I relapsed again,
you went squirrelly,
jumped on my pain,
I deserve it,
I deserve it,
you could hit me,
you could not,
you're so pretty,
when you're angry,
which is always,
so I thought,
you look so happy now that I'm a ghost,
you look so happy now,

kicked me out in the snow,
(I deserve it)
I got nowhere to go,
I deserve it,
I deserve it,
and I'll shiver off the stem,
I'm a fuck-storm,
I'm an ape-bomb,
Princess Never-Speak-Again,
you did the right thing to throw it away,
you did the right thing,

throw it all away now,

you pawned my guitar,
(I deserve it)
and fucked the meth dealer,
I deserve it,
I deserve it,
I'm a welcome mat in Hell,
and you're dirty feet,
used to feel so sweet,
all the stories you'll never tell,

time to tuck the nightmares into their beds,
kiss them upon their pretty heads,

I'll just go away now,
I''l just go away,

Goodbye.

I Deserve It

No Title No Genre

Just a fun little ditty about acid. 

I, personally, am a huge fan of hallucinogens. I'm taking a responsible hiatus, though, and waiting one year after psychosis breaking to minimize the risk of a bad trip.

Only a few months left!!

Labyrinthian Lucy

The pictured mini kalimba or thumb piano ( a present from a Fair Trade shop) was used for a short piece to accompany this gardenvideo https://youtu.be/nUY7OPUV8Z8

Mini Kalimba

Please don't leave

by Phil Dutton & Les Corlett

Lyrics

I felt my heart grow heavy,
My body growing weak,
I found a place to rest,
Where my bones could creak.
I listened to the rain,
On the old tin roof,
I missed you all my friends,
Now isn't that the truth?

I'm not the same man,
I thought I was last night, 
Now my life seems full of ghosts.
And the things that hurt the most.
In your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes.
In your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes. 

I know the years that passed,
Weren't so good for me,
I wished for better times,
In your company.
I thought you always knew,
I didn't think to ask,
Now I'm here all alone,
My time is fading fast.
I have my reservations,
And sometimes I feel blue,
But I have to give up some day,
If I'm going to pull through. 
I'll face down my accuser,
My reflection in the hall. 
I don't know if it means a lot? 
Or anything at all? 

I've been away for so long,
I admit that I was wrong
In your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes.
In your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes.

However far I travel,
It's never far enough. 
I sort of got lost,
In the midst of all that stuff.
In awkward conversations,
Where nothing's ever said. 
To cold nights spent alone,
Where the heart is never fed.
I felt my heart grow heavy,
My body growing weak,
I found a place to rest,
Where my bones could creak.
I listened to the rain,
On the old tin roof,
I missed you all my friends,
Now isn't that the truth?

I'm not the same man,
I thought I was last night.
Now my life seems full of ghosts,
And the things that hurt the most.
In your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes.
In your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes.
In your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes.
In your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes.

Melancholy Blue

Ghosts (In Your Eyes)

GHOSTS (IN YOUR EYES)

Wasn't Moonshine/But  It left Me some Scars

Astro

Blood And Stars

Die ist eine schönere Version von ,,84", die von Michael Spielmann interpretiert wurde (https://soundcloud.com/search?q=michael%20spielmann). Ich denke, das Stück klingt verbessert und vergrössert. Ich bin dafür so dankbar ! 

[Bild: http://www.olgakuczer.com/portfolio_page/metatron-merkabah-sacred-geometry/]

84 - 3 - COLLAB with Michael Spielmann

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