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i know
a place to run and hide
against the wall, remind
against the wall, remind
me of
everything
you've done to me
i've been ripping at the seams
ripping at the seams
i know
a place that's far away
crying everyday
i've been crying everyday
cuz you're
not here
and you'll never be
i've been trying to close the seams
i've been trying to close the seams

- original title, endings(seams intro)

[ily4ever]

everything-you've-done-to-me

feat @cruseyyyy 
prod @zzjay

like I know you need more than you ask for
if you really had a problem should've said something
I know its been a while but i still feel something
I know you hit my phone because you need something

like why tf you back so soon x2
I just thought Id tell you that we're through x2
and I can take you back i could doesn't mean that'd be good
and I can circle back i could doesn't mean that I should

you niggas scurry round just read the caption
yall not 36 you niggas actin
I need some new shit not like the last shit 
I need some shit better than the last shit
I need some new shit better than my old shit
I need some new shit that'll make em notice

crusey
cant believe your back so soon
I don't think I ever fucking needed You
tell me why I feel so used
tell me why I feel so screwed up
I don't plan on keeping you
cant keep on pleasing you
don't know who I'm speaking to
lately I've been meaning to stop

I'm not avoiding you
you make me uncomfortable
I think I'm bleeding through
think your insufferable x2

SacrificialVote @crusey @zjay #3six0

all the way up (prod. clomp)

music video

snowed today

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/283UBtnUlTdo8qNqvlJwLb?si=uBiml5d4T-KK9NmfU5IRnw

instrumental by me

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
oh i, couldve said something else
something that wouldnt make me mad
i, couldnt even stand a chance
my body feels too many bends
so lets do it once again

[Chorus]
all the signs pointing at me like i lost today
.... ill be here to stay
you can always play me but ill never lose my name
y,know i dont wanna leave but im too afraid
i never could repay, for the damage that ive dealt
the damage

[Verse 2]
im going home, you dont wanna know me
but i keep asking ''do you feel lonely?''
you dont even know me
i feel the pain, that i've earned
noone to stand beside me
stop being afraid
just wanna hear ''ᶦ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ''

[Chorus again]


please come again... thank you

Buy my music ;3

damage

prod @deepinparis & @lynyou

lyrics : 

got a feature now he looking for a placement
id tell you what im thinking but i do not wanna say it
i leave the function with the people that i came with
you want to run your trap i think that you should save it
if you wanna hang with me pull up with haste bitch
yeah thats your girl shes using all your savings
yeah i wont smoke that shit cuz i just laced it
i dont wanna focus on the issue ill evade it

i cant see the future
wish i never knew her
if you so stupid why did you not tell me sooner
dont conform and now theyre caling me a loser
have to cut a couple people off before i lose it
its not in your wheelhouse so stop acting so special
i feel so caught up in my life yeah that shit got me tethered 
whenever i make a new song that shit always gets better
one day i realized that i need to push myself a little

she wanna take another step but only if i let her
talking down on all my friends and you gon meet the messer
i only wanna go up if we do it all together
i really love all of my friends i wont settle for lesser
this club exclusive so im sorry you can never enter
weapon gon have u feeling under the weather
set a lot of traps i need to put the lever
and she gon ask if i love her and i say never ever

dont make me say it prod me & lynU

myidealbody

Dreams are always worth chasing, they know no bounds
In the Key of Joy

Chase the echoes of your heart’s longing

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

@omgisai
freestyle 👀

walk slow through the city lights
im tryna move but im stuck in time
im w my bros creepin in the night
keep my head down keep my circle tight

tears up on my jeans tears been rolling down my sleeves
aint nobody wanna talk to me i never feel seen
used to pray up on my knees now im quiet when i grieve
aint nobody wanna talk to me u dont know what i mean
tears up on my jeans walls are falling down on me yea
i done fleed the scene came back like a different me yea
fuck all of my dreams i just wanna live in peace yea
slam my fucking head in to feel something underneath yea

grew up on a screen yea
keep my eyes peeled there was too much shit i seen yea
hate to see ur name when im scrolling on my feed yea
its not what it seems woke up crying on my dream yea

its a bloody scene
give a fuck about ur art u just do it for the streams yea

yea i been fallin through routines
u still mad about some old shit theres not fucking beef yea
my true self buried deep
i be acting like i know shit i dont know a thing yea
friends they come n leave
i dont know where their going thats a common theme yea