how the fuck did i ever survive??


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All my friends are gon’ fade away
Sitting back where I reflect upon my life
You don’t know this pain I'm full of spite
All this trauma make me come alive
All my problems they gon’ fade away
Like a cat I'm on my motherfuckin ninth life
Baby I been stayin up all night
How the fuck did I ever survive
One thing you’ll never know bout me is
When I'm ever gon’ lose my mind again
Tried to tell you that I can’t come back from
All this damage, all this pain up in my head
So hard to entertain myself when
Every day is just the same old shit again
Getting tired everything so damn numb
How the fuck I deal with all this strife
Manifesting all this time I watch these bridges burn
I can’t take back all that shit you said
You’d never learn
Took a break I had to wash these sins off from my past
Life just go on while I stare at my reflection

All my friends are gon’ fade away
Sitting back where I reflect upon my life
You don’t know this pain I'm full of spite
All this trauma make me come alive
All my problems they gon’ fade away
Like a cat I'm on my motherfuckin ninth life
Baby I been stayin up all night
How the fuck did I ever survive

How the fuck I make it through that

Tttrd Jerm, real spiritual shit 2024
So numb
Thank you Based God

Reflection (Survival)

reflection/survival (prod. d34dbr0ke)

WHO THE FUCK IS RICHARD FINGER???

EVERYBODY LOVES RICHARD FINGER???

I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT RICHARD FINGER???

THE RETURN OF RICHARD FINGER

One time josh from levity called me on my day off. he was like, "yo richard, can you venmo me like $400?" and didn't explain further. i was caught a bit off guard, replied, "$400? what's that for?". Dude stayed silent the entire call. I haven't heard from him since. his venmo request is still open.
PJ and I played through the Co-op campaign of Portal 2 a couple years ago. Dude would not stop singing Replay from IYAZ. Not going to lie, PJ has a really good voice. But, we were playing for a good 2 months and I really only ever heard him sing that song.

John's cool

P.S all track purchases will be funneled into Josh's student loans. gotta pay that off somehow

BUY THIS SONG

Levity - Front to the Back (Richard Finger remix)

BLOODSHOT

PURCHASE

HAVE YOU HEARD OF RICHARD FINGER???

NOBODY CAN STOP RICHARD FINGER???

Leotrix presents
"LTRX XMAS 2025"

merry christmas, happy hannukah, happy holidays and a happy new year!
here's a showcase of stuff I wrote mostly in the last month

🎄 LTRX XMAS 2025 🎄

Right Before Our Eyes

head witch
for I am but a vessel
feel it all
#cellardoor

reflection/survival (prod. d34dbr0ke)

✧♡ tttrd jerm ♡✧