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Sleepy Head [Prod. Nor Ledges]

art - @riley-rand
prod. - syndrome

lyrics:

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Wrapped up in my mind
Got me drifting space and time
I just wish that you were mine
Life with you would be divine

And I know the darks alive
Tangled up, the snakes are lying
And I wish I could just die
Cannot take these aches inside

So long, so long, take me home, no
So long, so long, I’m gone, yeah

Know I’m coming straight to the top
Know I’m stepping straight out the flock
Everybody pretend I’ll stop
Time goes by, and they still all talk

But I wish that I could have known
Would have never ever condoned
Light come down, upon you it shone
Stick around, between we are sown

Furthermore, set to implore
Stepping out with no discourse
I adore, so say no more
World is lost, its in miscourse

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

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so long (prod. syndrome)

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

None of this matters, yeah
It’s all a bunch of bullshit
Climbing the ladders
Click the hammer back and pull it

Feelings are splattered
Find it hard for me to commit
Making me sadder
All the parts I have to omit

Hard to leave behind memories that aren’t created
Miss you in the morning, every evening that we dated
Crying on the inside, bodied never say it
Dying and it feels right, till i slowly cave in

Don’t know who I am no more
Shove my feelings in a drawer
Saddened by the world for sure
Happiness slipped out my pore

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Bleeding tears and seeing stars
Can see you all way from mars
In my palm the world was ours
But now were broken in scars

Withered down fading away
Nothing left i haves okay
Fucked it all up anyway
Might as well be in a grave

Falling apart, calling this art
Don’t know where to start,
Persecuting heart

Lost my high,
So say goodbye
Darkness creeps all down inside

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

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forlorn (prod. purpy)

If you make fun of suicide
Then surely I hope you will die
But see me in the street 
And don’t even try to look in my eye

Fuck you girl, gotta go
words hurt me, feel no remorse
Stuck in swirl, you feel no more
Please baby I’m comatosed

Find myself drifting away
But still give her the time of day
At first I took it just for pain
But now I’m lost, going insane

365 is in my mind
Torn apart, look inside
careful with what you might find
Around is something terrifying

Lacking all of my emotion
Eyes are deeper than the ocean
Somehow slipped up me a potion
Now my heart is rollercoasting

Don’t wanna start a commotion
Or end up with a demotion
All I’ve shown you is devotion
Now my heart is rollercoasting

Wake up and I’m undead
The ceiling running blood red
I do not want you misled
Flipped the book and misread

Please give me one last chance, 
gave you my all in advance
always victim circumstance
Lock me up, put in a trance

Living through this old catharsis
Baby girl hurt me so heartless
And I know I always start this
But I fear I got no purpose

You know that my heart is black
And that there is no turning back
In the stars like zodiac
Im driving in a cadillac

faded cannot comeback
Taking all the prozac
broke me down like carjack
I thought you were my lilac

Fade in the night, devils on my side
Baby, you’re right, heated, vitrified
Save me tonight, please be my guide
Heart is in flight, forgive me, know I’m trying

Wake up and I’m undead
The ceiling running blood red
I do not want you misled
Flipped the book and misread

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catharsis (prod. highself)

My heart’s been aching, slowly breaking
Be here waiting, lonely fading
Said forever, you said never
Wish we could just be together

Always lost, I’m led astray
And now I’m found in disarray
I’m burnin down through everyday
Yeah, I’m the one to disobey

Losin my thought
Yeah, it make me feel lost
when I come and hear the shots
I’m running with no exhaust

Yeah, I’m coming for the spot
And I’m colder than the frost
So I hope you not forgot
Yeah I hope you not forgot

wanna hurt me, understand
They seem to need the upper hand
I'll show you how I will expand
They shake their heads like its unplanned

Keep on going, get whats wanted
Bleed until the blood is clotted
By these dreams, I think I’m haunted
Tied me up, fastened, and knotted

