where to start
say you love me up and down but you dont treat me like you are

said her favorite song of mine is probably galore
cause when the metals on my wrist it doesnt leave it sore
you said i was the only one, ive heard that one before
you dont gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours

thats the thing i hate
i cant break away
cause, damn it, im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop, they love it
seee the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

when they see me on that stage i pray they understand the vision
ima paint my bedroom red so they cant see how ive been living
love the rosaries, i count the beads then i proceed with sinning
i know your home is just a house to me so, baby, whats the difference
ill communicate at the best of my ability 
i was way too late, now youre hiding what u feel of me
so ill play your games, pass the time, you’re slowly killing me
so i lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching

___ i just wanted to be yours w/ bunii

romanticism

convenience

prod me

your heartbeat is oh so intermittent
baby your bodys gone cold
you come back after an intermission every time and ill fold

i think about you when im falling asleep
you put your hand around my neck until its harder to breathe
you put a blade into my chest and make me fall to my knees
you put a demon in my head and now its making me scream

3/14

WATERMOLEN

till next time.

It's been a day without the light
And I feel fine
Oh, I'm better than ever, really
Stepping outside and now I
Feel like my head is spinning off

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

When I walk away I feel it following me everyday
It peels my open by my cuts, my wounds
My scars are solid but they're still there and show me in every way
And they know it so why don't they say my name?
When I opened they bought it and threw away
'Cause you know when it's cloudy; expect the rain
They tell me it's nothing but it's never what they show

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Now, does no apology make it right?
'Cause it sure might bark at me but won't bite
So I'll try to dine with the socialites
But they're all so perfect and I'm their vice
When they see me I'm sure that they stop and stare
Realize I'm being myself somewhere
They can judge me honestly; I don't care
'Cause when I'm up, they're down, it's a shame, we all gotta play a role

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

grand mal

pony

2008

Standard

i don't wanna fall back in love
i don't wanna be the one that you were thinking of
sometimes my arms weren't enough
and you might have a hard time reaching up above
time keeps passing so I'm counting on it to make me a little less sick
your opponent's always been somebody else you would've known
if you knew yourself

look how
look how you made me
and thank god for my new shriveled ways
I'm looking up from the bottom
somewhere under the bridge
i don't wanna be a martyr, i would rather be free

why don't you say what you want?
maybe you should go wherever you want for once
i can't pass my time

i gave staying an effort
somehow i still fell behind
and i don't want a cure, i just wanted to feel fine
and it seems like nothing's changing how i thought it would
i just wish that i had wanted something easier

easier, easier
life's all about getting what you want
why chase something that you will not be catching instead of giving up?
giving up?
give

in the midst of it all, i could see your face, i could try again
oh don't be so cold, you just wanna say i told you so
and watch as i fall flat
listen i just wanna change
and if it's really that simple why don't you come and fix my brain
who am i to judge if you're all alone?
and no one hangs your coat when you get back home
(no one hangs your coat)

medicine

facade

solitaire

@1chaunes on ig

i wasnt aware of the consequences
now i gotta live with this shame
evertime i hear it, i just wanna end it
its clawing its way into my brain
and i cant get it out
its all my fault
i shouldnt do that again
im sorry for the mess i made
i made some dumb decisions
ill try not to scare you away
but i cant hold my emotions
when im looking at your face
i feel a way

consequences

blessed & cursed

https://soundcloud.com/frickbeige
https://soundcloud.com/lovebunii
<3

JANE DOE FT BUNII

(Yeah yeah)
(Eh ehhh uh)
(Yeah eyeahh)
(Ouuuuu)
 
Chorus 
What you tryna say
Everybody wanna hate on me anyways
Idc bout the money or all the fame
All these people wanna leach of my own name
They ain got it like me 
With my new white t
Bitches always wanna fuck then keep it lowk 
Don’t tell me what you want just tell me what you need
Everybody wanna fuh but that’s on me (yeah)
Ion got no issue with you
But it feels like I’m broke in to
Losing my mind over you
Baby just tell me idk
Idk what I got 
Idk what to do
Feel like I’m broken 
Tell me what do you want 

Bridge
Do you wanna runaway 
Feel like I’m trapped inside my head 
Sometimes I feel real dead 
Just wanna leave you instead

Verse 
Demons in my mind 
Feel like I’m just blind 
Don’t ever waste my damn time 
Cause I got nothing on you 
X2

(You so Oouu)x4
(Just tell me)x4 

Chorus 
What you tryna say
Everybody wanna hate on me anyways
Idc bout the money or all the fame
All these people wanna leach of my own name
They ain got it like me 
With my new white t
Bitches always wanna fuck then keep it lowk 
Don’t tell me what you want just tell me what you need
Everybody wanna fuh but that’s on me (yeah)
Ion got no issue with you
But it feels like I’m broke in to
Losing my mind over you
Baby just tell me idk
Idk what I got 
Idk what to do
Feel like I’m broken 
Tell me what do you want

these apartment walls are paper-thin
and i'd love to break out, but i'm still cornered in
(make it) easier for me, won't you quiet down?
(easy) 'cause when i'm tryna sleep, i hear every sound
(for me) i'm the only one hearing it somehow
(it's so) hard for me to fall asleep when it's so loud

sleep

cupidsam

[Chorus]
Falling on your lips girl I might be a fool 
Do you think about me when your at school 
Know you wanna hate me for things that I do 
Why don’t you just love me as much as you should

[Verse]
So damn tired Mentally I’m burnt out 
And my heads wired Do you just not care now 
Why do you try to Always just call out 
And I can not take it no more 
I’m tired of the love  I’m tired of the games 
Why don’t you give a fuck You always runaway 
Am I just not enough x2

[Chorus]
Falling on your lips girl I might be a fool 
Do you think about me when your at school 
Know you wanna hate me for things that I do 
Why don’t you just love me as much as you

imightbeafool

Life's A Mess Ft. Halsey

This Is Home

god is all i have.
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