@leftquietverified
my vocals were mixed & mastered by: @chain_trash

(casperrr)
fall asleep while i'm crying
dreaming about me dying
blade on my wrist it's slicing
falling baby i'm falling

take what's left from me 
brake what's left from me 
show me your true colors 
and baby make me bleed

(leftquiet)
this so deep where im lyin
fall below the seams
the trees are slowly dyin
my rest to the sleep    
i numb the pain
with novocaine
but all i do is hear you weep
wish you'd go away
to slow the pain
cause i can't have this on repeat

my ashes are driftin
from burns that i have sinned with
my body cant handle
this shit i think im goin down

im floatin asail now
my vessel tippin over
the limits have broken
the stream has taken course

(casperrr & leftquiet)
take what's left from me 
brake what's left from me 
show me your true colors 
and baby make me bleed

Take What's Left From Me (ft. leftquiet) (prod.IOF)

mixed/mastered by me 
produced by everestdidthis

lyrics:

you built a wall up made of stone
ill break it down one by one girl you know i would 
oh yea i would
you're pretty little mistake i always love to make 
just wanna catch my breath i hardly ever catch a break
i'm always running in the circle never give or take 
its all or nothing and right now you know i'm on the way

I cant help it
Im going psycho
ripping out my skin to cover where my eyes go
cross my heart and pray to end i never die slow
we all get whats coming in the end don't be surprised hoe
I cant help it
i i i i 
I cant help it 
Im going psycho
Im going Im going
Im going psycho psycho psycho

Ill see you when in a coffin
Holding back why are we fighting
Truth be told I never liked it
You are so conniving 
come on lets get piping
Run on and on
Con another pawn
Off my chest 
Girl if i'm cold you're common cause
Burn me up tonight
We're all meant to die

I cant help it
Im going psycho
ripping out my skin to cover where my eyes go
cross my heart and pray to end i never die slow
we all get whats coming in the end don't be surprised hoe
I cant help it
i i i i 
I cant help it 
Im going psycho
Im going Im going
Im going psycho psycho psycho

i cant help it

i cant help it (feat. jomie) [p. everestdidthis]

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

spotify:
apple:

i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself

spotify

i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself [p. back2thapast+sor]

an old song, nothing special lyrically but i really wanted to get it out before i never wanted to post it at all. luv u

Lyrics:

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

oh succubus
i remember the affection and the fleeting kiss
every year or so we fuck and then ur gone again
and i think too hard about u
what kinda life is this
oh
they told me so
its mid december
and im reminiscing aprils low
she's still horrible for me so why can't i just go
ive lived everything ur going thru and now i know

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

lust (pekarot x back2thepast)

9tails - for after a long day (prod. stranger)

2022

sewerperson - jerk snippet 8/5/22

sewerperson - Tgif (jabarionthebeat x nigeluno) (snippet)

lochmoar v1 (nico north) (snippet)

face off (jabarionthebeat) (snippet) 6/28/19

intro track to "no roads, just paths", an ep i'm dropping february 6th.  

s/o to @mark_arkinson for the pretty samples.

<3


tie dye tears

pre-save this song on spotify! it helps a ton ! <3 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/gtf-away-from-me-feat-onlyfriend

@onlyfriendyeah
prod. metlast

(kanashi)
i been down bad, bad
a panic attack away from living out a backpack
yes, im high af you aint even gotta ask that
ppl say they love me but i know they be lying
brain explodes every time you fuckin imply it
and i dont wanna hear that shit
no no, i never had a truthful friend
and thats the end of it

yeah i dig myself to the depths again
question my very existence
and this pain up in my head
it paints my thoughts a shade of red

this existence, yeah you know its fuckin narcissistic 
cuz i only exist to hurt
a trail of dead bodies left in the dirt

and i leave pain in my wake
every single word that leaves my brain...
so full of vindication...pushing them away...

(onlyfriend)
feels like i been this way from the start
just keep your distance as i fall apart
get it off of my chest
hard to breathe through this stress
every word that they say
platitudes and charades

because hell is other people, if not myself
i don't wanna fuck with anyone else
and there's nothing you can say to change it

face off (jabarionthebeat) (snippet) 6/28/19

nsl