prod. neohn, kirian & mandem

always&forever

lyrics:
you can call me one last time
cause just for you i'd make it right
(and if you want me dead i'll die)
and i can't believe that you're now gone
you were just mine

like did you even cry?
like i did?
all of the nights
where i bled 

tell me you hate me 
i just wanna hear that
just as long as i hear it from you 
and would you save me
if i asked you to?

cause i don't wanna move on
but i'll walk out the door
got a feelin i'll die young
bleeding out on the floor

so fuck it i'm getting high again
i'm so fucking tired man
baby my head hurts 
and it never gets better

got me crying for you
got me crying out, yeah bitch you got me crying now
can you hear me now?
hear me when i scream in my room?
got me screaming now, yeah bitch you got me screaming loud
can you hear me now?

you can call me one last time
cause just for you i'd make it right
(and if you want me dead i'll die)
and i can't believe that you're now gone
you were just mine

like did you even cry?
like i did?
all of the nights
where i bled

cry (neohn kirian mandem)

Produced By @pyu
i'M so proud Of uu
xoxo

lyrics;
i still itch around the pills when im all alone
having visions of u singing when im feeling low
i hope u try to reach out, i cant let go
hope u know i do this for u, im solo

they say home is where the heart is
would u do it again, 
if u knew what u were starting
u were my only friend
u were my lifeline, the story ends
i would sit thru a life time
to see u again :(

u could hmu when u hear me
im not a psycho, im in love clearly
i want u back, hope u dont fear me
ill keep chasing u, dearly

i hope that u see me
when im dead on the news T_T
this feels like a nightmare
i wish it wasnt true
tell me do u miss me?
idk what to do
these are my last words
hope they get 2 u

for u im vulnerable
i could spend all i want
still cant fill the hole
inside
im so miserable
u made me feel real
i feel terrible

ive been a zombie since february
hurt my heart, ive never felt this worried
down on my luck but i deserve it
i still think abt ur notes, got my body hurting

(outro)
ur my soldier
ur my princess
i bleed for u
im in distress
miss ur hair
& ur face
girl ur perfect
tell me if u see this
so its worth it

February (Meta)

prod. @benjithemachine

lyrics:
it doesn't get better
you treat me like im nothing
and say its weather but
it doesn't make sense to me
you say that we're friends to you (that we're friends to you)

you know what's up? i think that you're playing with me
you know what's wrong? im not a toy you can play with
leave me alone for once
so i can finally forget about our live
it's been a while, since you lost my trust
tho ive been trying, to be enough for you
but its nothing new

it doesn't get better
you treat me like im nothing
and say its weather but
it doesn't make sense to me
you say that we're friends to you (that we're friends to you)

quante colpe ingiustificate che mi hai dato
quante notti a pensare a te ho passato
mi rendo conto ora del tempo sprecato
vorrei tornare indietro e cambiare il passato
sogno quella piazzetta dall'alto
quanti bei momenti ci hai donato
e sappiamo che non torneranno più

spotify

friends to you (benjithemachine)

@8clockwork
@1fangs
_____ new stuff next week have a lot for u guys ^.^

baby dont wait around for me
cause i wont be here around you see
and i cant even worry about a thing without u here

and im not proud of the things u did w me
you laid it all right here to see
you cant even hold me here right next to you tonight

and you gave me my hopes and dreams
cross and touch
leave me here ive seen too much

my veins untangle
dont leave my heart enstrangled

@1fangs

got a breathstrip- I can't even breath
I can't sleep at night, thinking of my deeds
when you look at me, tell me what you see
If you like games, would you play with me?
What's the worst thing you've ever done? Mine trumps yours.
& I'm sad, say it everytime, my heart's hers .
Yea just do with it what you like, bank it, stored .
Yea just save it for a rainy day, my dead corpse .

dont wait around for me + fangs (clockwork)

@decago
something a little different.. but i like it 
track w/ @xo in 2 weeks xoxoxo

go and take my head to rest
and change all that i know
and my presence purgatory holding everything before
eviscerate my soul just like you did before
and i cant help thinking about you baby
all i want is more

so break me down
and rearrange my soul
cause im nothng without u girll 
and it hurts to see you home

so break me down
change everything i know
swear im bleeding wout u 
baby please just come and take me home

as i decay here around u is there anything to say
when i cross that bridge i ask you if theres any other way
were lying to ourselves but we cant prove its all the same
well im wrapped around your finger baby trapped inside ur game

break me downn ,, (decago)

tera - vapor (innam)

https://soundcloud.com/d4rkoo
https://soundcloud.com/zuuloh

Up in the hideout
Cover his mouth if he cries out
Im leaving the zone if they find out
Supress on the glock if you wanna come die now
Tie up his wrists with a couple of wires
Im hitting my phone for suppliers
I cannot fuck with a team full of liars
Sometimes i just wanna get higher
Ur giving in to ur desires

