Highly Dedicated.mp3

Goodbye to Us

https://soundcloud.com/sadfacenobody

LYRICS:

Would you choke me still I stop breathing
I find relief in the feeling of leaving
slip away like it never had meaning
gone Tokyo Im flying out to Sweden

I tried to let it go and ended up bleeding
and if I overdose its on the fucking feeling
a dark shadow that'll never fucking leave him
tied up with the pain Im breeding

with the pain Im breeding x 2

nail colour same colour as my passport
hate my life and I really wana fast forward
got a flight to her room like Im all yours
help me through it help me fight away withdrawals

Would you choke me still I stop breathing
I find relief in the feeling of leaving
slip away like it never had meaning
gone Tokyo Im flying out to Sweden

I tried to let it go and ended up bleeding
and if I overdose its on the fucking feeling
a dark shadow that'll never fucking leave him
tied up with the pain Im breeding

✧ ✦ ✧ ✦

till I stop breathing (prod. sadface)

lyrics: 
never knew where i was going
Cause i had no way of knowing
wish she would console me
Forever broken, hold me

(x4)


(verse)
Ice chunks stuck in my core
Theres nothin im meant for
Life goes round, take detour
Happier, i been more

But she still keepin score
Wish she knew she meant more
Ive never been so sore
When im gone, youll endure

she looks in my eyes, nothing else matters
I forget the pain, my heart no longer shatters

be here forever, no matter the weather
Pick up the pieces, put em back together

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broken - ft. john cardiff (prod. cashmoneyap)

make my dreams come to life [prod. misery]

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

None of this matters, yeah
It’s all a bunch of bullshit
Climbing the ladders
Click the hammer back and pull it

Feelings are splattered
Find it hard for me to commit
Making me sadder
All the parts I have to omit

Hard to leave behind memories that aren’t created
Miss you in the morning, every evening that we dated
Crying on the inside, bodied never say it
Dying and it feels right, till i slowly cave in

Don’t know who I am no more
Shove my feelings in a drawer
Saddened by the world for sure
Happiness slipped out my pore

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Bleeding tears and seeing stars
Can see you all way from mars
In my palm the world was ours
But now were broken in scars

Withered down fading away
Nothing left i haves okay
Fucked it all up anyway
Might as well be in a grave

Falling apart, calling this art
Don’t know where to start,
Persecuting heart

Lost my high,
So say goodbye
Darkness creeps all down inside

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind
Records playing in my mind
Try my best to give it time
I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore
My insides are torn
I have fallen to the floor
No one knows me I’m forlorn

follow purpy

forlorn (prod. purpy)

If you make fun of suicide
Then surely I hope you will die
But see me in the street 
And don’t even try to look in my eye

Fuck you girl, gotta go
words hurt me, feel no remorse
Stuck in swirl, you feel no more
Please baby I’m comatosed

Find myself drifting away
But still give her the time of day
At first I took it just for pain
But now I’m lost, going insane

365 is in my mind
Torn apart, look inside
careful with what you might find
Around is something terrifying

Lacking all of my emotion
Eyes are deeper than the ocean
Somehow slipped up me a potion
Now my heart is rollercoasting

Don’t wanna start a commotion
Or end up with a demotion
All I’ve shown you is devotion
Now my heart is rollercoasting

Wake up and I’m undead
The ceiling running blood red
I do not want you misled
Flipped the book and misread

Please give me one last chance, 
gave you my all in advance
always victim circumstance
Lock me up, put in a trance

Living through this old catharsis
Baby girl hurt me so heartless
And I know I always start this
But I fear I got no purpose

You know that my heart is black
And that there is no turning back
In the stars like zodiac
Im driving in a cadillac

faded cannot comeback
Taking all the prozac
broke me down like carjack
I thought you were my lilac

Fade in the night, devils on my side
Baby, you’re right, heated, vitrified
Save me tonight, please be my guide
Heart is in flight, forgive me, know I’m trying

Wake up and I’m undead
The ceiling running blood red
I do not want you misled
Flipped the book and misread

follow highself

catharsis (prod. highself)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7YL4KvKGxQ

Prod. by Misery 

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Engineered by Howard

I love you all, we can beat this sadness. </3

Lyrics:

They left me at the spot
just to die and rot 
my loss
sprouted lots of life
like seeds in a pot
sleeping on my earthly cot
my death brought though
and built stepping stones 
of rock
and my worn bones
hard outside
and inside so soft
representing my soul
oh so lost
tears help me feel whole
tear drops I'm done
fear stops the fun
near top I'm the one
smoking mirrors 
like the barrel of their gun
hold this weed in my lungs

things can change
things can change
neon dion is the name

Lost Soul (Prod. Misery)(MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

blue like her eyes. <3

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biscuit--
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Sleeping Forest

blue like hers

blue like hers [prod. lil biscuit]

produced & mixed and mastered by me.

i get no support idc anymore,
tired of the two faced convos im having

lyrics-

i get it no one rlly fuckin likes me
tough shit you all can go blow me
i dont wanna talk unless you fuckin know me
every one else be actin so phony
grab some blunts from down the street
cop some tree for a fee
smoke it down till i cant breathe
idc if you dont like me

got my beanie on lookin emo as shit
all black fit lookin adequate 
theyre not my crew idc what theyre thinkin
they act brand new but its not convincin

like who the fuck are you when you talk to me
actin fake as shit what you want from me
okay i dont wanna hear it anyways
aye im never gonna trust anyone cuz fuck that pain
aye ima just have some fun

get out my way i dont like you
get out my face unless you wanna fight too
go ahead keep talkin shit
ima get my bag cuz i dont fuck wit it

i get it no one rlly fuckin likes me
tough shit you all can go blow me
i dont wanna talk unless you fuckin know me
every one else be actin so phony
grab some blunts from down the street
cop some tree for a fee
smoke it down till i cant breathe
idc if you dont like me

i don't care

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prod. lilsp00k
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forlorn (prod. purpy)

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