prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXNmwTYcncJg36OttQ0zTbw

lyrics: At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough 

At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough

broke my heart in the process of healing yours (prod. APC)

mixed/mastered by me 
produced by everestdidthis

lyrics:

you built a wall up made of stone
ill break it down one by one girl you know i would 
oh yea i would
you're pretty little mistake i always love to make 
just wanna catch my breath i hardly ever catch a break
i'm always running in the circle never give or take 
its all or nothing and right now you know i'm on the way

I cant help it
Im going psycho
ripping out my skin to cover where my eyes go
cross my heart and pray to end i never die slow
we all get whats coming in the end don't be surprised hoe
I cant help it
i i i i 
I cant help it 
Im going psycho
Im going Im going
Im going psycho psycho psycho

Ill see you when in a coffin
Holding back why are we fighting
Truth be told I never liked it
You are so conniving 
come on lets get piping
Run on and on
Con another pawn
Off my chest 
Girl if i'm cold you're common cause
Burn me up tonight
We're all meant to die

I cant help it
Im going psycho
ripping out my skin to cover where my eyes go
cross my heart and pray to end i never die slow
we all get whats coming in the end don't be surprised hoe
I cant help it
i i i i 
I cant help it 
Im going psycho
Im going Im going
Im going psycho psycho psycho

i cant help it

i cant help it (feat. jomie) [p. everestdidthis]

i should've bit my tongue w/ horosha (prod. bxxnose)

i shoulve bit my tongue
spewed blood all on my gums
your words shot out like a gun
never thought you'd make me run

i should've bit my tongue w/ horosha (prod. bxxnose)

It never gets easier
_____________________________________________________________
It never gets easier
Seasons change; and your feelings hurt
But you just get used to it all
You will stand up from the fall
You're the only person that you'll ever know at all
And I don't know myself so I guess everything is false

The blood that I've shed
Would rather be dead
_____________________________________________________________

Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

It never gets easier

produced by jacob vallen

lyrics

i havent been myself and im sorry
but i could never hurt you because doing so would kill me
i could write a damn book bout all the shit i had to learn the hard way
but i will lift you up until my arms and my bones break

i was so surprised when you told me im the one that you love the most
and i never cry but lately i feel like im coming close
i got a habit of killing all my plants before they get the chance to grow
its a metaphor
what are we fighting for

well i often think of those nights-
well really early morning when id lay on the beach with you
i took one hell of a beating since then but i made it out
im just as surprised as you
i still think true love is a silly word
but its what were closest too
protect me cause im losing myself and my senses
but im coming to
baby ive been praying for you and your family
october really fucked me up, but december killed me
i could write a damn book bout all the shit i had to learn the hard way
ill lift you up
until my arms and my bones break

i was so surprised when you told me im the one that you love the most
and i never cry but lately i feel like im coming close
i got a habit of killing all my plants before they get the chance to grow
its a metaphor
what are we fighting for

plants (jacob vallen)

2022

sewerperson - jerk snippet 8/5/22

sewerperson - Tgif (jabarionthebeat x nigeluno) (snippet)

unreleased

sewerperson - mineral (lcs x niko) (snippet)

Monster

Some people

u can have my heart
but it's rotten to the core.
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lyrics
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intro
——————-
i been in a rut
wtf do i do
only time i’m fine
whens im w u
only time time i’m fine
whens im high thats tru

i wish i wasn’t like that

chorus
—————
i been fucked up
& i hate it
drugs don’t work
& i’m jaded
will i ever learn my lesson
i think my life’s passed expiration

evol
————
i think my life’s passed expiration 
i think ima die alone in this room
everywhere i go i feel anxious
everyday i feel the gloom

idk what im doing
maybe i should call it quits
but i keep on coming back
why am i always running back

bridge
————
why am i always running back
why i can’t keep this under wraps
why do keep on climbing 
just to fall, i wish i was someone else

chorus
—————
i been fucked up
& i hate it
drugs don’t work
& i’m jaded
will i ever learn my lesson
i think my life’s passed expiration

seejayxo
———
we’re alone in my room
and you’re naked
 sent a text last night
i was jaded
yeah its time to figure out what this is
i dont want fall asleep thinkin that you miss, me
fucked up in my head so dont trick me
i could feel myself fallin quick
wonder to my self what this is

standin at you door
wonder if its unlocked 
do you want me anymore?
your curly headed dork
i dont feel it anymore

u could have my heart
but its rotten to the core


outro
———
why am i always running back
why i can’t keep this under wraps
why do keep on climbing 
just to fall, i wish i was someone else

sewerperson - Tgif (jabarionthebeat x nigeluno) (snippet)

nsl