lately i've been wishing it was over
@prodbyjoshwa @jades714

i’m tired and getting jaded
you’re never real i hate it
from all the words you’re saying
just a lie up in the shade

tryna keep up my head in the clouds
but what can we do if we fall?

i aint picking up, nah, if you call back
say you want my love but i know that i’m just a fall back
say your words to me, i know that u never meant all that
wasted all my time and wish that i could get it all back

making it so complicated
seeing shades of green and jade
when im staying down, the bed i lay
im floating but im sinking in

its sad that its a bitter end
its sad that we cant be friends
we cant go where we began
i lost the help that i can lend

but it’s not my fault and you know that
you’re the one in the wrong, for the longest
you’re the one who’s been moving on
while i been stuck writing all these songs

STREAM

fallback (joshwa)

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

i see right thru ur disguise
@prodbyjoshwa 

mixed by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
mastered by tsuyunoshi
engineered by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
produced by joshwa

may 15 - https://ffm.to/showandtell

shoutouts to @starfallxo big ups twin

lyrics:
and my mama said stay true to urself
leave the fake ones in the dust, all by theirselves 
got like all my friends, u dont need anyone else
baby u dont need to go thru hell

think about it for a minute again
gotta feel those words that’s been stuck in ur head
and i leave unread when i see ur texts
i got better things to do than that

u just want attention for urself
and ur playing all ur games like its show and tell
lying to me like bitch, think i couldnt tell?
back n forth that we been thru hell, aint been doin well, so im feelin like

fuck that, i don’t like u like that
tired of getting sidetracked, like u? i denied that 
baby i said

tryna get myself out this place
cuz im steady thinkin feelin im out of place
and im puzzled in the head stuck in a maze
and i need to get my bread, i dont wanna stay here

on god babe i know whats up
and i know it sucks
feeling like ur always stuck

baby i dont wanna hear ur friends tryna chatter about me
i dont rly care if ur mad at me

show and tell (joshwa)

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

sum simple

lyrics:
tell me what you want from me
you got me pissed off
i never had to let you know of what you did wrong to me
stackin up my paper while im smoking on some tree
can you tell me what you want from me
cause my hearts real cold
i might just die alone
your love's impossible
im not responsible for you
am i not enough for you
can you just tell me the truth
and i'll just do what i do
baby can you understand the pain that you caused to me
explaining all the shit that you've done
paranoia in my life
yes i can feel it in my tounge
in the end of the night, i wish you were my sunlight

paranoia (1ksubi x cld)

ericdoa - STROKE THAT SHIT

ignored :/

@1jahvi

(1 1 2 1 2 1 2 3 4)
(woah woah woah)
(woah woah woah)

take me far away 
no i’m not okay
baby you don’t know what you gonna get into
you don’t know what you gonna get into

you really made me believe that it was only me
so now i’m looking at things for what it really means
you doing things that u would never do to you 
i get this feeling i don’t understand 

it’s like all the time
you don’t know you’re mine
please don’t let go of my hand when you’re a-
let go of my hand when you’re a-
all the time
you don’t know you’re mine
please don’t let go of my hand when you’re a
let go of my hand when you’re around

i dont wanna trust you anymore no
the things you did hurt me to the core
you haven’t told me that you still regret it 
no matter times that you would show me you still never said it

like, what’s the issue?
baby do i miss you 
i can’t pick and chose i dont wanna be against you
i don’t wanna lose i don’t wanna lose my damn soul
dont got nun to prove cause i hope that you would wish to
always, always 
be there for me always
tell me you regret it but you hurt me in your cold ways
you the one that said it and would tell me that it’s okay
but i don’t know what’s the truth why you tell me all these lies

(tell me all those lies)
(tell me all those lies)
(tell me all those lies)

you really made me believe that it was only me
so now i’m looking at things for what it really means
you doing things that u would never do to you 
i get this feeling i don’t understand 

it’s like all the time
you don’t know you’re mine
please don’t let go of my hand when you’re a-
let go of my hand when you’re a-
all the time
you don’t know you’re mine
please don’t let go of my hand when you’re a
let go of my hand when you’re around

let go (1jahvi)

desc:
prod vanguardthechamp
inspo by eric/dante
breakout
Get ready to die
Get ready get ready
Get ready to die
Get ready get ready
Get ready to die

𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺….𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯
𝘈𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳

Got a red dot
And I shoot him were it hurts
Fuck a body bag
Leave his bitch ass in the dirt
Fuck extended mag
I leave him lifeless wit a burst
But u runnin fast
Bitch u runnin from the worst

you an opp opp opp
Ima Shoot you and hit you
wit just a awp awp awp
And you talkin real piggish
Is you a cop cop cop
and you never will murder me
but you can’t get in front of me
smash your brains sippin sunnyd

stop stop stop
Bitch you gettin caught caught caught
Ever pressin me
Bitch go get my
Glock glock glock
You a nobody I hit you wit the
Rock rock rock
I need to stop stop stop

see me all
seeing all me
I don’t wanna talk so personally
Put a bullet in your chest
That’s some surgery
That’s some surgery
That’s some surgery

Got a red dot
And I shoot him were it hurts
Fuck a body bag
Leave his bitch ass in the dirt
Fuck extended mag
I leave him lifeless wit a burst
But u runnin fast
Bitch u runnin from the worst
Got a red dot
And I shoot him were it hurts
Fuck a body bag
Leave his bitch ass in the dirt
Fuck extended mag
I leave him lifeless wit a burst
But u runnin fast
Bitch u runnin from the worst

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

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