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twikipedia - yellow

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when all my time is wasted
when I'm bitter and old
when my tongue is twisted
will this weight still hold me down
will fall get colder than old winters
in my head i'm not a victim
missing you and all your habits
and i barely even felt the slightest bit alive
how much time can i kill
before it's something else that dies
realized there's no point to scream and cry
I've tried harder than most
until i started asking why
I've seen every photograph
and i still can't spot what's wrong
it's like you weren't even there
and like i did it all alone

killing time

Tomorrow when the farm boys find this
freak of nature, they will wrap his body
in newspaper and carry him to the museum.
But tonight he is alive and in the north
field with his mother. It is a perfect
summer evening: the moon rising over
the orchard, the wind in the grass. And
as he stares into the sky, there are
twice as many stars as usual.

Light spills from my broken window through the street brightening up trash bags and cigarettes
She made it so fucking hard to feel like me under my skin, I know how it feels
But you know he doesn't play, I tried and nothing works
And even though we're still at war, we still bleed the same
Roses by the porch when I leave the house
Toxins in the air, Factories nearby

He hurts again but I would never tell
Was I good enough for you? Or good enough for me
I'd say I raised you fine or good enough
The kid's turned out fine

Once a dreamer, not a worker
Skipping in line so I could make it up to you
Someone said I changed but it's not nothing new
Fuse up in my heart it's not comfortable
I've been trying to figure out how to act less cold
Trynna take myself a place that nobody knows
Every passing year man it just feels so old
But the present year's the youngest you'll ever be

I've been trynna tell me myself that I'm not that bad
To enjoy the time I have cause I'll lose it all
I say sorry to the ones that I hate right now
When I die can you please come to my funeral
Wanna look like I did something
I wanna look like I was someone

twikipedia - factory (demo)

first version, recorded on electric acoustic around September 2023 before I got my telecaster.

hurt (demo)

Lyrics:

I see you get home drunk sometimes
I watched you fight and break a rib
You always yell when you're alone
I watched you lose all of your friends
You try to sit me and tell me what you do and don't regret
There's something you teach me every time
But something you never learn yourself
(I tried to be person, i tried to be somebody else)
(I put on a shirt that won't fit..)
And it hurts but it can't be figured out
(I'll try one more time)
(And leave knowing you'd die for me)
(He has some love) But when i fuck up he counts me out

I'm drawing out the plan
I'm gonna fix you with gasoline
I'm gonna burn what you really love

Open baskets
Fire on cans and dying maggots
I hear the fire crackle loudly
I burnt the house now I'm surrounded
If you're gonna kill me then do it loudly
I see myself in an open casket
I can't turn out like you wanted, sorry
A part of me wants to let you have it
I can't feel bad cause..

There's something you teach me every time
But something you never learn yourself
(I tried to be a person, i tried to be somebody else)
(I put on a shirt that won't fit..)
And it hurts but it can't be figured out
(I'll try one more time)
(And leave knowing you'd die for me)
(He has some love) But when i fuck up he counts me out

for the rest of your life

learn yourself

Lyrics:
(stop making that big face!)
maybe
if i was stronger
if i was faster
then i wouldn't hurt at all
maybe
we've grown apart
and you get to wish me harm
since they told you who i am

I'll always
I'll always be here to dry your eyes
so waste all my time and let me think I'm loveable
...I'm never running out of love

maybe when you're home you'll see it
maybe when i wish you harm you'll die
no one's gonna be around
and no one's gonna search for me

I'll always
I'll always be here to dry your eyes
so waste all my time and let me think I'm loveable

maybe when you're home you'll call me
cry at home and wipe your tears at yours
i hated the way you saw me
it's like it was always someone else

and i don't care if i get replaced
i wasn't meant to win
i didn't even mean to score this high
and i can't say I'm tired
of wiping your tears still,
if anything i'd even make you cry