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aching - ft. poppy tears (prod. syndrome)

art - @riley-rand
prod - @aloneathomemusic

Life at a stop sign,
Driving on a car ride
Speeding through my timeline
Try my best to take time

Houses falling down
Inside children frown
We’re treated like clowns
When our brains are sound

Originality, 
Mixed with misconceptuality,
In reality, 
Wanna be greatest I can be

Do not want your company,
When you ask for something off me
Fucking hurts why can't you see
This is my art, not insta feed

On the path to happiness
Don't understand my craftiness
Know that I'll be champion
And find a way to laugh again

Hope and pray I make some noise
I wanna come up with my boys
Money's cool and all the toys
But I will stand like fucking stand Troy

Don't talk that shit if it's not you
People can just see right through
Blicky, sticky, stuck like glue
Except I've got a fucking clue

Life at a stop sign,
Driving on a car ride
Speeding through my timeline
Try my best to take time

Houses falling down
Inside children frown
We’re treated like clowns
When our brains are sound

anatolia (prod. aloneathome)

prod - @sorrow_bringer

Stole my soul, I want it back
Screaming through this heart attack
Endless void, inside a crack
Thoughts inside my head unpack

Walls painted white, all I see is black
Loved you so much, and you’re never coming back
Always caught on every single piece I lack
Not a doc can find a way to stop the plaque

Love you, but it hurts me
Forget our anniversary
Shove and mold what could be
Remember how you cursed me

You think I'm deciding
Baby girl I'm trying
At times barely surviving
You think that I’m thriving?

Numbers going up,
It makes me scared
I think my life’s declared
Eyes on me the people stare

Stole my soul, I want it back
Screaming through this heart attack
Endless void, inside a crack
Thoughts inside my head unpack

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every piece i lack (prod. sorrow bringer)

❤ Follow my boy @oddyssi, I promise you won't be disappointed. ❤

Lyrics:
(plxntkid)
Everytime you came to my place,
we hung around, played in the underground
Everytime you left me on read,
made me wanna die, not gonna lie

Everytime I was facing myself,
realized I'm nothing but waste,
all these thoughts got me feelings some way,
I can't cope I can't find the right way.


For every moment that you look away,
I wanna run I wanna hide away
Even for a moment let me get away,
get away, get away

For every moment that you look away,
I wanna run I wanna hide away
Even for a moment let me get away,
get away, get away

I wanna run, I wanna hide away,
even for a moment let me get away, 
get away, get away

(oddyssi)
even for a moment let me hide away
i know its hard when you see me every single day
its in my head, every time i just try to escape
but its hard, cuz i got lots of shit inside my brain

let me just leave, i dont wanna be here, i dont wanna see your face
i dont wanna be reminded of the shit i did back in the days
its in a fire, when i realize im not up to date
so i might just pull out my plug and turn the other way

i dont wanna go out, i think i just wanna stay inside
its pretty often when i think ill commit suicide
but i think too much i might hit myself and head outside
i dont wanna be alone, but i dont wanna be by myself

yeah its what you'd hear from me on everyday
every occasion holding something that i don't wanna wait for
yeah its something stupid i would say
so i guess the only thing id do is hide away

(plxntkid)
For every moment that you look away,
I wanna run I wanna hide away
Even for a moment let me get away,
get away, get away

For every moment that you look away,
I wanna run I wanna hide away
Even for a moment let me get away,
get away, get away

I wanna run, I wanna hide away,
even for a moment let me get away, 
get away, get away

For every moment that you look away,
I wanna run I wanna hide away
Even for a moment let me get away,
get away, get away

𝓱𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 (plxntkid x oddyssi)

Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today
Baby girl don’t walk away
Working for tomorrow, today

I know that this will kill me
You don’t know how it feels see
Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today

There’s nothing in me really
Beneath the snow, I’m chilly
Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today

I seek intrinsic happiness
I’m on the path of baphomets
The holes in my heart, cavernous
The blood is leaking, afference

