come outside

Lifes supposed to have meaning right? with grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight dont look me in my eyes
Lifes supposed to have meaning right? With grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight look me in my tired eyes

Always known I'm better off alone I grew up inside my room, all my friends I met online
Now I'm falling out of love with life oh I'm supposed to give a fuck right? 
You aint seem my perspective and how I used to live, don't pretend you give a shit
I fill up my coffee cup looking out my window to my right like whats the difference it feels like a prison
(by) 9 my momma figured I was better medicated and it never did a thing but isolate my brain

Lifes supposed to have meaning right? with grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight dont look me in my eyes
Lifes supposed to have meaning right? With grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight look me in my fucking eyes

Close my eyes, hold my hand until I die
brain is fried I wont feel anything if I try
Do a u'ie hope I hit a rail and die
'cause if it was not my fault maybe that would be alright

You say you aint laughing I heard a subtle scoff
if I gave two shits then that would probably tick me off
I would write about it in a song full of thoughts and things I'm thinking of saying but know I'm better off
Tell me whats your purpose is it nothing fuck off I'm alone more often than not and I'm fine I know I'm better off
and I'm fine I know I'm better off, I'm fine...

Lifes supposed to have meaning right? (19hearts)

XXL Hadron Collider (Duckboy Cover)

broken ft. navyxower (dash)

prod. @trechorboy
supporting vocals @novagarden

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Lyrics:
sixteen rotations down the faucet
the ripe age of someone who has lost it
soft touch of skin is all i wanted
i keep it to myself
i keep your face up in my locket
in case the day you are forgotten 
remind me when im sick in hospice
please keep it to yourself

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 
(2x) 

when i die i’ll go to heaven cause i spent all my time in hell
dont tell me you are broken blowing smoke into my open cracked shell
how do i break this spell?

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 

whats the point of saving me when i am caving?
you tell me you’re Juliet
and ill crack open all secrets
this liquid decided for me to confide in you
but i cant see it
i cant see cuz..

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 
(2x)

Sarcoma

SPOTIFY

prod @trechorboy & @yuumu2k
guitar @sinxi
supporting vocals: @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’

im stuck so far away from all the action 
fuck my passion 
yuh
would down about anything for a chance at satisfaction
so fuck the fame
you can suck it dame
i blow Os from my contraption
you faggots lame
we are not the same
i get off from your reaction

and just like maroon 5 i wasted all my nights on payphones and screwdrivers
hoping i survive her
panic caught up to me
RIP yours truly 
i dont know anything when i unfasten 
yeah

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

what the fuck?
im paranoid and seething
call the doc
because i really cant tell if im breathing
oh my god
oh my god 
it creeps again
something you’ll never comprehend
i have to power though all of this torment 

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?

Delirium Tremens

stream numb ep on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3ZbhYnh8nReb8wyQMxFZ3W

numb4ever

Featuring @cloudhighcomeup
Mastered by @prodbybrody

Is it alright if I stay here tonight? 
Cause it's so late and I'm so tired 
And my parents think I'm out with my friends 
But I haven't talked to them in weeks 
I know it's time I leave but can I stay here? 

You remind me why I shouldn't feel down 
I don't have to leave you, I can stay around 
When we say goodbye it doesn't feel right 
I can leave in the morning, let me stay the night 

Is it alright if I stay here tonight? 
Cause it's so late and I'm so tired 
And my parents think I'm out with my friends 
But I haven't talked to them in weeks 
I know it's time I leave but can I stay here?

Stay the Night (ft. Cloudhighcomeup)

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

@prod5head

I hate that I know who you are
I can’t do this shit anymore
Insufferable maze of your toxic ways
I’m living for the better days

Never forget who you are, even in the dark
Suffer slowly through the scars, as you watch afar

Cry out my eyes till they’re sore
Doesn’t want me anymore
Never knowing what’s in store
Until it washes up on the shore

Regretting every moment set to pass, they all move away from me so fast
Forgetting every way we made it last, guess it slipped right through the cracks
They don’t want you ever to know, deepest darkest things they show
But it all blows up in smoke

I hate that I know who you are, tear me right apart
I can’t do this shit anymore, knew it from the start
Insufferable maze of your toxic ways
I’m living for the better days

Living for better days
They feel so far away
Living for better days

The nights of which we walk alone
Praying for our only home
Travel through the far unknown
Hoping light is shone

The shadows of where we’d be
Her mind screaming jealousy
But all I can be is me
Don’t care what they see

Find a way to make me feel
Wish that it was something real
Said my heart was made of steel
But the layers start to peel


Nothing left of my soul
Endless nights took a toll

I hate that I know who you are, tear me right apart
I can’t do this shit anymore, knew it from the start
Insufferable maze of your toxic ways
I’m living for the better days

Living for better days
They feel so far away
Living for better days
No matter what’ll change

Living for better days
They feel so far away
Living for better days

better days (prod. 5head)

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