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death wish

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

the world is ending and i can’t stop crying over these fucking frog boots prod KBl & Patrick O’Neill

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

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Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

ed hardy (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

Mastered by Hector Vega

I bite down and bite hard
Wake up at the crack of dawn
Don't notice, must've beat it over your head
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I'm all dolled up for you, I'm not stupid
If you're not the hawk like you said
Say it again... just for me
And it always ends the same, I'm in your mouth again
I'll ride your coattails if I can't reach the rest of you
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares

Cage Girl

cage girl (single ver)

~2300~

Lyrics:
[HOOK]
Fuck it I'm sick I'm bad at responding
Losing my grip what I had wasn't constant 
Watching your lips but I don't hear you talking 
Taking more risk 'cause I'm all out of options 
I can't fall for you right now
I don't mean that
Actually I get real scared you believe that 
Falling in love treat a girl like a relapse 
Breaking my trust like I don't really need that

[VERSE]
Finally feel something
I thought it all hurt
Where is the real substance
I felt like all her
Personality was just a fabrication
Out of desperation for validation
So don't walk in my shoes
I don't feel the same I am nothing like you 
There's nobody to blame for your lack of IQ 
You never feel shame when they talk about you 
You know what you do

[HOOK]
Fuck it I'm sick I'm bad at responding
Losing my grip what I had wasn't constant 
Watching your lips but I don't hear you talking 
Taking more risk 'cause I'm all out of options 
I can't fall for you right now
I don't mean that
Actually I get real scared you believe that 
Falling in love treat a girl like a relapse 
Breaking my trust like I don't really need that

Constant (prod. King Theta)

Dust bowl [ethel cain cover]

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

~ i hope wishes come true ~

i had thought these feelings were gone 
i guess i was wrong, and i won't stay in place
i've gotta try and be strong
the summer's gonna be long 
without your face
tiptoe around my heart in your heels
i hate when you're not around
i love how you make me feel 
and i just thought i'd put it in song 
hope you're singing along 
whenever i say 

you're living like you're a dandelion 
yeah you ease the pain when the stress is high 
yeah you bring the things that i missed in life 
with your country twang and your dreamy eyes 
your spirits like a whirling fire 
i'm a moth in flight, and i'm drawn to your light 
i don't care if i have no songs to write
everything's just fine when your by my side
dandelion

dandelion

https://songwhip.com/akkiro/makeitright
ty spark & rick

you call my phone but i dont pick it up
see u texting me but idgaf
now its 2am i been drinkin too much
gotta bottle in my hand yea we bouta pour it up
used to love u, used to trust u but i cant anymore
cuz the feeling not the same as it once was before
but its time to turn it up yea its time to make noise
runaway from ur problems that u gotta avoid

so give me one more reason why i shouldnt leave
everytime we talk istg u envy me
so what are u gon do, when im out ur life
all of ur sudden moves, doesnt make it right

so do u rlly know what u want?
cuz i can give u the things u desire
and all that u need, so what do u please
yk i cant think straight baby, so what do u need from me

yea runaway runaway from the bs
grab the check yea yk how we do it
i got the eyes all on me like im the blueprint
yall be trynna be like me but yall be clueless
now its 2am i been drinkin too much
gotta bottle in my hand yea we bouta pour it up
i been trynna show u sum but u show me fake love
get away from ur problems that u gotta out run

(we always yell n we fight, cant get a piece of yo mind)
(no matter how hard i try)
(it still wont be right, it still wont be right)
(it still wont be right, it still wont be right) 

so give me one more reason why i shouldnt leave
everytime we talk istg u envy me
so what are u gon do, when im out ur life
all of ur sudden moves, doesnt make it right x2

(we always yell n we fight, cant get a piece of yo mind)
(it still wont be right)

makeitright (siemspark 1heyrick)

produced by @saiwai

as always thanks @rpsu for the luh character drawing

//Lyrics

oh oooh ooh.. oh
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
ooohh
never know whats going on in my head
always some sh*t i cant forget now
you will never get, my 100% now
I ive been stopped
its been off
tryna change me like ive been wrong
tryna stay.. with those eyes im lost
whatchu say when your pride is goone
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
oooooh (dont, go, away, from me)

Stuck with you

stuck with you [p. sai]

<3
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/6yi4fEiQI2loxxqP6ssmTD?si=6703114e8b80452f

you better go (@1ohmygon)

@9blare
https://open.spotify.com/album/5Xc17PORdWAnbEfeTKDjzE?si=6G4uWeffSa66Sgqs-bX16w

drugs and pop w/blare

li.sten.to/tansea-s4tc

Lyrics:
If you couldn’t tell, I’m broken
Think it’s kinda odd you didn’t notice
Why you think I’m never really joking?
Cus’ I could never really stay focused

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Would you really do me like that?
Would you really spit on my name?
I don’t really want to fight back
But I’d do it to just keep you safe

Just know that I’m a call away
It never hurts to speak
But I can’t let you go, yeah

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

If you couldn’t tell, I’m broken
Think it’s kinda odd you didn’t notice
Why you think I’m never really joking?
Cus’ I could never really stay focused

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

ALL PLATFORMS

smileforthecamera (p. me)

so many hits go ahead and take your pick.!

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

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