THE AIR IS DIFFERENT WHEN I WOULD STAND NEXT TO YOUUUUUU😫😫😫😫😫😫

fighting a losing battle

produced and performed by me
heavily inspired by @t0rr
thank you sm for helping me @angelus7k <3

i been holding long
and i suck at telling feelings, from my songs
never had the proper mental, i been feeling gone

i remember all the times u just did me wrong
and you put me down for way too long

and its gone in a moment's notice
im so jaded, i can't focus
writing songs, to make an opus
i been feeling lost, for way too long

take me by your hand
fore it all just fades to black
insincerity, runs past me
and it's karma, karma, karma

when all is lost, what can you do?
pack it up, and say it's screwed
left in the past tense, and i'm confused
say u hate me, was i misconstrued

all the stepping stones
and i broke my hope
feeling lost and feeling hopeless
i guess karma's got a hold of me

karma

prod @saiwai

i dont come and wanna waste ur time
i just wanna get my bag n do it right
getting all my cash its do or die
never gonna let myself lose tonight, cuz

get my life shit together now i feel up
shawty never gave a fuck bout im feelin
but im doing good i think its for the better
its been a min since i felt under the weather

and im feeling clueless, feeling stupid
with the way u use words i hope u wouldve known this

now im pullin up finna fuck the function up
gas up in my head and i dont think that im functioning
bitch i know im up why the fuck u looking stuck
i just want my cash bitch u know i never had enough

and ur jealous of the wrong shit
now im thinking that u lost it
what can we do what u tryna prove cuz

for the better (sai)

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

i see right thru ur disguise
@prodbyjoshwa 

mixed by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
mastered by tsuyunoshi
engineered by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
produced by joshwa

may 15 - https://ffm.to/showandtell

shoutouts to @starfallxo big ups twin

lyrics:
and my mama said stay true to urself
leave the fake ones in the dust, all by theirselves 
got like all my friends, u dont need anyone else
baby u dont need to go thru hell

think about it for a minute again
gotta feel those words that’s been stuck in ur head
and i leave unread when i see ur texts
i got better things to do than that

u just want attention for urself
and ur playing all ur games like its show and tell
lying to me like bitch, think i couldnt tell?
back n forth that we been thru hell, aint been doin well, so im feelin like

fuck that, i don’t like u like that
tired of getting sidetracked, like u? i denied that 
baby i said

tryna get myself out this place
cuz im steady thinkin feelin im out of place
and im puzzled in the head stuck in a maze
and i need to get my bread, i dont wanna stay here

on god babe i know whats up
and i know it sucks
feeling like ur always stuck

baby i dont wanna hear ur friends tryna chatter about me
i dont rly care if ur mad at me

STREAM

show and tell (joshwa)

#asiamoment
@willrhead @prodbyjoshwa @scrobaby

why’s it like this u could ask?
complicated, getting bad
baby i dunno if it’s worth it
been observant
and my eyes been steady searching

if luck dont get u karma finna get u for me
took me by ur hand, u did as u pleased
im stuck, im stuck, let it fade to black
im stuck with the qualities i lacked

was this what u wanted for me?
i can see ur secrets, baby
i, don’t know if i want this anymore
good riddance to the past i had, and it’s

tick tock on the clock baby whats up
i ran out of time, now the sun’s up
and it blows away, i understand
i needed a place where i can land
tick tock on the clock baby whats up
lost it all again i need my luck up
don’t wanna get way too in it
don’t wanna risk it all for the image

texting me spamming with your message
i dont wanna be stuck n second guessing
my patience thin, ur always testing
ur hell, its always messy

need an intervention in between
got my ties severed, several that i had to leave
good grief, never heard the words u speaking
reap what u sow practice what u preach then

tick tock (joshwa + will rhead + scro)

produced by me, soma & nicopatty @prodsoma @nicopatty
mixed & mastered by me

released under Loveshock @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

Lines of Death

it sounds like i'm losing! (Prod. AViT, Soma & Nicopatty)

