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Rouri404

My past

EAT EAT EAT

A mix of immaculately produced beats with angsty lyrics

Elevated Angst

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

spotify link<3

narcissist (yungspoiler)

Tell Em

https://soundcloud.com/logout
prod @artemys

instagram

logout w/ twikipedia + nigo chanel

w/ @evanwheel
prod/ @ol3zha + @palpatin66
@elisionkr
stream: https://vk.cc/c2stjT

lyrics:
[припев]
Кажется снова забыл
Какого это любить
Этот яркий свет
Неужели я ослеп
Ты светишь далеко
Даже я это вижу
Но есть кое-что одно
Себя я ненавижу

Кажется снова забыл 
Какого это любить
Этот яркий свет
Неужели я ослеп
Оказался в тени
Не могу найти я выход
Этот запах сирени
Плачу снова очень тихо

(evan wheel)
Твои глаза закрыты
Мой мечты разбиты в прах
Я думаю мы квиты
Но это только на словах

Я здесь один и ты со мной
Я чувствую с тобой покой
Лежу и нету сил вставать
Я не хочу тебя терять

[куплет]
Не забывай о нас
Не разлюби меня
После тебя не влюблюсь я никогда
Нет мне не больно
Все ещё держусь
Больше не жди меня
Ведь я не вернусь

Их уже не возродить
Не могу без красоты
Нужна была она
Моя девочка мечта
Но сложилось все иначе
Пришлось нам попрощаться
Не скучай без меня
Моя девочка мечта

[припев]
Кажется снова забыл
Какого это любить
Этот яркий свет
Неужели я ослеп
Ты светишь далеко
Даже я это вижу
Но есть кое-что одно
Себя я ненавижу

Кажется снова забыл 
Какого это любить
Этот яркий свет
Неужели я ослеп
Оказался в тени
Не могу найти я выход
Этот запах сирени
Плачу снова очень тихо

Forget +evan wheel

@ilypelican & @polboii_otto
pelican and polboii really went beep boop on this shit


Bones snap knee caps scattered all on the floor
Thought i'd be enough but you always want more
Stuck in my bed, waking up been a chore
Dead to the world, wish we could go to before

Ghosts in these walls know it makes my skin crawl
I can't focus withdrawals
And there's no going back to before
Ash on the counter
Our loves turning sour
Fucked up im dead to the core

Still be going on know I can't take this shit
Always in my room wish I could take a hint
Yeah I know you never cared, always faking it
Thought i'd be prepared but I can't take the end

Been too long know I can't go back
Leave me for the birds, yea just feed me to the rats
Pretend that i'm dead, yea just leave me in your past
Forget that I exist yea lets see how long you last

Bones snap knee caps scattered all on the floor
Thought i'd be enough but you always want more
Stuck in my bed, waking up been a chore
Dead to the world, wish we could go to before

Ghosts in these walls know it makes my skin crawl
I can't focus withdrawals
And there's no going back to before
Ash on the counter
Our loves turning sour
Fucked up im dead to the core

Still be going on know I can't take this shit
Always in my room wish I could take a hint
Yeah I know you never cared, always faking it
Thought i'd be prepared but I can't take the end

Know you never cared always faking it
Thought i'd be prepared but I can't take the end

porcelain

worn (pelican x polboii otto)

@jolst
me and vaeo tapped this in while jackie rolled blunts in LA it was vv fun


Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods
Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods

Picking up the pieces stay falling apart when your not here
Looming in the distance i'm watching your shadow disappear
Forget myself, no helping hands out
Get left on the shelf, would go but I can't now

Back to the wall breaking down I don't know what you want
Picking at my skin you acting like I do it for fun
Seperate my mind from my body
Know you coming down too if you wanna try me

I'm a hostage to you just another captive
Under spells feeling better than I have been
Locked away in your gaze, so gently falling
Kick me down again until I come back crawling

See your shadows moving up and down the hallway
Always felt so plastic I thought you never saw me
Whole time wondering why I stuck around now
Stranded in the forest, no one looking for me

Out on a limb and outta options, walls caving in on a broken coffin
Dragged on the concrete in the chains i'm Locked in
It's almost hurts less than being forgotten

Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods
Falling quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods

luminesence w/ vaeo (jolst)

