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Chill bruh

i made this song when i was tired and river prod and feature river very cool

@r1vyr

lie ( + river )

OUT ALL PLATFORMS
prod me and @newgarasu
@novastein me
@k3tsu
@caponeti
@1lucina
@1gash
@yarnn
@pos3r
@hiseph
@jonsve
@1crusafix
@chanelfather
@1endie

Team Rocket cypher

spotify

TEAM ROCKET CYPHER [R] (me & garasu)

it was never like that
@prodbyjoshwa

strolling down rolling down 
my windows, blow smoke air it out
do u hear that whats that sound
we just riding downtown
looking for shit we never found
feeling stuck, feeling bound
guess we gotta go and 

walk away with u, that aint a new fact
say u love me but we know its never like that

looking for some love then u better go n find that
theres no way that im getting all my time back 

times i spent with u, it aint like that
im so fucking sick n tired of getting sidetracked
and i got my own time u cant even fight that
i cant be a model, i cant be a nice act

phone on dnd i cant deal with hell
i dont want u anymore dont hit my cell
i said fuck u hope u doing well
now its not no time for clues this aint show and tell

and im not one to look up to
so dont act like im above u
ive been dealing with this shit its enough to
feel like i did this all for none

sidetracked (joshwa)

fear (siemspark & 80root)

spotify -  https://fanlink.to/demisekt3lly
prod. me + @reesoo
mix n mastered by me

lyrics:

(intro) 
restart my life go back in time to check if you're alright
but the world all turns to grey
please realize you're on my mind like double suicide
all the colors start to fade

(hook)
i know
life moves slow today
cuz i can't see you're face
i'm not okay
i know
why you float away
to relieve all the pain

(verse)
you haunt my every step
lost in my regret
on the very edge
you brought me to my end
so bury me alive
im so fucking dead inside
like can you read my mind
cuz u saw that my life's a lie

after life when you finally meet you're demise
do you feel set and satisfied
cuz that's been going through my mind
like all the time
get me high ya you're the only high i like
start to think that i see the light
but my future is not in sight
well i guess i tried

(hook x2)

click

demise

chamber pop +@1cambio

stream:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/pathetic-feat-cambiowastaken

song will always have a special place in my heart
first half decent song i ever made 
abt this girl giving me mixed signals LMAO

yuh
all these days go by
can't help but think of u
i jus wanna open up
maybe u don’t want the truth
staring at the sky
wishing upon a star
wanna be close but i sense the distance
have i gone too far?

take a second every time that u reply
i think u hate me
all these thoughts growing in my mind
drives me fuckin crazy
tear myself apart
why am i so pathetic
too scared to tell anyone
they'll never get it
SING IT W ME NOW

leng feature from 'asian man':
everytime i dont reply
dont think u get it
ur talkin 2me bout someone 
jus givin me a headache
i could give a fuckin shit 
of what u will be
ur callin me pathetic baby
idk the reason BBRRUUHH (NOT my idea
way 2late n i'm gettin hella messed up
down a whole bottle till im feeling rly fucked up
stumbling across my room
dont know what 2fuckin do
ur treatin me jus like trash
so i left u in the past

back2chorus

dont sleep on them flute trills tho

stream the mf song

pathetic, +cambi0

crisis with who i am
@prodbyjoshwa @heartstopmiami

i got double visions
feeling sick and twisted
blood rushing thru my veins i feel addicted
lost my motivations i dont need it

and i think that i lost it
mind went off like a switch on a socket
i haven’t been too strong for the longest
i’ve spent more time to lie to be honest

mirror on the wall
tell me whats going on
tell me what im doing wrong
why am i still holding on?

