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can't love you

art - riley rand
prod. - cashmoneyap

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lyrics:

U do not step to me bro, unless u want ur teeth kicked
No more of all of these hoes, she said she doesn’t feel it
Pretend like you don't know, guess it’s just not the real thing
Peeling layers off my soul, lost an got no meaning

Voices are screaming
what i have left is no meaning
But baby girl stops my breathing
with her i maintain the healing

Lack of consciousness, no seeing
Down on my knees an im bleeding
Nothing wrong with this, believin
I'll find a way, create reason

Climbing to the top, no one stepping on my block
An ya girl let it drop, hit it down like tomahawk
No, im never gonna stop, i be workin round the clock
Pop a couple sodie pops, cause im hotter than iraq

mind gets darker everyday
tend to look away, an let it wander astray
cant remember what life is like anyway
depths of night my dark heart, fades away

U do not step to me bro, unless u want ur teeth kicked
No more of all of these hoes, she said she doesn’t feel it
Pretend like you don't know, guess it’s just not the real thing
Peeling layers off my soul, lost an got no meaning

Cant keep this up forever
She said that you knew better
it wasnt some endeavor
im gone, know youll remember

an when my life goes dark
My love for you has spark
On my heart, left a mark
amused me, like a park

You keep me in agony
But baby know it has to be
make me feel like fantasy
Without you its a travesty

U do not step to me bro, unless u want ur teeth kicked
No more of all of these hoes, she said she doesn’t feel it
Pretend like you don't know, guess it’s just not the real thing
Peeling layers off my soul, lost an got no meaning

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black heart (prod. cashmoneyap)

If you make fun of suicide
Then surely I hope you will die
But see me in the street 
And don’t even try to look in my eye

Fuck you girl, gotta go
words hurt me, feel no remorse
Stuck in swirl, you feel no more
Please baby I’m comatosed

Find myself drifting away
But still give her the time of day
At first I took it just for pain
But now I’m lost, going insane

365 is in my mind
Torn apart, look inside
careful with what you might find
Around is something terrifying

Lacking all of my emotion
Eyes are deeper than the ocean
Somehow slipped up me a potion
Now my heart is rollercoasting

Don’t wanna start a commotion
Or end up with a demotion
All I’ve shown you is devotion
Now my heart is rollercoasting

Wake up and I’m undead
The ceiling running blood red
I do not want you misled
Flipped the book and misread

Please give me one last chance, 
gave you my all in advance
always victim circumstance
Lock me up, put in a trance

Living through this old catharsis
Baby girl hurt me so heartless
And I know I always start this
But I fear I got no purpose

You know that my heart is black
And that there is no turning back
In the stars like zodiac
Im driving in a cadillac

faded cannot comeback
Taking all the prozac
broke me down like carjack
I thought you were my lilac

Fade in the night, devils on my side
Baby, you’re right, heated, vitrified
Save me tonight, please be my guide
Heart is in flight, forgive me, know I’m trying

Wake up and I’m undead
The ceiling running blood red
I do not want you misled
Flipped the book and misread

follow highself

catharsis (prod. highself)

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

I will stay,
As colors fade away
Mind is gray,
As you turn from me

I can’t say
What I’ll hope away
There’s no way
When oceans drain the rain

Lifeless scare
I’m floating way out there
I cannot give a care
I’m doting on her stare

I reap in mindless misery
In everything they give to me

Erase my history
I was never meant to be
Happiness a step from me
No escaping entropy

At the end of the night
You’re my only fright

I will stay,
As colors fade away
Mind is gray,
As you turn from me

I can’t say
What I’ll hope away
There’s no way
When oceans drain the rain

No point to see
What my life can be
Without the only key
I’ve broken myself free

No point to see
What my life can be
Eternity’s
Enough for me

I will stay,
As colors fade away
Mind is gray,
As you turn from me

I can’t say
What I’ll hope away
There’s no way
When oceans drain the rain

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never meant to be (prod. young taylor)

KEEPMYSECRETS - CRYING(INTHERAIN)

Nobody's Happy.

dying in designer - Lately

Official Music Video

SpaceMan Zack - Scumbag (Dir. By T.Aubrey)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BO7wZluWw0

guess it's one of those days
where it's hard to keep the madness off my mind
working to be happy
but I feel like it's just a waste of time
can't kick this ball and chain
it makes me bring my pain wherever I go
I just wanna find my way home

and if the old me saw the new me
he'd be like oh shit how'd you do this
how'd you do this
get through all that bullshit
went through it, went through it

feels like i'm headed towards my own destruction
but i'm just like fuck it
pain is better than nothing
feels like i'm headed towards my own destruction
but i'm just like fuck it
pain is better than nothing

guess it's one of those days
where it's hard to keep the madness off my mind
working to be happy
but I feel like it's just a waste of time
can't kick this ball and chain
it makes me bring my pain wherever I go
I just wanna find my way home

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Ball and Chain (music video in desc. below)

Gone by Lil Yung Pharaoh
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lyrics:
Yeah, yeah
We doin' drugs in the party
Shit, somebody come stop me
I might OD on coca
I can smell the aroma
We got that snow, Nova Scotia
I sip until I'm slumped over
Shit, we off Percocet pills
My bro just touched me on shoulder
He said he wish life was over
Then I said, "Bro, why you trippin'?"
I wish I said something different
'Cause if I said something different
Then maybe he'd still be livin'
I swear sometimes when I'm drivin'
I wanna fucking crash the whip
I don't like being in public
So I just do the dash and dip
I always wish I told him this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I 
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Yeah, yeah

I was gone off some molly
If I OD it's on purpose
I'm just tryna stop the hurting
But shit man these drugs ain't working
I just touched bro on shoulder
Told him I wish life was over
Same bro that I grew up with
Them birthday parties, sleepovers
He just brushed me, said I'm trippin'
I don't think he was sober
He must have thought that I was joking
He was gone off the coca
I'm so gone off the molly
Tell my family, "I'm sorry"
I tried to reach out they brushed me
Now this blade finna cut me
20 years up on this earth, then I just turn into a ghost
They said I could have been so much
But that's how the story goes
(So I just do the dash and dip)
I always wish he told me this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I (Dee B got that heat)
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah

black heart (prod. cashmoneyap)

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