manic thoughts 
@prodbyjoshwa

lyrics:
say things changed, know it has been a minute
but u act the same, there aint been no difference
i dunno if i got it left in me 
all the happy endings that i’ll never see

i know im the type to jump to conclusions
but u dont know how to deal with all the mood shifts
i got all my problems
idk any ways to solve it

come too close to comfort for me
i know that im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time
i know you tried to change my mind
still feel im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time

u cant wait til it comes down
u cant wait til it comes right back down

paranoid feeling empty hoping that it works
people say im blessed but im feeling cursed
always scared feeling things turn out the worst
people think its a joke, gets on my nerves

and i had a shitty couple of months
people say i gotta try to keep it up right now
i dont know if i have the energy
i know u know it feels like

paranoia (joshwa)

#psr

prod me and nico :)
cover art by @cuttle_bone on twitter 🤍
featuring 
@maxrrss
@1spoder
@nicopatty

[seph]
i just cant win
we're looking for something
but nothing at all
you throw me in the bin
like there aint no discussion 
dont get it at all.

tell me what you want 
i'll understand now
i keep that blueprint in my hand
like im the man now
sometimes i just do too much to stand out
but all i see is you across the room

[maxrrss]
tell me what your needing and ill give that , i promise
sat across the room but it still feels like, i'm falling
i dont need your help
pills took off the shelf
wish i didnt dwell
your burning every cell

[maxrrss & seph]
just tell me what you want now 
don’t know why 
you wanna talk now
cant you tell me 
what you’re all about
there’s something crazy 
when it’s not loud 

[spoder]
oh one two, show your moves
the search for something new
feeling like you've fallen
cmon, show me whatchu can do

i'll step down, i'm sorry
if i liked you then i'd say it prolly
go down n harm me
you were nothing but a blatant copy
a blantant copy
i said my sorries

[nicopatty]
ay like what is new
every time we do this we go in circles
like tell me what's new
i don't kno ur deal, dont understand u
ay like what is new
gave you everything yet i dont know u
yet i dont know u
cuz in the end u have to

tell me what you want 
i'll understand now
i got that blueprint in my hand
like im the man now
sometimes i just do too much to stand out
but all i see is you across the room

you w/ max ruben, spoder & nicopatty

ok im back

https://www.gate.fm/eP9CVu3IT

prod tsuyunoshi
mixed, mastered by tsuyunoshi + @mijaru
all performances by tsuyunoshi

the air is different when i been standing next to you
when the heels click down, we take a dance, and we go let loose
i’m not too used to the feeling of infatuation
back of my head’s been telling that i’m really craving it

and then i said

stay tonight
a kiss goodnight
in the spur of the moment
wont you come hold me?
all the lights make me feel alive

its the first time that you ever felt like this
its the first time that im ever held like this
the party’s over, but we’ve been waiting for a chance to live

tryna head back but i dont wanna leave you behind
i see the tears in your eyes when you said goodbye
can i keep you close for this moment in time

can i ask you again?

spur of the moment

@31sentinel @poisonedcheeto @alisynn

late night ive been up like an insomniac
ties break loose, cutting up in the back
its hard to tell right where you stand

and you know what i told you
dont think i’ll ever be sober
and seeing all the mistakes that i made 

waste time but i cant help it
im just doing things, for the hell of it
u feel ur like crashin but ur sinking
all the alcohol i let it sink in

i can see that u been caving in
theres no point in trying to save it
all the love i had it started fading
commitment aint a thing that i savor

i know you need somebody to love and tend 
but im not tryna reach out and lend a hand

wont take the time to reach out to you
and u dont think i can see right thru u
stop thinking about me
your head’s getting cloudy
i dont wanna see u in my mind again

(dont waste my time)
waste time but i cant help it
im just doing things, for the hell of it
u feel ur like crashin but ur sinking
all the alcohol i let it sink in

insomnia [demo] (31sentinel + alisynn + simon m + tsuyunoshi)

Hell To The Yes!

@ericdoa
https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa/kickstand

spur of the moment

tsuyunoshi

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