theres somethin u teach me everytime but something u never learn yourseeeeelf

Lyrics:
(blxty: we need a picture on the phone... me: oh ok)

we should be statues on the ground
i watch as you act, martyred for a day
and i felt all of those years pass
no they didn't fly, but still i rot away
please give me my clothes back, i hate your house
and i can't drive back there, cause i know that i'll wanna stay
when i look at the camera i forget my own name
i begged you to change and stop playing games
it's to the point where.. i fell apart
i swore i'd never let you get me to go that far
you looked at me
and chasing you has been the happiest i've ever been
and chasing you has been the happiest i've ever been 

do you ever think about it?
about how it feel makes me feel?
here i thought we were obsessed with eachother
i can't deal with standing still
fast, like always, you're so quick to take my time
so quick to leave me stuck behind
i was walking at a lower pace
letting you get in the way
hoping that you notice it this time

and the paper plane was crumbled
dismantle everything that we once stood for
and i'd even walk in quicksand
if you dragged my hand, if you told me, if you told me to

if i'm your dog, please put me down
i don't wanna have to follow you around anymore
you're out of sight but still engrained on
i'm your stupid lab rat drinking whatever you pour
and in the end, i still thought i made it somewhat obvious enough
i never wanted to fuck you
i got so used to your couch and i just wanted to stay
oh you can't lie to me, why did you look at me that way?
the bus ride home's so dim, the buildings made me feel so small
i rode our paper plane until the moment it hit the ground
the ground

na naa naa naa naa naaa
oh wey wawa na na naaa

for the rest of your life

paper planes

Lyrics:

I wanna chase, I wanna fall
For anything at all
Yeah i've been squirming back to you
I had it until you figured out
You're the one i talk about
I never thought that we would get this far
More than a thousand words I said
and none of them made sense
Now it'll never be the same
Unlovable but...
Take words out my mouth
Give me poison, take me out
You know I'm still watching you but from afar
You know how it goes
While i'm on my own
My mind wanders to the worst place there is
I held onto hope
Promises unfold
And no matter what i do
I always run back to you
Sick and tired of you figuring me out

I'm sick and tired of you figuring me out (x4)

I broke your glass
This time I knew
You wanted something else
Forget the past
You fucked up too
And i won't tell a soul

I wanna chase, I wanna fall
For anything at all!
Yeah i've been squirming back to you
I had it until you figured out
You're the one i talk about
I never thought that we would get this far

figure me out

Lyrics:

I see you get home drunk sometimes
I watched you fight and break a rib
You always yell when you're alone
I watched you lose all of your friends
You try to sit me and tell me what you do and don't regret
There's something you teach me every time
But something you never learn yourself
(I tried to be person, i tried to be somebody else)
(I put on a shirt that won't fit..)
And it hurts but it can't be figured out
(I'll try one more time)
(And leave knowing you'd die for me)
(He has some love) But when i fuck up he counts me out

I'm drawing out the plan
I'm gonna fix you with gasoline
I'm gonna burn what you really love

Open baskets
Fire on cans and dying maggots
I hear the fire crackle loudly
I burnt the house now I'm surrounded
If you're gonna kill me then do it loudly
I see myself in an open casket
I can't turn out like you wanted, sorry
A part of me wants to let you have it
I can't feel bad cause..

There's something you teach me every time
But something you never learn yourself
(I tried to be a person, i tried to be somebody else)
(I put on a shirt that won't fit..)
And it hurts but it can't be figured out
(I'll try one more time)
(And leave knowing you'd die for me)
(He has some love) But when i fuck up he counts me out

learn yourself

Lyrics:
He fixes me
Put that arm back where it fell from and watch me scream
The pain i felt is worse than when it fell..
I like it more when you hurt me, and less when I hurt myself
I acted like you fixed me so you'd calm down
But it never works out

I fall, through the cracks and seams
The gears spin in this old clock
But no matter what I'm not back
My eyes fell once, it's in the past
And I still fall, for whoever sees
I don't know who he is but i've seen him before
Am i wrong? If so then why bother?
I knew that he'd throw me out..
The moment he saw me, his eyes turned a different shade
Why didn't I listen to you when you called my name...
When you break the rules, God tries to sabotage you
I'm turned an example, so don't do what I do

My guts leak from my interior
This time nobody's gonna hear me run
You scream a name that isn't even mine
(And I'm the one that's gone insane)

The fabric keeps on falling
this time you can't come in
Keep banging on that wooden door
I won't let you stitch me closed...
Not this time..
Poke my eyes out..
Drive me insane, but please don't look at me again

(Last time I let you in you took everything i had)
(I know you didn't change you'd just use me once again)
(And if I could I'd do it over from the start)
(I'd still know who you are but you wouldn't know who I am)

When I was still sober and young
With love to spare
No matter what I did, they looked at me like I caused a scene.. a scene.. a scene.. a scene..

