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in the end + minty (@minteaness)

@jichuuu
@echichi

lyrics
(xora)
君のことが好きだよ
君の全部が欲しいんだよ
ive been loving u from the start
俺はどうすればいいの？

cuz i feel so sad without u
and i need u here by my side

(echi)
ahhh baby i dont wanna let go
its so clear that hate me so
i've been walking all alone
been depressed and alone i cant take it anymore 

and i dont understand
all the things we do
can u love me so
i dont know if i can get 2 u 

i dont wanna fight u 
i just wanna love u
i just wanna hug u
but u let me down, i cant have u

from the start w/ echi (jichu)

https://www.instagram.com/yungeen_tomiik/
https://www.instagram.com/prodshatter3d/
https://www.instagram.com/2jichu/

misty +sumther (jichu, shatter3d)

Album: The Light Being Nightmare
Title : Everything
Mix And Master : f0rg3tt?
Prod : Shatter3d x Jichu
Artwork : Keny CheeseCream
CONTACT: 
Instragram: srryimf0rg3tt
                   : prodshatter3d
                  : jichu

Everything (Shatter3d x Jichu)

Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

production by @jihyo39
mix and master by @totheskylens

@1xene
Yeah, I'll love you from the summer right into the fall
Things change, but I wont, I'll give you my all
If there's anything you need, just give me a call
It feels like my mind goes to you by default
Yeah, I'll love you in the summer, I'll still love you in the fall
Things change, but I wont, I'll give you my all
If there's anything you need, just give me a call
It feels like my mind goes to you by default

I think you're the one for me
I just wanted you to be wanting me
I'm a mess, I'm a mess, I'm a mess you know
I can't let, I can't let, I can't let you go...

@1sunsuu
I'm doing all my rights
but always need you by my side
it's really dark outside
yet you so bright just like the light
I give you everything
but why can't you just see the sign?
that I'm so deeply in love with you
you're always in my mind

ah I make it right
yet we got so much to learn
from fall right back into the summer
I'd still love you all the time
if something change it doesn't matter 
I'd still love you thru the summer
I want for both us be together
want you to be with me forever

xene sunsuu ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ summer://fall °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ (jihyo)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

Instrumental by @yashio20k

I guess that you’re sick of me
You’ve been acting differently
If I’m being honest
You were all I ever wanted
I know that you don’t think of me
I remember you so vividly
An Aphrodite incarnate
But I didn’t mind your sharpness

Oh my tongue’s no good
And my mind ain’t too
Can’t convince you
So what am I to do
I’m in love with you
But your love’s untrue
No matter how long I pursue
The truth won’t be less cruel

It’s so hard for me to open up
You took me in, and dropped me off like you don’t give a fuck
Ah, ah... what a way to mess me up
I think about you every day
You've probably already forgot

But it’s cool though
This ain’t nothing new, no
Chew me up and spit me out
Make me feel like a fool, oh
I’m not someone you should worry about
I know that you don’t, there is no doubt
Nobody wants me around
But I guess it doesn’t matter now

I could scream and I could shout
I’ve lost all I’ve ever found
But I won’t make the faintest sound
’Cause it’ll get drowned out...

aphrodite (yashio)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Decided to upload something a little different, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:
'cause I've been breaking my heart
And now I'm back at the start
I don't wanna try again
I don't wanna fall in love
And I've been losing myself to the stress
I cannot progress
And the hole that you left
It just wont mend

Used to depend
On the fake love
And the texts you'd send
I'm still hurting, I've been losing my focus
I feel hopeless
And I've been dying slowly, but you ain't even notice

Think you should quit your hello's
It's a waste of time
You're no longer the apple of my eye
I no longer wait for your replies
I was bound to you, but looking back I was just blind

Thinking 'bout the past, 'cause I'm stuck in it
I got off really bad, never wanted this
You were everything I had, now I got nothing
And I don't wanna try again
I don't want none of this

back at the start (shatter3d + jichu)

only.u/ft.姫

prod @sincever @kuzm33
feat. @1xene
master @noahsuri

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
www.instagram.com/xene.wav

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@noahsuri
dreh mich um seh dich nicht mehr
du bist einfach umgekehrt
warum bin ich dir nichts wert
wenn ich koennt ich wuerd mich teilen in zwei
ich wuerd durchs feuer gehen um immer bei dir zu sein
ich steig den berg hinauf
danach fuehl ich mich erschoepft
doch ich raff mich auf, das potential wird geschoepft
wer brauch schon sich selbst, ich nicht
hab das gefuehl ich komme nicht mehr klar ohne dich
ohne dich

