hell yh i havent listened to it yet im on an airplane but ik its fire

prod @saiwai

i dont come and wanna waste ur time
i just wanna get my bag n do it right
getting all my cash its do or die
never gonna let myself lose tonight, cuz

get my life shit together now i feel up
shawty never gave a fuck bout im feelin
but im doing good i think its for the better
its been a min since i felt under the weather

and im feeling clueless, feeling stupid
with the way u use words i hope u wouldve known this

now im pullin up finna fuck the function up
gas up in my head and i dont think that im functioning
bitch i know im up why the fuck u looking stuck
i just want my cash bitch u know i never had enough

and ur jealous of the wrong shit
now im thinking that u lost it
what can we do what u tryna prove cuz

for the better (sai)

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/reefuh and https://soundcloud.com/scrufff yay

prod me obviously :D

milktea 초콜렛군 오렌지양

reef + scruff - sweet tea (sai)

#asiamoment
@willrhead @prodbyjoshwa @scrobaby

why’s it like this u could ask?
complicated, getting bad
baby i dunno if it’s worth it
been observant
and my eyes been steady searching

if luck dont get u karma finna get u for me
took me by ur hand, u did as u pleased
im stuck, im stuck, let it fade to black
im stuck with the qualities i lacked

was this what u wanted for me?
i can see ur secrets, baby
i, don’t know if i want this anymore
good riddance to the past i had, and it’s

tick tock on the clock baby whats up
i ran out of time, now the sun’s up
and it blows away, i understand
i needed a place where i can land
tick tock on the clock baby whats up
lost it all again i need my luck up
don’t wanna get way too in it
don’t wanna risk it all for the image

texting me spamming with your message
i dont wanna be stuck n second guessing
my patience thin, ur always testing
ur hell, its always messy

need an intervention in between
got my ties severed, several that i had to leave
good grief, never heard the words u speaking
reap what u sow practice what u preach then

tick tock (joshwa + will rhead + scro)

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

manic thoughts 
@prodbyjoshwa

lyrics:
say things changed, know it has been a minute
but u act the same, there aint been no difference
i dunno if i got it left in me 
all the happy endings that i’ll never see

i know im the type to jump to conclusions
but u dont know how to deal with all the mood shifts
i got all my problems
idk any ways to solve it

come too close to comfort for me
i know that im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time
i know you tried to change my mind
still feel im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time

u cant wait til it comes down
u cant wait til it comes right back down

paranoid feeling empty hoping that it works
people say im blessed but im feeling cursed
always scared feeling things turn out the worst
people think its a joke, gets on my nerves

and i had a shitty couple of months
people say i gotta try to keep it up right now
i dont know if i have the energy
i know u know it feels like

paranoia (joshwa)

shoutout to @crona01 for the beat and @t1gerstar
please sit back and enjoy :)

prod me ofc

i get caught up in the past tense all the time
and i, get stuck in a web of lies
i, dont have any tears thats left to cry
and i, wish the best for me myself and i

tired of hoping for love i got selfish
bad luck messes me up like all of the time
i get tired of crying tired of fighting
im still dumb enough to try

i dont wanna be stuck and left helpless
tired of falling victim being careless
i thought what we had was so divine
but you never cared, you crossed the line

love is a dangerous feeling we all know the thrill of it
but the consequences of actions come and kill me

fake friends fake bitches tryna get ahold of me
i can see right thru the smoke and mirrors, get ahead of me
i just wish for some peace in my life for once
always swallowed my pride, never had my fun

and im thinking
is there another way to help it
think i lost it
only one thing left and it’s obvious

forever, and always

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

for the better (sai)

tsuyunoshi

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