5/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/0JkJpCWtFVHremEVPyd1YA?si=077ce17ca02c434f


guitar and prod by me :^)
inspired by https://soundcloud.com/kurtains
end part inspired by https://soundcloud.com/heylog
a lil vent song

my bleeding heart goes out to you
and everything you do
and maybe someday you’ll come through
and i won’t have to choose

what i’ll do for my sorry days
i’ll sit there empty faced
until the end of time
you were out of line

i think i
will find a way to help myself in time
i’m sorry about all those times i lied
i hate the way it makes me feel inside
i know i always fuck up, it’s not fine

was it something that i said
sorry i left you on read
i just have to clear my head
preoccupied with myself instead 

i want to leave it all behind
and i find 
that i don’t mind if i can’t
fake it any longer 
i’m not much stronger

than you

i miss this feeling

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/cursenosebleed

(Do I really want it anyways?)
(Do I really want it anyways?)
I tried my hardest to not care, coming back to you know its not fair
Dead roses been left out, bugs crawlin'
I guess you noticed I'm calling
Got a bad hand, still fuck it going all in
Know when I wake up yesterday will be forgotten

Need something more need something realer than this
I fucked up bad, there's some things you cant fix

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate

Why do we try so hard when it wont last
Closing my eyes now hoping we don't crash
Sick of your voice, know I still cant forget that
Think its a choice, if I could I would go back

Only need one night, to show you I can be your man
Please give me your hand right now
Things never go according to plan
Think I saw you last night laughing, dancing with him

Still you know that ill be okay, yea ill be fine
Taking life at my own pace, think we met at the wrong time
Really thought you were mine
Guess its all my fault and I really don't mind

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

(We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate)

Do I really want it anyways?
Do I really want it anyways?

nosebleed (dercept)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/open-water

Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I

Don't wanna hear you scream my name
We're going down in flames (we're going down we are, we're going down)
Don't say I'm not the same when your to blame
We're going down we are, we're going down

Cause things never go the way you wanted (way I wanted you)
And I feel stupid waiting for this (know I'm not waiting on you)
Cause things never go the way you wanted (way I wanted you)
And I feel stupid waiting on someone who never cared or gave a shit
Wish that I could take a hint, shoulda known I'd never fit
Always falling right back in
Yea don't think we'll ever win (don't think that we'll ever win)
But I ready for my end, I been ready to watch you

Fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I

open water (WLVSKY)

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

Listen on Spotify!

Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/cursenosebleed

(GORESET)
Noticing the way that you talk to me now
Yeah this isn't where we started out
Always been afraid of things I can't explain
Its out of my control, I started watch you changing

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn

Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

Yeah there's shit I didn't know about
Left me in the dirt like I'm something you could do without
Look where I'm at now, staring in the crowd
Think I saw your face and I fell straight to the ground

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
(Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn)

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

curse (dercept)

five nights at beebo's w/ verti (simon) *nightcore

prod: me and remghost
cover art taken by bleulmao

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

guitar by: killedmyself
prod by me (:

i hope your doing better now
that you left me here to drown 
i wish you the best 
even tho u kept on saying it was all my fault 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 
bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)
i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)

bleeding

lyrics:

These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

 Brush ur eyes
U could see it right
I see fallen angels
In this bleeding sky
At our time to go
I dont wanna die
But I dont decide
Damn I hate goodbyes
These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Cracks in my armor invite in her poisons
It was never 50/50 I was just appointed
Im Sorry I can do it all I bet ur disappointed
But what’s the point in love if u can not enjoy it

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet

Isn’t it funny how u aint gon message unless I am messaging first ok
She try to burn me a hole in my pocket but somehow I still kept em heavy weight ok
She pull up on me at night time
Then pull away like its rip tide
She say she cant stay a long time
But sumn bout that doesn’t sit right with me
Honestly I know u know that it wouldn’t be the first lie u told
She said im sorry I hope u can trust me I say damn I dont know
Ask me in the morning
Cause Tonight is way too cold
And u just turned it colder

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

The treehouse (splashgvng x 5head)

Mastered by Hector Vega

I bite down and bite hard
Wake up at the crack of dawn
Don't notice, must've beat it over your head
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I'm all dolled up for you, I'm not stupid
If you're not the hawk like you said
Say it again... just for me
And it always ends the same, I'm in your mouth again
I'll ride your coattails if I can't reach the rest of you
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares

Cage Girl

cage girl (single ver)

~2300~

Lyrics:
[HOOK]
Fuck it I'm sick I'm bad at responding
Losing my grip what I had wasn't constant 
Watching your lips but I don't hear you talking 
Taking more risk 'cause I'm all out of options 
I can't fall for you right now
I don't mean that
Actually I get real scared you believe that 
Falling in love treat a girl like a relapse 
Breaking my trust like I don't really need that