I'll dry your eyes

dry your eyes

Lyrics:
He fixes me
Put that arm back where it fell from and watch me scream
The pain i felt is worse than when it fell..
I like it more when you hurt me, and less when I hurt myself
I acted like you fixed me so you'd calm down
But it never works out

I fall, through the cracks and seams
The gears spin in this old clock
But no matter what I'm not back
My eyes fell once, it's in the past
And I still fall, for whoever sees
I don't know who he is but i've seen him before
Am i wrong? If so then why bother?
I knew that he'd throw me out..
The moment he saw me, his eyes turned a different shade
Why didn't I listen to you when you called my name...
When you break the rules, God tries to sabotage you
I'm turned an example, so don't do what I do

My guts leak from my interior
This time nobody's gonna hear me run
You scream a name that isn't even mine
(And I'm the one that's gone insane)

The fabric keeps on falling
this time you can't come in
Keep banging on that wooden door
I won't let you stitch me closed...
Not this time..
Poke my eyes out..
Drive me insane, but please don't look at me again

(Last time I let you in you took everything i had)
(I know you didn't change you'd just use me once again)
(And if I could I'd do it over from the start)
(I'd still know who you are but you wouldn't know who I am)

When I was still sober and young
With love to spare
No matter what I did, they looked at me like I caused a scene.. a scene.. a scene.. a scene..

We were just boys
Nowadays I don't know, if I still am
Our love was dumb, it was doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail...

This one needs a patch bigger than anything I've ever seen
It pleads for an answer because nothing ever means a thing
When my window tempts me and i feel the wind calling my name
i wanna be stitched together but it won't be the same

seams

Lyrics:

Say what you mean or don't talk at all
Lie to me again and you'll lose your face
Can I come over to your place?
I'll drive far if it's far away, and i know, i know, i know
I'll write your name when you look away
Show up at the worst time of day
Like you did, like you did, like you did, like you did

A lawnmower ran through my garden
And cut open my favorite flowers, wasted all of my hours
He cut open the door to my house
And cried on my shoulder for help
Said it's not the same around her

(Does she know your secret as well?)
(Does she know you love me still?)

So hide all you want
He called at me four told me one thousand words
Does she let you call her when you drink this much?

There's no need to hide
And I'll let all the plastic plants make up for all of the picture frames I didn't place

Aah aah

Didn't place!

(Steady and easy)
(Hang onto the threads cause you know that you need me)
(Fever dream i see you in the ceiling)
(And if loving you is this fucking hard)
(I'll never love someone again)
(Love again)

garden

Lyrics:

when did we get so
far apart
someone i can't reach at all
who knows all of me
and now the wind blows
far away
and i cover my mouth
just for you

i know I'm not ever fooling anyone
nothing's going back to how it was before
and waking up is so much harder than staying asleep
i wanna realign the missing parts
lie to my grave and say there's nothing wrong
don't you get tired of saving your face
it's not as easy as running away

i know sometimes i look wrong doing good
no matter what i do misunderstood
i try to be there knowing that it's true
and I'm still scared it won't change
i made a hundred songs about that day
until time passed and life took me away
i wonder what it feels like being you
being you

i wanna climb the tallest mountain top
run down a hill until my legs are begging me to stop
i know that if the world was ending you'd agree with me
but it's been looking like i have to wait for everything
if you told me to jump then i would ask how high
I'm just fed up being the one asking why
everything in vein so why compete
compete

doesn't it feel so good? doesn't it feel so right
you got me right where you wanted... now what?
now what?
you're gonna tell who i look like
you're gonna tell me what i know deep down
you're gonna tell me what i know deep down

so i don't want you coming closer
don't look at me that way
with heavy eyes god told me go home
you've seen enough today

when did we get so far apart?
someone i used to know
who knows all of me

(Stop fucking looking at me)

far apart

Lyrics:
i thought i was everything you are
i know there is only room for one
backing off, holding onto straws
so if you wanna take it
don't make me have to say it
i wish i was
see-through like you
the world is yours
i'm yet another screw

