@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

prod deadfish <3

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

spotify link<3

anatomy (grayskies)

if words drew blood (grayskies)

Burned My Trust Lyrics

My heart in your hands
And I don't expect you'd understand why I'm leaving
Headed out the door with a heart that's healing
My mind in a war, I can't fight these feeling off
I've been lost in this comfort for a minute now
Looks like I'm not afraid to admit it now
Jade green eyes, can't disguise how I feel about you
Since I left It's easier to live without you
~
Oh you said that
You were never gonna get back with him
Burned my trust again
My heart in your hands
~
Words spoken,
Emotion; I numb it out when smoking
A quarter an ounce of the potent
Deep in my lungs till I'm floating again
Thoughts of you holding my hand
Lost in those eyes at a glance
I wake up dreaming again
Wet eyes; I'm weeping again
~
Burning the pictures of us
Watching them turn into dust
Memories; all of this my therapy
As far as I can see; what we had was make believe
And from strangers turned to lovers then to enemies 
~
Oh you said that
You were never gonna get back with him
Burned my trust again
My heart in your hands

Written by Weepings
Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Burned My Trust

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

Listen on Spotify!

Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

postcard222 (noahmadethiss)

heal (grievances)

i luv u ollie @prod-oc

~ go stream and follow :)
https://soundcloud.com/prod-oc
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_____

2 o'clock on the dot and I'm tired 
girl your burned my mind, my hand was in the fire for too long
wish the memories would retire, woah
now i'm calling out, because my souls still tied to yours, leave me alone 

help me,
i'm falling deep ,
oh can't you see,
that i'm a mess? oh,
save me,
i'm patiently
waiting because i'm in distress oh,
and i don't think i can go on anymore ,
leave me broken, know you see me lying on the floor, 
i'll beg and plea, for things to be
how they were but instead 
watch the love evanesce, yeah

watch it fade, now it's gone into nothing,
i sit awake and ponder if there was something i did wrong, 
where did we go?
most people grow,
i feel omitted, but i know,
that you and me weren't meant to be, and everything is out of my control

help me,
i'm falling deep ,
oh can't you see,
that i'm a mess oh,
save me,
i'm patiently,
waiting because i'm in distress oh,
and i don't think i can go on anymore ,
leave me broken, know you see me lying on the floor, 
i'll beg and plea, for things to be
how they were but instead 
watch the love evanesce, yeah

evanesce

empty words w/ wheresyourlove prod. jewelryboy

Mastered by Hector Vega

I bite down and bite hard
Wake up at the crack of dawn
Don't notice, must've beat it over your head
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I'm all dolled up for you, I'm not stupid
If you're not the hawk like you said
Say it again... just for me
And it always ends the same, I'm in your mouth again
I'll ride your coattails if I can't reach the rest of you
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares

Cage Girl

cage girl (single ver)

~2300~

Lyrics:
[HOOK]
Fuck it I'm sick I'm bad at responding
Losing my grip what I had wasn't constant 
Watching your lips but I don't hear you talking 
Taking more risk 'cause I'm all out of options 
I can't fall for you right now
I don't mean that
Actually I get real scared you believe that 
Falling in love treat a girl like a relapse 
Breaking my trust like I don't really need that

[VERSE]
Finally feel something
I thought it all hurt
Where is the real substance
I felt like all her
Personality was just a fabrication
Out of desperation for validation
So don't walk in my shoes
I don't feel the same I am nothing like you 
There's nobody to blame for your lack of IQ 
You never feel shame when they talk about you 
You know what you do

[HOOK]
Fuck it I'm sick I'm bad at responding
Losing my grip what I had wasn't constant 
Watching your lips but I don't hear you talking 
Taking more risk 'cause I'm all out of options 
I can't fall for you right now
I don't mean that
Actually I get real scared you believe that 
Falling in love treat a girl like a relapse 
Breaking my trust like I don't really need that

Constant (prod. King Theta)

https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves https://soundcloud.com/ezekiel40 https://soundcloud.com/vibemode

Imma go right back
Cried loads cause you did that
Said fuck you and never paid back
Got a new one but he's so whack
You so down bad that I lost track
See a mirror in your eyes
Are you like me or just disguise 
Like can you choose can you decide 
I don't know what to do do do do
I think I love too much
But Im not healing enough
Don't take my space nah nah 
I want you more than I need you
You asked me it's all true
Can we make what we´re going through
I can't tell

Oh you’re changing so fast
Take a minute to look back
You can choose now if you wanna leave me in the past
I’ve been in the dark I really don’t know where we’re at
In a state of shock don’t know if I should cry or laugh
I know I fucked up and I’m sorry about that
You deserve better and I’ll leave if I have to
I’m gonna miss you
And all that we went through (oh, oh-oh)
Maybe you’re too asked to ask me, I would let you know
Spent so much time doing nothing, I wish I was with you
I can’t turn it back around
It’s too late now
Cause you’re nowhere to be found
And I missed out