Look in my eyes, starting to think that im 
crazy
Every emotion makes you wanna hate me
Trying but your best but youll never replace me
Me n my team like the navy
Hed kill for chance to fuck me
Feeling so nervous, look at u blushing
Think im the one, i promise its nothing

Walking around like angel
Throwing myself into danger
Torturing u in a chamber
Crying if it gets too painful
You shouldnt try and escape
You know its already too late
Hiding away in the day
Tracing my skin with a blade
Stuffing you into a rental
I promise ill try to be gentle
I swear all these people are plastic
I can tell every1s fake
Dont give a fuck bout my mental
Pressing a glock at your temple
Feeling the bite of the metal
Watching you fading away

hideout [darko, zuuloh]

thank you @waystalkerr @sunrisess @ilyexotic

[incant]
crawling in my room I feel like centipedes
I got the voices in my head they always talk to me
dying in my sleep 
mixing drugs they in my tea
coughing out my mind
smoking all that dirty weed
gas fills my body why’d I never feel nothing
this shit got me snorting morphine 
they just fucking kill me offscreen
drugs they enter in my body 
why can’t you just leave me seen

this shit got me dying on the inside
keep you on the line
keep you on my side
every single time I think about my real life
every time I just gotta sigh
put a fucking fit on its margiela only
I think I got enough time just to do shit
I feel like a phony
why do people always call me out like
“I don’t like you tony”
they said I just need some friends
but why do I still feel so lonely

crawling in my room I feel like centipedes
I got the voices in my head they always talk to me
dying in my sleep 
mixing drugs they in my tea
coughing out my mind
smoking all that dirty weed
gas fills my body why’d I never feel nothing
this shit got me snorting morphine 
they just fucking kill me offscreen
drugs they enter in my body 
why can’t you just leave me seen
why can’t you just leave me be
why can’t you just die for me 

[eczotic]

Fans ain’t the same they be different 
New car pull up yeah I’m drifting
When I talk they don’t listen
Now I got money and they all tryna pitch in

They look at me what’s funny?
They all just want some from me 
Fake drugs fuck up my tummy
what’s love I just want money

morphine ft. eczotic (waystalker + sunrisess)

Produced By @pyu
with @blushxoxo
Victory Lap

lyrics;
i could tell u things that'll fuck ur mind up
yr whole team sucks, whole team full of dick riders
beauty beast bag only thing that im buying
i do this with passion, every song ur lying
*i dont gotta try*

day1s > strangers > haters
im never the fake one ; no love, he a faker
sorry i cant save u
we switched out the pagers
tell me when the loyalty and love turned into anger

i been mag dumpin
need the crowd jumpin
tell em turn the party up
im leaving with something
im leaving with u
tell lil lex to pass the russian
u said thats ur goat
we not in the same discussion

ik that he mad uh
ik that he mad, moved to the city and lost ur bag
i promised myself ill triple that and try to pass em
sucks we had to fall out but u treat me like a fan tho

@blushxoxo
did this shit since 16
mag dumping yo bitch street
you mad cause you aint me
tryna get my attention
fuck no turn the left cheek
heyy wat i say thoo
aye watchu mean hoe

down, pills til i comatose
til i overdose
ecstasy its on my phone
keep talkin bout me
cmon get outcha mouth
same nigga same shit
(blush wrote the lyrics;i jst copy and pasted it xd)

MagDumping w/ Blushxoxo (Meta)

PROD ME & @1LUVPURP brotherz till the end,, @OURLOVESTORY

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/JFDnccojF68

Lyrics :

i would cry for you until there are no tears left
tell me do you hear my voice inside your head
singing melodies knowing that there’s not much time left
sing your last breath
wanna see me drop dead ?

girl i know you wanna feel something 
and when you left you took a part of me
with you
i hate that i even feel this way
feels like I'm sitting in the passenger 
but looking at the rearview

I'm so used to your hand
i feel it holding mine
no it’s not her time
it’s got me out my mind
got my bros by my side @OURLOVESTORY
and we in the spotlight 
i got light in my eyes, can’t believe I'm so blind

dance under the rain do it until the morning 
i got scars all on my body stories that I'm showing 
look back at the past don’t know where I'm going
but I'm going I'm going
this isn’t what i wanted and you know it

friends to you (benjithemachine)

twentyfifth

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