prod me

(Yeah, yeah, yeah) 
and i'm sitting by myself 
don't care about my image 
when they say i need some help
they think it's a setup 
and that i should kill myself
i think that i'm better 
and i think you need some help
i'm the one that lives and then i
leave you like the delts
i don't got nobody else
and i did it by myself 
and i'll leave you on the shelf, yeah 
i don't really get it how you 
passing all the lines you need but you can't finish
and you tell me what you need 
but you can't come up with a sentence
and i know there's people hating on me 
they just can't admit it 
i've been always winning 
i don't ever lose 
i've been doing everything 
that i'm supposed to do yeah
x2

image (me)

prod @spaceboyry @noahsuri
feat. @1drms
master @noahsuri

@noahsuri
@undeadlifestyle

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@noahsuri
seh dich nicht hab angst dich zu vergessen
ja ich tuhe alles um das blatt zu wenden 
kann nicht mehr will die zeit nicht mehr verschwenden
ja ich frage mich ist das unser ende

ich komm nicht voran, stecke fest im Schlamm
was ist ein blick von dir, ich geh auf in flammen
ich komme nicht zurueck es ist mein untergang
doch ich kaempfe gegen an und das tagelang

@1drms
got me stressed and i cant come closer
frage mich was wär' doch ich hab so angst
i wont switch, i wont ever falter
und ich krieg kein schlaf, bae du hälst mich wach
when i go to sleep i cant stop thinking bout u
like a spirit in my head but i can haunt too
baby lets switch up the pace show me virtue
tell me why i show u love yea i cant love u

vergessen ft. drms (spaceboyry suri)

@makemeapromise @44yy

all ur calls im ignoring
like the voices in my head keep talking
all the the tweas im takin out cant help it
sprite chill down my veins got me stupid
it feels so cold yet distant
lately ive been tweaking out
ive been tryna figure out the difference
i dont think im changing
but i dont need to
ive been gettin drunk cs lately ive been missing u

stumblin all my steps
n all my vision is blurring again
the twea got me stressin it dont make any sense
n im thinkin of drinkin more tweas till the end
till i get wasted till i pass out
im wasted it comes around
im wasted my heart wont calm down
calm down

twea prod surgeon & 44y

https://open.spotify.com/track/78o9XEVfpx5vY03Sw6CWkh?si=b38d56a09d214b66
+ @fernie2004

prod. @xternalz and @rewind214

@74three
maybe if i could go back in time
way back when i first met u, that night
i would just speak whats on my mind
and promise to never make u cry

i never thought that i could change
'till u walked through the door
how can i run away?
u are all i was waiting for
i love u
and thats true
baby i was living in the dark before u

i didn't know then
but u stole my heart
so please be honest
u dont wanna see this die
take this chance
and hold onto my hand
all the thing u said still run through my head

as if i could go back in time
way back when i first met u, that night
i would just speak whats on my mind
and promise to never make u cry

@fernie2004
And I’m stuck in the night
That night in September 
We don’t talk. You don’t mind
I don’t think I get that
Put the blame on my name
I’ll still have your picture 
I’d rather be gone than leaving you

Sometimes you cross my mind, whisper into my ears
And I hate how it’s been much longer than it feels 
I know well they would do anything for you
Is this the validation that you want
Am I a ghost to you now or a buried memory
Last night I kicked my wall and fell down to my knees 
Hope you keep a place for me in your heart
Can you promise?

letter in my pocket + fernie (xternalz, rewind)

prod by. @johnnyfriend
lyrics by. hawker ort x trustohm :)

Lyrics:


I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say
I'm feeling so confused, I'm feeling so betrayed
You left me here alone, you left me here to die
You took away my home, you took away my sky

Now I'm falling faster than the speed of light
I can't see the future, I can't see the bright
All I see is darkness, all I see is night
All I feel is emptiness, all I feel is fright

I'm falling, falling, falling out of line
There's nothing to hold, there's nothing to find
I'm falling, falling, falling in the void
To avoid,  avoid,  avoid
The complications that are weighing me down

