g a r d e n
mixed & mastered by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

and can you feel the cold breeze
can you feel the cold air getting in 
through the open window 
i'm slowly breathing 
all this anxiety with no real reason
my head is thinking about some shit 
and i fucking speak it 
sorry for what i said i didn't mean it 
sorry for all that i did gimme a minute 

ooh~

Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

blood on my hands (acey)

u said i was ur fire 
but those words were just a lullaby

but they don't help me to sleep at night
cuz everytime you talk i cry  
and i'm so hollow deep inside 
but in pain all the time

sorry mom
im on the drugs again
sorry bro
i understand ur pain
sorry friends
i hung up on u, im a mess
sorry dad
i take the pills

but they don't help me to sleep at night
cuz everytime you talk i cry  
and i'm so hollow deep inside 
but in pain all the time

but they don't help me to sleep at night
cuz everytime you talk i cry  
and i'm so hollow deep inside 
but in pain all the time

lullaby (pekarot)

lyrics

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

hold tight my love
its almost over
were fine 
i know
but theyre still drawing closer

ripped from my domicile
and ripped into parts
tryna crawl away 
but i cant find my arms
i dont have much longer 
with this metal in my heart
i try to be stronger but its gone too far

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

No, Not Here (p. tiedforsilver)

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

firewatch (sorrowbringer) (snippet) 3/31/25

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