Imma go right back
Cried loads cause you did that
Said fuck you and never paid back
Got a new one but he's so whack
You so down bad that I lost track
See a mirror in your eyes
Are you like me or just disguise 
Like can you choose can you decide 
I don't know what to do do do do
I think I love too much
But Im not healing enough
Don't take my space nah nah 
I want you more than I need you
You asked me it's all true
Can we make what we´re going through
I can't tell

I think I lost too much
i think you’re out of touch
We came from stupid love
Too high I fucked it up
But we can’t turn into dust
Don’t even say one word
No you can’t break my trust
Way too broken hearted
Should’ve kept your promise
Should’ve kept your promise
Boy I know you doubted
Honestly at this point I don’t even think about it
We can lose it all
not the same without it
Swear it comes around and
Simple as a promise
Symbolise your promise
Simple as a promise
Simple as a promise
Way too broken hearted
Should’ve kept ur promise
Should’ve kept ur promise
Boy I know u doubted
Honestly at this point I don’t even think about it
We can lose it all

Mirror w/ Rosesleeves & Ezekiel (o0o & Rosesleeves)

Dust bowl [ethel cain cover]

some old casperrr vibes i would say (:

stop lying girl, you know you can't save me 
i've been high af have had zero sleep lately 
pop all of these pills on a daily 
basis, basic high on medication
im highly medicated 
closed eyes i feel sedated 
roll another blunt
i can't wait until we blaze it
blaze it blaze it
get high w me baby
baby baby 
get high w me baby 

locked up in my room
i got nothing to do 
higher than the moon 
i know it's all ending soon :/
a kid forced to grow up 
im tired im giving up 
i'm hating what u call love 
and now im biting my gun 


stop lying girl, you know you can't save me 
i've been high af have had zero sleep lately 
pop all of these pills on a daily 
basis, basic high on medication
im highly medicated 
closed eyes i feel sedated 
roll another blunt
i can't wait until we blaze it
blaze it blaze it
get high w me baby
baby baby 
get high w me baby

u know u can't save me (droozy)

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

@prod-plxce

// lyrics 
don’t speak to me in tongues
and smiles so counterfeit
you think we’ve just begun
but love i’m over it
time has passed and i can’t take more damage
leave me alone i want to call it quits

took a punch to the face??
and now i’m bleeding on the dance floor
fuck! i’m sorta overthinking screaming bout your manwhores :D
knew the feeling would devour everything i’ve fought for
so go on and tell all your lies
you better sleep with your lights ;)

hate me, hate me
guess i saw it coming
but don’t shame me, baby
all i ever gave was my love
crazy lately
i just want to fucking give up :/
but everybody’s screaming my name
i cannot let them down :)
x2

put the knife in my hand and you’re gaslighting the whole room now
don’t you wait for a sign, promise that it’s already ruined love
i tried my best to salvage what had remained
cracked my skull against the pavement, pulling worms out of my brain

i’m getting lost with these feelings inside
made me feel stupid for living a lie
covered in blood but you know that i tried
to leave it behind
but we watched it die

SPOTIFY

HATE ME! [PLXCE]

prod me
@imnotenvy
@victmolina

(casperrr)
lay down once again
in my bed 
staring at the ceilling
im getting lost inside my of my own head 
in between all of these feelings 

the days go by 
and im getting weaker 
i hate my life 
but i can't leave her
the days go by 
and im getting weaker 
i hate my life 
but i can't leave her

(NotEnvy)
it's a little foggy
in my head~
hold on to all the things u told me
and im so tied
between feeling love and lust again
so don't give up yet ur helping
and you know that it's hard sometimes
but i can do this myself, you know~
i've been ignoring my health 
oh again for the last time
and im beggin u please dont go

(vict molina)
there's something about
the way u look at me 
it makes me want to cry
cause neve in my life
have i ever gotten so close 
to some1s heart 
believe me when i say
ur the only thing that 
makes me stay
around 
will you belive the things
that i said to you 
i mean all of them
i want all of you with me 

(casperrr)
lay down once again
in my bed 
staring at the ceilling
im getting lost inside my of my own head 
in between all of these feelings

staring at the ceiling w/NotEnvy & vict molina

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

~ i hope wishes come true ~

i had thought these feelings were gone 
i guess i was wrong, and i won't stay in place
i've gotta try and be strong
the summer's gonna be long 
without your face
tiptoe around my heart in your heels
i hate when you're not around
i love how you make me feel 
and i just thought i'd put it in song 
hope you're singing along 
whenever i say 

you're living like you're a dandelion 
yeah you ease the pain when the stress is high 
yeah you bring the things that i missed in life 
with your country twang and your dreamy eyes 
your spirits like a whirling fire 
i'm a moth in flight, and i'm drawn to your light 
i don't care if i have no songs to write
everything's just fine when your by my side
dandelion

:x

collin