you make unique songs, that's beautiful bro

house-pop + fellow villager @lizablaise

stream limina album already: ffm.to/limina
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final lunge

maybe this life ain’t for me,
when i’m too used to scraping the barrel.
imposter in myself, it seeps,
every clique makes me the resident sparrow.
tried and tested method,
to be with them up there,
but i guess it’s not just me to save,
for the ones back home it don’t seem fair.

the shivers i get every time i feel pain,
are the only thing grounding this body of mine.
and i feel this burning in my eyes,
bright sensations of the sunlight,
it seems like a way out,
but i fall for it every time...

what have i gotta do to get me out of this shit?
it’s been five whole years n not a thing has changed!
feels like i've got too many eyes on me but no-ones watching at the same time...
what have i gotta do to get back my happiness?
i'm so sick n tired of listening to what she says!
is there a saving grace, one, where i don’t have to die?

@lizablaise limina queen slayed:
sure you knew everything, 
left all your troubles at home all alone in a box
you really think that's all that you got?
tried to explain to my mom and my pops 
but i'm late again for work so clearly it's all my problem
place all your bets on my chance of success
lace up my shoes put me through it again
the less you're letting me know
i'll carve the space out my own
and yeah, it's all cause of you
the reason i gotta prove

your expectations drove me down to the floor
i've tried but you ask for more
stuck sitting silently
i'm starting to believe you've got no way of remorse
burn through my time abroad
touchdown but still i find it odd
'cause who needs me here when the weather's much better up north?
done what i could to find what i find
all out of sight and all out of mind
a century of push and shove
tethered to the sky above
i don't want your sympathy
just remember me when the weight has caught up
soon or just eventually, we'll be back in place when the pain has washed off

what have i gotta do to get me out of this shit?
it’s been five whole years n not a thing has changed!
feels like i've got too many eyes on me but no-ones watching at the same time...
what have i gotta do to get back my happiness?
i'm so sick n tired of listening to what she says!
is there a saving grace, one, where i don’t have to die?

last breath...

limina

sparrow

stream the mf song

sparrow, +liza blaise

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folk +@seannnfranco, @jdjd52

acapella intro w sean (og pitch omg):

maybe u don't see
how i can be
worse for u than i am for me
all these eyes they stare
when was life ever fair
lost cause? i'm the poster child right there
but i carry on?
but i carry on...

pithy phrases all i hear
buying paracetamols in bulk
just got to get past all the old folk
nirvanas ever so near
hope it’s as good as i’ve been told
do i carry on
do i carry on

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time
playing w fire oh the situations dire
does the boy just ever stop
oh no 
he just carries on
as long as he never takes a look at his watch

@seannnfranco
road trips just to breathe 
a different kind of air
i'm not less guilty about using in the first place
i've been frolicking around in these stupid fields
guess i'll need everyone n everything to help me feel
do i go
or do i stay...
it’s a level up every time
was bogged down with the screens
now i'm higher up than i've ever been
problems only get smaller
no more needles in the heavenly hay
do i go?
or do i stay?

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine!
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time
playing w fire oh the situations dire
does the boy just ever stop
oh no 
he just carries on
as long as he never takes a look at his watch...

part 2

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time

@jdjd52
.
i took a walk i need a breather 
calming down i wanna see her
shoes are tattered
car don't work 
i'm in the snow and i’m anaemic
here's my soul i dont need it
here's my change i don't need it
stuck in mud that looks quite like my ways
n i’m way too far gone
to be who u need
take ur fifth away from me
goddamn
.
go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time

limina outro

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countrymile

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countrymile, +sean franco, jd

interlude

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my bones
magnetised to this bed
it's perfect timing 
all my friends, they all left
but it's all okay
it's just my nature
all my life
never been nobody's favourite

tryna find my way thru this mental mud
n i say i'm fine when i know i'm fucked
by now i've gotten used to the eyes
when they turn to see n it's only cos they hate me
repeat !

i been reaching i been grasping
at these social straws for way too long
laying every thought out in these documents
this ain't a song
they keep saying that i'm losing sleep
n getting wrinkles but it's more than that
give a fuck about my sanity
can't ever relax

cos i keep burning all these bridges
stopped replying to a message
it's a fucking full circle moment
you're the ones in shambles
maybe the voice inside was right
since they left me right by the wayside
n it hurts talking to ppl
live a 24-hour bedtime 

my bones
magnetised to this bed
it's perfect timing 
all my friends, they all left
but it's all okay
it's just my nature
all my life
never been nobody's favourite

tryna find my way thru this mental mud
n i say i'm fine when i know i'm fucked
by now i've gotten used to the eyes
when they turn to see n it's only cos they hate me
repeat.

