J'me soigne enfin

AD-LIB and Fade Away” is a cinematic, modern rap piece told through the lens of a life lived like a film reel.  The track blends poetry, confession, and storytelling. Ambient production meets emotional rap as the lyrics slip between scenes, scripts, and memories — exploring identity, regret, and the roles we play before the credits roll.
A moody, reflective journey for late-night listeners and lovers of atmospheric hip-hop.

AD-LIB and Fade Away

https://soundcloud.com/sadfacenobody

LYRICS:

Would you choke me still I stop breathing
I find relief in the feeling of leaving
slip away like it never had meaning
gone Tokyo Im flying out to Sweden

I tried to let it go and ended up bleeding
and if I overdose its on the fucking feeling
a dark shadow that'll never fucking leave him
tied up with the pain Im breeding

with the pain Im breeding x 2

nail colour same colour as my passport
hate my life and I really wana fast forward
got a flight to her room like Im all yours
help me through it help me fight away withdrawals

Would you choke me still I stop breathing
I find relief in the feeling of leaving
slip away like it never had meaning
gone Tokyo Im flying out to Sweden

I tried to let it go and ended up bleeding
and if I overdose its on the fucking feeling
a dark shadow that'll never fucking leave him
tied up with the pain Im breeding

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till I stop breathing (prod. sadface)

lyrics: 
never knew where i was going
Cause i had no way of knowing
wish she would console me
Forever broken, hold me

(x4)


(verse)
Ice chunks stuck in my core
Theres nothin im meant for
Life goes round, take detour
Happier, i been more

But she still keepin score
Wish she knew she meant more
Ive never been so sore
When im gone, youll endure

she looks in my eyes, nothing else matters
I forget the pain, my heart no longer shatters

be here forever, no matter the weather
Pick up the pieces, put em back together

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broken - ft. john cardiff (prod. cashmoneyap)

make my dreams come to life [prod. misery]

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

None of this matters, yeah
It’s all a bunch of bullshit
Climbing the ladders
Click the hammer back and pull it

Feelings are splattered
Find it hard for me to commit
Making me sadder
All the parts I have to omit

Hard to leave behind memories that aren’t created
Miss you in the morning, every evening that we dated
Crying on the inside, bodied never say it
Dying and it feels right, till i slowly cave in

Don’t know who I am no more
Shove my feelings in a drawer
Saddened by the world for sure
Happiness slipped out my pore

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Bleeding tears and seeing stars
Can see you all way from mars
In my palm the world was ours
But now were broken in scars

Withered down fading away
Nothing left i haves okay
Fucked it all up anyway
Might as well be in a grave

Falling apart, calling this art
Don’t know where to start,
Persecuting heart

Lost my high,
So say goodbye
Darkness creeps all down inside

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

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forlorn (prod. purpy)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7YL4KvKGxQ

Prod. by Misery 

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Engineered by Howard

I love you all, we can beat this sadness. </3

Lyrics:

They left me at the spot
just to die and rot 
my loss
sprouted lots of life
like seeds in a pot
sleeping on my earthly cot
my death brought though
and built stepping stones 
of rock
and my worn bones
hard outside
and inside so soft
representing my soul
oh so lost
tears help me feel whole
tear drops I'm done
fear stops the fun
near top I'm the one
smoking mirrors 
like the barrel of their gun
hold this weed in my lungs

things can change
things can change
neon dion is the name

Lost Soul (Prod. Misery)(MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

and all you left me are these shoes that shouldn't fit anyone...

official video

petrichor (ft. thebreathingbackwards)

Better Days (Ft. ISTILLHURT)

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forlorn (prod. purpy)

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