its all or nothing//Kenny Orlando

produced by wisssery and scryer
mixed and mastered by marc orozco

shattered in my mind to fight the feeling
lost in all the cracks of my ceiling
lost in thoughts of the months we were alright
do i cross your mind even sometimes?

will you just call me back?
maybe we can talk about the things i should've said when we were drunk on your couch
how could i forget a moment so perfect?
just wanna be worth it
i'll never be worth it
god damn, don't feel bad about being right now
i dont do shit for the gram, so tell your man pipe down
the days getting longer, i just wanna lie down
see you in everything and that's why i don't go outside now

sometimes (prod. wisssery x scryer)

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself

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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself [p. back2thapast+sor]

<3<3<3

*fire movie quote* (if u know it ily)

okay
broken on the inside
i been looking for somebody that i wont find
help me
yeah only if you dont mind
think the only thing im good at
is jus wasting time
its okay smoke a blunt on a bad day
i got problems with this bitch that i wont ever say 
im so tired of all the shit you do
itll be a cold day in hell when i talk to you

yeah buckle up
lifes a rollercoaster ima sitting duck
just like a chicken wit no head
lil bitch i run amuck 
and i got the same kicks from highschool
aint change much
im jus speaking my heart
they all tryna be cool
we dont do it for the same reasons
i want different outcomes
you want money cars clothes
i wanna feel good alone
only child tryna make his momma proud
oh
everybody here from time to time they let me down
yeah
thought i told yo ass before dont call me
waking up on the floor like a zombie
waiting on her to go ghost and come and haunt me
im convinced that no one here really wants me
and thats a problem of my own dont think ill ever fix
sick inside my fucking head im boutta make a wish
as of lately i dont think that i could ever miss
tongue tied hearts fried
blame it on the past times
ohhh
time been moving slow
and i dont know where to go 
yeah ooo
and thats a problem of my own dont think ill ever fix!

okay
broken on the inside
i been looking for somebody that i wont find
help me
yeah only if you dont mind
think the only thing im good at
is jus wasting time
its okay smoke a blunt on a bad day
i got problems with this bitch that i wont ever say 
im so tired of all the shit you do
itll be a cold day in hell when i talk to you

COLD DAY IN HELL [p. back2thapast]

03/27

artists:
@imgeist
@vito2300

lyrics:
breaking me down
it's so loud
i can't get you out
so i'll try it my way now
i wanna believe that you did it for me

you watched the world from above
too close to the sun
that curiosity comes
then you spill all your blood

you held the knife in your palm
your grip was so calm
before i knew it was gone
buried in someone you loved

made a mess and you go
you always leave me alone
when i need u the most
you go n burn down our home
how is this even love baby
you put a knife in me
carving my heart to see
all of the vacancy

oh
you let it dissipate so easily
did it all to hurt me dearly…
watched my grieve and i’m still bleeding

leave me to die
yeah i won’t be surprised..
baby i gave every part of me just to see you smile
i broke my bones for u
ripped my heart in two
said i’m fine when my eyes cried a flood made the whole world blue

promise i tried
and it ate me alive
i’m hurting every moment,
can’t get you off my mind
i swear it’s always you
and you knew that too
took advantage of my love drained the blood till i was a perfect blue

someone you loved

i'm geist & vito - someone you loved [vito]

sewerperson - Tgif (jabarionthebeat x nigeluno) (snippet)

pastnight x bins - dummy

face off (jabarionthebeat) (snippet) 6/28/19

u can have my heart
but it's rotten to the core.
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lyrics
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intro
——————-
i been in a rut
wtf do i do
only time i’m fine
whens im w u
only time time i’m fine
whens im high thats tru

i wish i wasn’t like that

chorus
—————
i been fucked up
& i hate it
drugs don’t work
& i’m jaded
will i ever learn my lesson
i think my life’s passed expiration

evol
————
i think my life’s passed expiration 
i think ima die alone in this room
everywhere i go i feel anxious
everyday i feel the gloom

idk what im doing
maybe i should call it quits
but i keep on coming back
why am i always running back

bridge
————
why am i always running back
why i can’t keep this under wraps
why do keep on climbing 
just to fall, i wish i was someone else

chorus
—————
i been fucked up
& i hate it
drugs don’t work
& i’m jaded
will i ever learn my lesson
i think my life’s passed expiration

seejayxo
———
we’re alone in my room
and you’re naked
 sent a text last night
i was jaded
yeah its time to figure out what this is
i dont want fall asleep thinkin that you miss, me
fucked up in my head so dont trick me
i could feel myself fallin quick
wonder to my self what this is

standin at you door
wonder if its unlocked 
do you want me anymore?
your curly headed dork
i dont feel it anymore

u could have my heart
but its rotten to the core


outro
———
why am i always running back
why i can’t keep this under wraps
why do keep on climbing 
just to fall, i wish i was someone else

follow seejayxo

the gutter w/ seejayxo [prod. ilmari404]

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Thank you for all of your love and support, every play/like/repost/share/etc. means a lot to me.
💖💫 
-- lyrics --
Baby why you do me like that
I gave you my heart in black Gucci bag
With the matching wallet
Oh please stop it
If you got your gun go ahead... cock it!
"No, it's not murder," she wrote....
Written in my blood on a suicide note!
Cop the new phantom wit the suicide doors
Imma peel out and not come back no more..

Yea I’m never going back
I’m smokin on that pack
I’m busy counting stacks 
Baby these are facts
Oh my eyes are wide open
Your judgement can not close them
Pushed my buttons left me broken
Left the dealership like the range stolen
Ride for hours down by the ocean
Contemplating all my emotions...
And now I’m frozen... from my neck to my wrist
I swear I woke up like this

Baby why you do me like that
I gave you my heart in black Gucci bag
With the matching wallet
Oh please stop it
If you got your gun go ahead... cock it!
"No, it's not murder," she wrote....
Written in my blood on a suicide note!
Cop the new phantom wit the suicide doors
Imma peel out and not come back no more..

Why you do this to me?
Ur words go right through me
Take the knife out my back
U never really knew me
U shoulda took the time
look at me now
I got the whip, the life, the house
That you wanteddddd
I feel haunted
I saw your text but I’m unresponsive 
Your playlist I’m on it
You want it I got it 
Stop playin games
Oh please just stop it

Life’s in slow motion
I hate commotion
No more erosion 
Am I alone wit these emotions?

Baby why you do me like that
I gave you my heart in black Gucci bag
With the matching wallet
Oh please stop it
If you got your gun go ahead... cock it!
"No, it's not murder," she wrote....
Written in my blood on a suicide note!
Cop the new phantom wit the suicide doors
Imma peel out and not come back no more..

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face off (jabarionthebeat) (snippet) 6/28/19

nsl