[VERSE]
Finally feel something
I thought it all hurt
Where is the real substance
I felt like all her
Personality was just a fabrication
Out of desperation for validation
So don't walk in my shoes
I don't feel the same I am nothing like you 
There's nobody to blame for your lack of IQ 
You never feel shame when they talk about you 
You know what you do

[HOOK]
Fuck it I'm sick I'm bad at responding
Losing my grip what I had wasn't constant 
Watching your lips but I don't hear you talking 
Taking more risk 'cause I'm all out of options 
I can't fall for you right now
I don't mean that
Actually I get real scared you believe that 
Falling in love treat a girl like a relapse 
Breaking my trust like I don't really need that

Constant (prod. King Theta)

Dust bowl [ethel cain cover]

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

~ i hope wishes come true ~

i had thought these feelings were gone 
i guess i was wrong, and i won't stay in place
i've gotta try and be strong
the summer's gonna be long 
without your face
tiptoe around my heart in your heels
i hate when you're not around
i love how you make me feel 
and i just thought i'd put it in song 
hope you're singing along 
whenever i say 

you're living like you're a dandelion 
yeah you ease the pain when the stress is high 
yeah you bring the things that i missed in life 
with your country twang and your dreamy eyes 
your spirits like a whirling fire 
i'm a moth in flight, and i'm drawn to your light 
i don't care if i have no songs to write
everything's just fine when your by my side
dandelion

dandelion

something amazing w/ drpodd

prod me + bassea on bass no master type Shit
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/brace-feat-bassea
still gonna play with this song in the future when i decide to put it in a project but wanted 2 put this out before a certain lyric loses timing #yeahhh

lyrics:

me: 
can't get it off my back or play my cards right
but i know exactly who you are
i shook it off and blamed myself like last time
i melt down, you sell me back for parts

mid summer bracing to not freak out
i know that's what it's all about
i'll suffer as long as you need me around
but until i figure out that it's gone
nothing's wrong

bassea:
but i never thought
i couldn't figure out something like this
just an afterthought
i promise that i wasnt hit and miss
so i'll cross my broken fingers
and hoped you wouldn't mind
it's not up to me to fix it
if it stands the test of time
broken clocks inside my head
my face forgot that it turns red
what's the point of acting crazy
if there's nothing to be said?

me: 
midsummer bracing to not freak out
i know that's what it's all about
i'll suffer as long as you need me around
but until i figure out that it's gone
nothing's wrong
minimalist pop

brace ft. bassea

love letter (prod. charlie shuffler)

theyre rotting my brain love </3 </3

prod. nick mira

Goodbye & Good Riddance

All Girls Are The Same

Official Audio | Diplo - Wish (feat. Trippie Redd)

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Diplo - Wish (feat. Trippie Redd)

THE LESS I KNOW

prod @93feetofsmoke
mix @93feetofsmoke & @polearm
master @polearm

"fruit"

Im off a pack
In the back
Tryina calm down
only flax
Only spin round
The block now
Lag from jet 
in my bed
Made a hideout
ghillie suit
imma sue
Head ass tap out
 
Imma psychic 
If you shoot
Imma nuisance 
To the loot
Death dot 
Under my boot
wont find me 
burning books in the streets
theres no pages no ink
i pray to god thru a screen

Wait
yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

taught the fruit how to eat itself
i'd do the same damn thing
stuck on the shelf 
and this a long damn flight
to be by myself  
its not my damn business  
when they drag you to hell  
fuck your clique hold grudges 
like I climbed outta well  
and that road not silk
it still come thru the mail  
no ya words aint slick
jib aint cut for retail 
so don't come round here
with a story to sell 

Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 

yeah
Because my nerves 
Might make me throw up
Wheres the faucet
Need some water
On my temple
3 stripes 
you can run it like its simple 
litebrite
minnesota on my dental 
 
taught the fruit how to eat itself
i'd do the same damn thing
stuck on the shelf 
and this a long damn flight
to be by myself  
its not my damn business  
when they drag you to hell  
fuck your clique hold grudges 
like I climbed outta well  
and that road not silk
it still come thru the mail  
no ya words aint slick
jib aint cut for retail 
so don't come round here
with a story to sell

Buy on iTunes

fruit

Just my version of my friend @kagickkkjjkk 's idea

Dr Stone Ending Remix [Rude-alfa - LIFE (Toshi Remix)]

Prod. ShadyOnDaTrack x MobiBeats
Mixed By: ShadyOnDaTrack

My Past

Nightmare [Prod. Shady On Da Track]

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

tsuyunoshi2