I don't want to live, I don't want to stay
I don't have anything, I don't have a way
You broke my heart in two, you broke my soul in half
You made me hate myself, you made me lose my laugh

Now I'm falling deeper than the deepest sea
I can't hear the music, I can't hear the glee
All I hear is silence, all I hear is pain
All I taste is bitterness, all I taste is stain

I'm falling, falling, falling out of line
There's nothing to hold, there's nothing to find
I'm falling, falling, falling in the void
To avoid, avoid,  avoid
The complications that are weighing me down

Maybe there's a chance, maybe there's a hope
Maybe there's a light, maybe there's a rope
Maybe I can heal, maybe I can cope
Maybe I can feel, maybe I can grope

But I don't think so, I don't think so
I don't think so, I don't think so
I don't think so, I don't think so
I don't think so, I don't think so

I don't think so, I don't think so
I don't think so, I don't think so

I'm falling, falling, falling out of line
There's nothing to hold, there's nothing to find
I'm falling, falling, falling in the void
To avoid,  avoid,  avoid
The complications that are weighing me down

Now I'm falling faster than the speed of light
I can't see the future, I can't see the bright
All I see is darkness, all I see is night
All I feel is emptiness, all I feel is fright

I'm falling, falling, falling out of line
There's nothing to hold, there's nothing to find
I'm falling, falling, falling in the void
To avoid,  avoid,  avoid
The complications that are weighing me down

falling out (johnnyfriend)

first time i might feel it
second time its something i could care less
so baby can you smash it into pieces
its the last time so ill remember that

one more time
can i be a memory
just one more life
if you could just let me be
ill be alright
ill jump out the door yea its sxicide
yea its sxicide

silent songs like the birds
you're still looking for an answer
but you callin amber
im too fuked up
thinking bout the pockets on my waist
wasted all my time yea this was a mistake

rollin up the leaf baby
its a wake and bake
gotta get the guap yea
gotta get that cake
i can't get the blunt to stick
where tf's the tape
i got two lives baby
i got two takes

care less (me)

point w/moi2k

сегодня (yuko1of1)

prod @hartfxlt n @kyoakyo

ep very very very very soon @  100 followers 
thank u all 4 all the love 

Lyrics:
girl ik u said u wanna try again 
think we’re holdin on 2 somethin 
we’re just playin pretend 
baby ion rlly wanna hurt again 
filled the holes in my heart 
now ur pressin restart 

got this pain in my head 
i jus wanna lay in bed 
n pretend u nvr said 
that u wanted me again 
tellin lies up 2 ur eyes 
kno we wont make it thru the nite 
b4 u go n wanna fkn pick a fight 

again n again how u say u changed 
pushed me so far away 
stuck up in ur ways 
theres a distance between us 
its not good 4 the heart 
u put a wall up between us 
tryna tear it apart
feel ashamed 2 say i felt it from the start 
n now u play the victim w a broken heart 
now u kno u cant go back 
cant press restart 
still got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 

from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 

ik u said u wouldnt do it again 
u do this over n over 
think its time 2 end 
cant play the fool 
no i wont pretend 
tried 2 turn a blind eye 
though u were my friend 

i put my trust in another 
wind up hurting again
put ur pain inside me burdens on my chest 
left me heavy hearted i cant sleep at night 
sayin prayers 2 the moon swear it feel so right 
swear it shyne so bright like the look in ur eyes
i heard u say im sorry its not fine this time 

all those words that u said 
they bounce around in my head 
no i cant play pretend u rlly fked up again 
i swear u push me n push me till i fall off my edge 
i dont think we could go back 
no we could nvr b friends 
when i lay in my bed ur all i hear in my head 
ur words they cut so deep they left me cryin again

hollow heart (hartfxlt + kyoa)

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

Too damn lit in this bitch, let’s go!

aka trustohm
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[ collective : @cry-so ]
[ main prod : @shikaiii ]