i knew that these new tricks weren't enough
i threw away my rut in a daze
in a chance it'd go my way
i can't keep slipping up in answers
push me out if you claim what's yours

so if you wanna take it
don't you wanna just yell about it?
stick to doing what you know how to do
cause it only happens once..
it only happens twice
watch me turn into sand dissolving
can i be the first one to call you wrong?
how did one look go so far
just look at where we are
just look at where we are... where we are
how did we get so far

room for one

i can't get enough
do i want too much?
(from you, from you)
this could never work
i would get too hurt 
(from you)

cause don't you know when it gets dark 
i can't see as well as i should
you wouldn't get it
that i can never change

what did you say to me?
can you say it again?
(for me, for me)
i can hardly hear
how i can i be here?
(for me)

cause don't you know that in the end
you can never leave with your friends
you wouldn't get it
that i can never change

i guess i wasn't made for times like these
(i got myself into it again)
but now i read between the lines i see
(never ever will i love again)
i guess i wasn't made for times like these
(i got myself into it again)
but now i read between the lines i see
(never ever will i love again)

and now i know that in the end
there's nobody holding your hand
you wouldn't get it
don't you know?
(in the end)
you don't get it at all
at all, at all, at all, at all, at all

roll credits..

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

FACGCE Capo 1

Now you're stuck and it's your fault
I tried hard to help you through you it all
It was so simple
You fucked up when you just had to apologize

Don't stand so close to the TV
Cause you might see something you like
You're so special so unique
I wish that I could take your mind

If this brain was somehow easier to mold
I'd get it just the way i like
I'd be someone with a little bit more courage
And wouldn't feel the need to lie

Wishing i'd stop talking
I can't seem to shut my mouth when i need to
You didn't mean to leave me alone
But I spoke early, way too soon
And there was nothing you could do but see through me

I couldn't help but notice the calluses up on your hand
Don't live with your fists closed

Take that empathy you have and shove it somewhere else
I don't need your pity I'll feel sorry for myself
Oh to think the finished painting had so many lines to see

Now I'm stuck and it's my fault, reach out and I'll cut your arms in half
It was so simple, so easy to speak on my behalf
Now you're gone and it's all up to me to clean up your mess
And I'm back to thinking that I need someone to care for me
Why'd it have to be so easy?

tackle

1978  
Home Recording On My Reel To Reel 
I Was 28  When I Wrote The Lyrics
On A Plane From LA To NYC
Trying To Impress A Very Smart & Attractive Person
This Turned Out to Be An Excellent 'Live' Song
The 'New Wave' Thing Was Going On In LA
And I Would Play This 'Live' Literally
As Fast As I Could
A 'Live' Solo Guitar Version 
Is Posted Here
https://soundcloud.com/dragbunt/soviet-soviet-79-m
And Hey - If You Like The Song, Please "Like" The Song!

SOVIET SOVIET

Airliner Carry Me To Soviet, Soviet
Explain Me As Some Crazy Russian Singer Singing
Nyet Nyet Nyet, Soviet, Soviet
All I Wanna Do Is Get Inside

Wait In Line For The Soviet Soviet
People Never Wanted To 
People Never Wanted To Learn

Sunshine So Communist Communist
People Never Bother To 
People Never Bother To Learn

Selling Out To The Soviet, Soviet
Yes I Wanna Be That Russian Rock & Roller Singing
Nyet Nyet Nyet, Soviet, Soviet
All I Wanna Do Is Be Inside

Serfs Up In The Soviet, Soviet
People Never Bother To 
People Never Bother To Learn

Nureyev So Daddy-O Daddy-O
People Never Needed To
People Never Needed To Learn

So Airliner Carry Me To Soviet Soviet
Exchange Me For Fome Russian Rocker Fella Singing
Nyet Nyet Nyet, Soviet, Soviet
All I Wanna Do Is Get Inside...

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room for one

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