am i clean?

confessions

impressionistic ballad
influenced by francis poulenc's piano nocturne no.3

stream the mf album: ffm.to/limina

it's sad to know our souls are slowly drifting apart
is it something that we can help?
we're both adults, no use crying
i think we're supposed to be in hell
plethoras of mindsets i don't know who to believe
they say this n they say that, i'll just go n take my leave
the construct don't seem too bad, all i do is follow trends
i'm in love with the comfort zone, so what if i lose my friends? oh

let the rain pour
no use fighting
let the sands of the shore
go from my hand flying
flap my wings n let me soar
but ofc i feel it melting
with some elegance i fall
is there any point in trying?

i know that we ain't what we used to be
one year does a lot, doesn't it?
oh we're too similar, see thru each other's masks
me n mirrors, it's all too troubling
i know that we ain't what we used to be
one year does a lot, doesn't it?
oh we're too similar, see thru each other's masks
me n mirrors, it's all too troubling

about time, i hear it all crumbling

it's hard to accept that we no longer like the same things
confuses me to my core
oh so strange, oh so implausible, work of divinity?
all these prayers, they're in cahoots with my flaws

but i'll let the rain pour
no use fighting
let the sands of the shore
go from my hand flying
flap my wings n let me soar
but ofc i feel it melting
with some elegance i fall
is there any point in trying?

i know that we aint what we used to be
one year does a lot, doesn't it?
we're too similar, see thru each other's masks
me n mirrors, it's all too troubling
i know that we aint what we used to be
one year does a lot, doesn't it?
we're too similar, see thru each other's masks
me n mirrors, it's all too troubling
about time, i hear it all crumbling

shit just won't resolve

masks

tryna get tips on love im fluent

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scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

produced by @saiwai

as always thanks @rpsu for the luh character drawing

//Lyrics

oh oooh ooh.. oh
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
ooohh
never know whats going on in my head
always some sh*t i cant forget now
you will never get, my 100% now
I ive been stopped
its been off
tryna change me like ive been wrong
tryna stay.. with those eyes im lost
whatchu say when your pride is goone
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
oooooh (dont, go, away, from me)

Stuck with you

stuck with you [p. sai]

max: https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss
bugs: @bugs
//Lyrics

(Scruff)
Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
See your eyes you been cryin
Thats on me
You try to be biased
I cant breathe
I know my ex is proud of me
Get it out
Shoulda said sumn, but your missing out
See this out, whatchu on about
said im sorry
Thats on me
I dont need a possy
Set me free
Oh oh you dont know my pain
F*ck F*ck imma break these chains
I dont hear you, say my name
Say my name

Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone(gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

selfish w/max [p. bugs]

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/bugs9/bonnieclyde-2
pic taken by mom a while ago
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1st half co prod @1sssaint
additional vocals @heyzeph
PLEASE GIVE THEM SUM LOVEEE

bonnieclyde (all plats)

its true though
(i do not condone the usage of coca*ne)

pretty girls do cocaine

mixed mastered performed by aftrr and tsuyunoshi
prod tsuyunoshi 
featuring @aftrrs
some synths made by @nickwuh thank you big man, word to adam cole

looking for something else
i still don’t understand ur intentions
sunrise in panama
but im craving ur attention

u know how it goes
one leads to another baby
u cant really ever phase me
when the sun dont show
seeing ur true colors lately
dont know if you’ll ever take it

tell me something i believe in
cuz i dont know if its true anymore, anymore 
looked for something to see it thru
but i dont think its in view, anymore, anymore


aftrr:
when nobody else show
who u calling on
tell me something to believe
and now ur running off
i see we’re falling apart
is it too late to restart
waiting on u, i’ll play my part
if it ain’t me, who’s holding ur heart
ur touch, my kiss
ur love, miss it
know i dont need u
ur so see thru
substitute, what it is
out of luck, what gives
give it up, reminisce
my heart, it bleeds thru
love’s a loose screw
throw it all for a fit

let it show
and i wonder where i’ll go
nothing ever lasts forever
tend to wonder where to go
cuz nothing ever lasts forever

countrymile, +sean franco, jd

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