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folk +@seannnfranco, @jdjd52

acapella intro w sean (og pitch omg):

maybe u don't see
how i can be
worse for u than i am for me
all these eyes they stare
when was life ever fair
lost cause? i'm the poster child right there
but i carry on?
but i carry on...

pithy phrases all i hear
buying paracetamols in bulk
just got to get past all the old folk
nirvanas ever so near
hope it’s as good as i’ve been told
do i carry on
do i carry on

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time
playing w fire oh the situations dire
does the boy just ever stop
oh no 
he just carries on
as long as he never takes a look at his watch

@seannnfranco
road trips just to breathe 
a different kind of air
i'm not less guilty about using in the first place
i've been frolicking around in these stupid fields
guess i'll need everyone n everything to help me feel
do i go
or do i stay...
it’s a level up every time
was bogged down with the screens
now i'm higher up than i've ever been
problems only get smaller
no more needles in the heavenly hay
do i go?
or do i stay?

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine!
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time
playing w fire oh the situations dire
does the boy just ever stop
oh no 
he just carries on
as long as he never takes a look at his watch...

part 2

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time

@jdjd52
.
i took a walk i need a breather 
calming down i wanna see her
shoes are tattered
car don't work 
i'm in the snow and i’m anaemic
here's my soul i dont need it
here's my change i don't need it
stuck in mud that looks quite like my ways
n i’m way too far gone
to be who u need
take ur fifth away from me
goddamn
.
go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time

limina outro

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limina

countrymile

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countrymile, +sean franco, jd

wintry synth-pop

go stream the album: ffm.to/limina
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'in medias res'

introooo

.

the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

silence

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ADDERALL (ft. Tobias Fever)

tryna get tips on love im fluent

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scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

SlayStation ep out on all plats!  https://ffm.to/slaystation

prod. @33roaa 

Lyrics -

intro:
I will never hate myself again
I will never think my life's a sin
after everything they did to me
I will show em i'll make history 

Pre-Chorus:
did me wrong
oh ooh woah
for far too long 
oh ooh woah 
these misty peaks
oh ooh woah
ill cross endlessly 

Chrorus:
feels all a sudden he's singled out 
he'll go farther than you ever thought 
say so give him a reason 
its code liyoko 
he's got a new game that they felt

all these memories 
feels like a eulogy 
it was haunting me
but now that old boys dead

Verse:
heard it 
and they buying sight unseen
im smooth like a fine rose 
they say my vibe is mosaic
damn 
took me long to appreciate 
had to break my relation
in fact the more i pulled back
the textures increased me mentally 

Bridge:
I will never hate myself again
I will never think my life's a sin
after everything they did to me
I will show em i'll make history 

Pre-Chorus:
did me wrong
oh ooh woah
for far too long 
oh ooh woah 
these misty peaks
oh ooh woah
ill cross endlessly 

Chrorus:
feels all a sudden he's singled out 
he'll go farther than you ever thought 
say so give him a reason 
its code liyoko 
he's got a new game that they felt

inspiration

inspiration (SS3)

regular

ok im back

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prod tsuyunoshi
mixed, mastered by tsuyunoshi + @mijaru
all performances by tsuyunoshi

the air is different when i been standing next to you
when the heels click down, we take a dance, and we go let loose
i’m not too used to the feeling of infatuation
back of my head’s been telling that i’m really craving it

and then i said

stay tonight
a kiss goodnight
in the spur of the moment
wont you come hold me?
all the lights make me feel alive

its the first time that you ever felt like this
its the first time that im ever held like this
the party’s over, but we’ve been waiting for a chance to live

tryna head back but i dont wanna leave you behind
i see the tears in your eyes when you said goodbye
can i keep you close for this moment in time

can i ask you again?

spur of the moment

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

you don't care w/ nicopatty [p. sai, irusu, & me]

I did a frank ocean cover a while ago and never posted it or finished it but its one of my favs so im posting it on here!!! hopefully ppl like!
Prod. me :D

thinking_bout_you (frank ocean cover)

house of cards instrumental

i feel like im moving backwards

produced by tsuyunoshi
all performances by tsuyunoshi
mixed mastered engineered by tsuyunoshi

its been moving slow
again and again and again, im losing hope 
dont wanna take time and roll high and hope that i find something
thats worth it, in the end im a pessimist 

i gotta figure it out
can you shut your mouth
i cant seem to process everything thats going on right now
never saw you looking both ways going backwards in the crowd

grittin my teeth kicking stones on the road looking down to the drop of a beat
tryna realign what i really wanted in life
from the things that i seen

i took my chances
all my friends seem to make me second guess myself
losing progress 
and its come to the point where i dont care bout my health

house of cards instrumental

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