@1xene 
Oh, what I wanted to say
When you left this town
Is that you're all that I need
Now you're not around
And the silence, when closing my eyelids
I'm afraid of it now
I'm afraid of it now

I'm tired, I keep to myself
I'm tired, I'm letting it go
I tried to reason with hell
And now I'm losing control
And baby I can't forget
You carved your name in my chest
But you turned on me your back
You were all that I had, I had

ohne dich ft. xene (333since kuzm33)

this song was the first time i used my high pitch and damn it wrecked my throat 😭 
so yeah i ain’t singing like this again NO WAY!!!

feat by @1xene
prod by @0shimamura

Lyrics:

@trustohm
Stay, don’t go
Rain runs slow
Tears still fall
I lose it all

Cold, I wait
Dark, I break
Call your name
Not the same
2x

I don't know what you want
But I can do it for you
I want you to come back
If you hear me, I love you
love you, love you, love you

You left me alone
I don't know why
Why you hurt me
I don't know why
I'm sorry
I'm really sorry
But you go 

@1xene
Yeah the stars align, and you still don't care
You play these games, it's so unfair
Like, what do you wan't?
Do you want me to rot?
Do you want me to cry?
Do you want me to die?

It's hard to maintain things we wanna leave in the past
It can't remain, as the love we once used to have
Things are changing, I no longer reach for your hand
But I still think about the things that you said
Tell me, baby, if I'm overstepping
Tell me, baby, if I'm ever overreacting
All I ever got from you, were lessons
Tried my best
But I still fucked up

stay w/ xene (prod. shimamura)

ily (prod. yvkie)

soñarte +

YUNC 4167 (feat. Blizzi Boi) (prod. Yan Polishenko?)

42 Song (prod. luvsolstice)

424 jeans on my ass with a dover street tee ima fly lil bitch

Fly lil bitch

prod @nazzz333 x @rewind214 !!

shoutout @6vesta and my hollowed twin @1xene

@haunted_sad
i knew baby tht i could never trust u 
i knew baby tht u were a liar from the start
u broke my heart bby its all the same to me
living in a fairytale call it make believe 
i might #flatline bby what do u see in me? 
stuck in second place baby think its meant4me
idling by i been wasting all my time
im always comin back to this point tht i wna die
cryin in my head cause ik im the #issue
i wna go back 2 the better times

@6vesta
i thought u were the one for me 
blood dripping off of the sink
only tell me what u mean
why im crying all the time? 
something i dont know
im holding onto these feelings but i think i should let go 
its something different now
its something i dont feel
its something i cant show u but i promise u its real

why im lying all the time
why im falling all the time
why i give up all the time
why im cutting all the time 
x2
@1xene
in the background
background
is where i stay
yea my hearts bound
hearts bound
to this place
yeah i might drown
might drown in chardonnay
so done
so done w all this pain

take away it all
erase it all
break, girl break my fall
erase it all

ialwayswastedmytime w/ xene + vesta (rewind + naz)

@rewind214 @backxster @1xene (note from xene: dud its 12am and i made thiswhile punching in, in like 8 minutes pls dont judge me 4 this funny song LOL)

u had me @ hello
now were sayin gbye
evn tho it made sense
bby i js wnna cry
idk where 2 go
im so done w my life
we had this luv once
so y cnt we hv it twice?

nd its been getting difficult 4 me 2 breathe
tell me tht im all u need
its been getting hard 2 sleep
knowin ur not w me

its so unberable
i felt so terrible
i hope u care @ all
bby gawd dam it alllll

do u need me do u need me
bby yea i need u
do u c me do u c me
bby yea i c u
pls believe me pls believe me 
bby i blieeve u
even if u h8 me
i cld nvr leave u

bby thts not a feasible option
test me how u want, bae i move w cautionnn

(note 2: entire song was bs but i started losing my sanity around here)
its so hard 2 rhyme w this
so im switchin the word yea
might aswell switch up the flow bitchh
making this songgg fo chris
awa is ma bestfrend
aka nicoleeee
im chris's husbanddd
yea its officialllll
man i got no ideass
guide me like its ikeaaaa
lemme jus moan 4 the rst of the songgg

yeahu yeahu yeaaa yeahu yeahuu yeaaa
 yeahuu yeahuu yeaaa yeahuu yeahuu yeahaaaa

stay w/ xene (prod. shimamura)

trustohm (ig @ttrustohm)