intentions sick and twisted
try to get ur point across but i missed it
tell me i stopped giving love but u put me second
calling me a ghoul, acting like ur sickened

am i supposed to give a fuck about that?
u the one who gets shit from the past
make that your first point keep it to ur last
fuck u hoping that u burn and crash

gwen:
and im looking at the floor, six feet down
so when i come back home, dont speak out loud
lost my shit in class, i cant breathe now
i tried to write a song about it, but it turned into a speech

but i don't wanna think about it
or else i'm back inside the hole that i dig, when i seek,
answers to my problems
soon or later, my problems will end up 
in a drink or two
i'm fully sure, i grew
into an immature 
costume, of the mirror that dislikes me
i'm trying to not be

encompassed by these feelings
of envy, self loathing
and insecurity

STREAM

mirrors w/ heartstopmiami (joshwa)

if you see this song please don't hit me back up 
@prodbyjoshwa

yuh, im back, where the hell i been?
running out of things to say, losing oxygen
got stuff that i’m dealing wit, i know that its feeling grim
my mental went down, don’t know how to live

you so two faced baby
need attention lately?
and you asking why i’m mad? tell me how you've been
and you wonder why i wanna leave you down in a ditch?

can you shut your mouth just for once?
cuz you never seem to hear me out

and you’re curious as to why i hate you
letting everybody go and fuckin play you
and i’m tired of giving u breaks
when all these second chances never have been shit

and you fail to see the problem
cuz you’re so fucking stupid
how many times can you get so clueless?
can you be real, before i fucking lose it

i’m tired of making songs about you
you’re never sorry, was i ever really wrong about you?

twofaced (joshwa)

@lyrahhs & @arr_eeh
what you wanna know from me?
cause' everything you do feel like you daunting me
and i didn't know you wanted me
it doesn't make sense, so i'm bouta' leave
damn, i think you fucking hate me, that what you said i told you maybe
damn, i think you fucking hate me, that what you said i told you maybe

i been fucked up in the middle of june
and i been fucked up cause' i'm thinking of you
and i will move on cause' you're moving on too
so i'm fucked up in the middle of june

now i'm
fucked up in the middle of december
couldn't give a fuck ever since i can remember
care too much, it gets me so low
if it don't it feels like losing control
i've been
obsessed, your face is so lovely
take a guess, i stay, you won't love me
never know a thing about the future, what could happen
tired of the wait i gotta tell you, baby, i've been

june

spotify <3

june w/ Re; (yungspoiler)

'jazz' 2 +@whyhaze

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/exhausting-feat-whyhaze

was sick when i made dis bruh, most underrated beat tbh

s/o villagers @rywrrd @1spoder @oroahh n goblin @spaadexd 4 adlibs in trumpet solo

v:
restrained emotion 
but i slowly let it out -_+_+ deep shit bro
my life is a travesty 
they just wanna keep me down ///sadd
get someone to murder me          &#'#'not suicidal dw£++£
cant bear to do it myself
i'm longing for ur touch
longing for the thought of us (redhorse pro producer tag omg)
let my mind bleed all over these walls
crying in the cubicle for way too damn long
the evil grows n it's so pervasive ))Big Words Bro((
can’t justify it this time maybe i'm rly goin crazy

c:
a-a-all these bitches
all these hoes (Yuh)
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell

waiiiiiiiiiiiii hayyyyyyyyyze (s/o 00)

@whyhaze verse:
all these bitches all these hoes (songwriting moment)
hit my phone, but i don't respond 
cuz i still think you're the one
tell me if i'm right or i'm wrong
if i'm mistaken 
then who am i talking abt in these songs????
c'mon baby just grab my hand (NOT MY ASS SHUSH)
let's escape together to another land (YESsirr)
the only one in my mind is you, and you deserve that
baby, you make me feel cool
you lift all my curses! FAX

c:
all these bitches
all these hoes (holy moly
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell!!!

trumpet solo init (w adlibs)

