Underneath

Underneath (feat. kami oshie) [Prod. IOF]

Lyrics:
i love a girl so much i hope she loves herself
i know she never got a chance cause she was left up on a shelf
but now i hope that i can give her everything that she deserves
ill do my best through all my flaws and all my lost unspoken words

im home now

and now im hoping and praying, i know you can save me, i know i can save you too
just follow me baby, i fall for you daily, i know we can make it through

i love her laugh and all the funny things she says
ill always lay down on the floor while all her words run through my head
i wanna give her all the comfort, wanna give her all the piece
i wanna give her everything that she could ever really need

im home now

and now im hoping and praying, i know you can save me, i know i can save you too
just follow me baby, i fall for you daily, i know we can make it through
forget all the rest, and i know im a mess but im giving my best to you
run away with me baby, we'll make it i swear, as long as im right next to you

I Love Her

iloveher

right person, wrong time.

i wish you the best even though i wanna die
i dont wanna live in this life if im a lie
im hitting random guys up online
just to maybe spite you and have what you have
but its not working
why is it not working?
they said "tryins' perfect"
but tryins' only hurtin
me more
im so bored
of trying so long for nothing

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

ive never been more ready, or maybe im not
cause ive learned life ignores you when youre blocked
just like your love did
and i know that it hurts, baby, you dont have to 
explain to me how bad it sucks
staying up, waiting, draining, fuck
and maybe this is compensation
but online is all that i have 
and ever will.. yeah ever will.

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

i tried to feel love for so long
everything i tried is soloft
im so gone

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully
all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

all i will ever have is me.
and all you will ever have is him.
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully..

so long for nothing. (heydium)

vvv

movin at light speed ive been glowing honestly
think i couldnt be doing better pain is hard to see
taking red n blue up inside my odyssey 
dont hit me up im out of reach
im in my own world
im in my own zone
conspired this all inside my dome
now its all right here and i finally found my home
its you 
its me 
im starting to believe and talk to my inner child  and not ignore her
im so sorry i know that i treated u like shit for months
youre still my baby angel and i never meant to hurt u, love
it wasnt my intentions it was the man with the red hair
if im bein honest w u i dont think he ever cared
id tell you it was a facade but u prolly do not know that word
i know how he hurt you and i hate em bout much as you loved him
but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.
I been 
Blowin toxins
in my  room
i been doin fine
w out u 
yeah i loved him but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.

inner_child (jabarionthebeat x jelly x dreamboyy)

Idylle

Lungs collapsing, you stole my breath
Ripped up my heart, I fear what’s next
I watch the blood run down my arm
I love the way you make it scar
For love of life we mean no harm
Shine so bright, my guiding star

My body is sinking into the water
Deeper than ever, yet no one bothers
Drowning myself, I pray for the slaughter
Hate in my heart, my love sent in martyr

It makes me wanna die
When you talk to other guys
Feel the knife sticking inside
Kill me now, I can’t survive

No I don’t think I’ll survive
Without my light at night
Now my chest pulling so tight
Need you here to say goodnight

Lungs collapsing, you stole my breath
Ripped up my heart, I fear what’s next
I watch the blood run down my arm
I love the way you make it scar
For love of life we mean no harm
Shine so bright, my guiding star

follow martensite

collapsing (prod. martensite)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6yfZtqAhPHfp0GhCiaCs0N?si=JXYVOk50Q9OlaBk0h1OKpw

ups to @user-385932876 for participating in the creation of the beat
LYRICS:
(intro)
HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type


VERSE


(i dont need you to crush on me
i want the love you got from me)


you keep sayin you're over it
but do you need my company
ill let go, just ask for it
but i wont leave before you admit

you lift me up before i fall
easily stuck within these walls
I cant really tell you if im good enough
but baby grab my hand and we could try our luck

HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type

BRIDGE

Sometimes my mind's not right
my thoughts they are going wild

I isolate myself from you
but i want you to know, thats whyyyy


HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type

(outro)

ups to @user-385932876 for participating in the creation of the beat. <3

i'm alright (SPOTIFY IN DESC)

overthinking

swingsets

spotify

it hurts (w/ lokel)

@sinxi
I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

You say you did this by yourself, oh no you didn’t
I got more problems in my head I will admit it
Everyone says that they loved me, no they didn’t
Back when I was nobody they didn’t want my digits
Oh no you didn't
Oh no you didn't 
Oh no you didn't 
Oh no you didn't 
You've been working hard
I've been working on my scars

I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

You bring me too much pain
I don't even wanna see your face
Every time I'm in a different place
I'm afraid of everything you say
No way, I've been feeling great
You've got me in my mind but I'll push away pain
Hey, you've been out my way
You pop up in my mind so we fall back into place
When we fall back into place you let me down
I never wanna see your face around
That’s why you never see me out my house
You’re the reason that I’m trapped I can’t get out
You've been working hard
I've been working on my scars

I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low
I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

Past the Stars

Oh No You Didn't (Prod. Sinxi)

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