We were just boys
Nowadays I don't know, if I still am
Our love was dumb, it was doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail...

This one needs a patch bigger than anything I've ever seen
It pleads for an answer because nothing ever means a thing
When my window tempts me and i feel the wind calling my name
i wanna be stitched together but it won't be the same

seams

im high and a hypocrite

fuck you

here:

we're all running from something
we do it in different ways
some of my friends chose to smoke
to take opiods and coke
i tried
to be here for a long time
and you took one more pill to cut me off
and i don't wanna be one
to watch as you fade away
i tried to tell you to stop
to hide your fix away
but you said you've done this for a long time
even if you took a thousand pills i'd stay

and i know that i'll never know
even if i say a thousand words
i'll never get it
but know you can't die yet
if i leave and go back home
promise you won't hang up the phone
you know i love you
it's not your turn

running (demo)

from their main twt acc
"made this today and i dont know if i make this into an actual song. vid from july"
https://x.com/D9LTA/status/1849201844238594059

key vs. locket (twikipedia) - untitled

found in "ran leaks" chat on telegram, sent by @vveerrbb

twikipedia – family photo

twikipedia - blue

Standard Capo 1

I know that this is all you've known
For all of it's worth
For all your life
And that's just how it is
Crotchet me my voodoo doll
This time I decide
If i win
Or if i get to lose
Painful, but that's just how it is when you lose yourself
In someone else
But what do I know?
Strangely it all seemed to stop right after I left
And back home every house starts losing space
Drawers ran through, choices made

Oh my god, I thought about it for a minute then stopped
Fucking myself won't get me any further
Looks like I did nothing but talk a lot
Like I said, the thought was hanging on the back of my head
And the city's hero turned his back in the end
The end, there was no saving left

You know that you can't fix the cold in the wintertime
You know that even if you pull the strings you flatline

But nothing matters like it does when I'm near you
And nothing matters like it does when I'm there
And nothing matters like it does when I'm near you
And nothing matters like it does

I know how it feels when giving up
Part of you pays back
Everyone had someone tell them that they're not enough
You took it and laughed
Riding on a promise, you won't ever say so
You threw out your microphone, took the bus and went home
Now I get the feeling it's some kind of syndrome
You said that you hated it why didn't you say so

Why didn't you say?  Why didn't you say so?
There's nothing else I would've said
I tried

promise

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

In a triumphant return, Alex Ergas releases his first full single in 4 years. “Get Me Far” is an ode to escape.

Art: Luna Kova
Composition and Performance: Alexander Edward Ergas
Recording: Alex Ergas and Owen Reece
Mixing: Evan Dangerfield
Mastering: Dan Millice

Lyrics:
"Get me far 
From here
From this
For now

I won’t
Won’t cry
Not for you
Not now

Pause this life and story
Quiet nights
My empty street

Watch the sky 
So starry
See my breath
Find my peace

For the first time in years
They didn’t cross
My mind today

I’m thankful for the 
Fears that hold me occupied
The tears that come with 
Passing by that street 

Know I would kill for you
I’m here for you
I’m deep for you 
No doubt 

And right now I’m on my own
But just text me though
Cause I’d drop it all and bounce 
(So you’d feel safe)

What can I afford to do
To not melt into
All these years of stress
When my hands are blue

And colder when I touch you
Than my heart could ever want to
Slip away into the comfort of
The silence and the darkness of my room

Know I would kill for you
I’m here for you
I’m deep for you 
No doubt 

And right now I’m on my own
But just text me though
Cause I’d drop it all and bounce 
So you’d feel safe

(I won’t 
Won’t cry
Not for you
Not for now)"

learn yourself

twikipedia

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