@whyhaze returns in the outro

exhausting

exhausting, +whyhaze

easy (joshwa)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-LY9fxdsNQ

ignorance is bliss :)
@prodbyjoshwa
engineered, mixed, mastered by me and joshwa, produced by the GOAT joshwa

lyrics:
baby tell me now
can u come n simmer down
turned my smile into a frown :(
but i gotta keep it down

life been different cuz people tryna piss me off >:(
cant deal with sibilance, but u keep on hissin 
steady standing far away, rather be distant
dont want ur sight, rather be missing :o

head up in the clouds
can u stop talking so loud :/
i just want a peace of mind 
need to find some thats just mine
and my head up in the clouds
im the king pass on the crown :)
i know i’m acting different
but we know i got a vision, for me

keep it quiet again
im just trying to comprehend what u meant :|
i cant see well, reading texts
i dont hide my discrepancies 

yeah and we changing it up
tired of playing the rules so i can head on up >:)
i ain’t like u, doing all these things just to spite u
bite u? u bite me, u act like i do >:P

puff smoke til im losing my vision
and im feeling blessed, do my best jus to listen
moving on from the past cuz i got my path
i hope ur well cuz im moving past u

MUSIC VIDEO

head in the clouds (joshwa) [music vid in desc]

tired of you

manic thoughts 
@prodbyjoshwa

lyrics:
say things changed, know it has been a minute
but u act the same, there aint been no difference
i dunno if i got it left in me 
all the happy endings that i’ll never see

i know im the type to jump to conclusions
but u dont know how to deal with all the mood shifts
i got all my problems
idk any ways to solve it

come too close to comfort for me
i know that im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time
i know you tried to change my mind
still feel im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time

u cant wait til it comes down
u cant wait til it comes right back down

paranoid feeling empty hoping that it works
people say im blessed but im feeling cursed
always scared feeling things turn out the worst
people think its a joke, gets on my nerves

and i had a shitty couple of months
people say i gotta try to keep it up right now
i dont know if i have the energy
i know u know it feels like

paranoia (joshwa)

prod zuubek
ft @luvkurtis

[intro: @luvkurtis]
you wouldnt change for me, change for me
so how come im the one in pain, the one in pain
fuck you

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[verse 1: me]
woah oh, woah oh
yeah i hate that i've been missing u
wish i wasn't into u
details that i never knew
saw u with some other dude
wish i never loved u
yeah im wishing that i hated u
all the time i spent with u
did it really mean nothing at all
tryna find someone new
but honestly i just cant move on
i been running out of things to say
i think it's overdue
open up my messages
i see ur name like what to do

[verse 2: @luvkurtis]
she put a pill in my hand
she said lets take it together
yeah i was told that she can see my pain
and make me feel better
she put her head on my chest
laying down in the grass
she's showin me a couple things
i never knew i once had
like how you do it? 
watchin her do her magic
she put my mind into a trance
put a gun up to my head let me go
i wish i heard how she felt
know i didnt do well
she couldnt take me at my worst
no she dont deserve my best

[bridge: me]
at the party we were tongue tied
barely knew ur name
but i knew i'd see u more than one night
now im sittin here thinkin that without u i could die
i'm so tired of fuckin falling in love
this shit is suicide

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[outro: me]
and no matter what i say, oh
u have no reason to stay, oh
i close my eyes and see ur face, oh
know i'll love u forever, oh

SPOTIFY !

falling apart w/ kurtis

made me do

https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
https://instagram.com/_christian_garratt_

out on all platforms!

slower w/ cwispy (guda & jibaorockin)

hey guys i dont think ima make anymore dante type shit anymore lol

back2back

prod me ofc

i get caught up in the past tense all the time
and i, get stuck in a web of lies
i, dont have any tears thats left to cry
and i, wish the best for me myself and i

tired of hoping for love i got selfish
bad luck messes me up like all of the time
i get tired of crying tired of fighting
im still dumb enough to try

i dont wanna be stuck and left helpless
tired of falling victim being careless
i thought what we had was so divine
but you never cared, you crossed the line

love is a dangerous feeling we all know the thrill of it
but the consequences of actions come and kill me

fake friends fake bitches tryna get ahold of me
i can see right thru the smoke and mirrors, get ahead of me
i just wish for some peace in my life for once
always swallowed my pride, never had my fun

and im thinking
is there another way to help it
think i lost it
only one thing left and it’s obvious

forever, and always

First drop in Neila!! Hope y'all enjoy :,)

Produced by @bluejetta
https://bleujetta.bandcamp.com/

forever, and always

tsuyunoshi