I’ll show you where the magic is
Tripping harder than acid hits
The mushroom kingdom laughing it’s
Always fighting, so ravenous

I’m sick to my stomach
Starting to show in public
Broken soul, I want none of it
Venom leaks into my gullet

Happy on the day I die
Darkened soul, I seek demise
Body low, but I’m up high
I’m flying through an open sky

I know that this will kill me
You don’t know how it feels see
Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today

There’s nothing in me really
Beneath the snow, I’m chilly
Baby girl don’t walk away
Wishing for tomorrow, today

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don't walk away (prod. fiftysix)

if you didn't know, this song is about a confusion in a relationship. first verse is the girls perspective, the second verse is the guys.


check out @itsyungvan props to him for his verse.
prod @8rokeboy

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what do you feel (feat. Yung Van) [prod. 8rokeboy]

my new album will be releasing on halloween!

@sorrow_bringer

I don’t know
Where to find my soul
How can I be whole?

You’re not alone 
When you call my phone
Nowhere I will go

Blackness of night
Is all that I fight
Giving most a fright
I take on delight

There’s no way to heal
I’m colder than steel
My body can’t feel
I need something real

Guide through depths of dark
Remain in my heart
Light the only spark
From falling apart

We’re all bound in place
Holding our own space
Keep me on the chase
From what I cannot face

I don’t know
Where to find my soul
How can I be whole?

You’re not alone 
When you call my phone
Nowhere I will go

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remain in my heart (prod. sorrow bringer)

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𝕋𝕨𝕠:𝟚𝟚 (@twotwntytwo)
INSTAGRAM - https://www.instagram.com/joshuapickus
TWITTER - https://twitter.com/JoshuaPickus
SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pdO2N04Ggcu8tC3BqWUDc?si=E5yd2iG4QRymQZQ92xmfWw

𝕂𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕥𝕒 (@kingtheta)
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TWITTER - https://twitter.com/realkingtheta
SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/artist/6cb4xLWoRFchMjn5N3q56t?si=T6dJ25GbTfaBm15U3adZ9A

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INSTAGRAM - https://www.instagram.com/juliaaamin

𝕎𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪𝕎𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 (@worryworry)
INSTAGRAM - https://www.instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
TWITTER - https://twitter.com/yungworry
SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/artist/5fObbgUTn2cNrVTQwQfZYT?si=C9p5W3WpSnO9f6QRiDZsVQ

I Love The Way U Are (feat. King Theta)

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lyrics:

Its been 3 years since i last saw you
Now every time im driving through your town max out the volume
I’m screaming out “ill meet you there” this time alone
my hearts still a house here inside but you’re not home

you see ive come up with this idea that you’ll think of me
Now when you open up your windows to a cool gentle breeze
let that midwest summer night soundtrack speak
feel the soft moon beams, hear a familiar melody

“oh what’s that in the distance? how could i forget it?
the songs we had spent forever sharing and listenin
to how come we never ended up reminiscin?
maybe this hole in my life’s just you i been missin”

what if we ended up like touka and haise
will we meet again? because i dreamt you’d be beside me
Is the angel from my past here, gracing my world?
i’d just pray that i could hold myself together if it came true


tho i dont know if i could ever take it back
there’d be so much on the line today we were to meet again
i swear i know you’d be the same, tho different paths we had went down
or maybe ive been lying, lead myself into a letdown

but all my life 
you were the one thing i can say that i got right
only you had ever made my stars align
no never before had i let a single soul get inside

you were the first and the only to save me from lonely
you were shaking my bones and exposing my phony pretense
you stole my heart from chest
you stole the air from my lungs from the moment we met

you were my oxygen
and now its different without you i just stay outta my breath
no matter how i seem to try now i cant sing them all myself
At least you know our songs’ll play until the day that i check out

Oxygen (prod. Misery)

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prod. lilsp00k
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