bro is still sad after almost 4 years respect the grind homie shits hard 🔥

Waves are crashing the tides up above
You told me that I had enough
Then you saw what I’d become

But can you hear me?
I’ve been drowning in the sea
Lived a thousand lives, a thousand times, until you found me

Everything is shot
Always falling from the top
I don’t know if I can stop
Will I make it out or not

And I can’t change anything
Something always feels missing
I don’t need no medicine
I just need you listening

Waves are crashing the tides up above
You told me that I had enough
Then you saw what I’d become

Feels like maybe my hearts giving up
I don’t think that I’ve got the luck
I don’t know if I can be loved
I don’t know if I can be loved

Take me somewhere
Anyplace, I don’t care
Never breathe a dull air
If I have you right here
Never losing your stare
When you’re going nowhere
I promise you, baby, that nothing compares

The silence is so deafening
My mind is always questioning
Where I have to be, losing all my sanity

Waves are crashing the tides up above
You told me that I had enough
But then you saw what I’d become

Feels like maybe my hearts giving up
I don’t think that I’ve got the luck
I don’t know if I can be loved
I don’t know if I can be loved

Lay out the bodies, we’re losing ourselves
Head like a zombie, I’ve grown overwhelmed

Shaken my spirit, but keep to your eyes
Look over your shoulder, I’m right by your side

Waves are crashing the tides up above
You told me that I had enough
But then you saw what I’d become

Feels like maybe my hearts giving up
I don’t think that I’ve got the luck
I don’t know if I can be loved
I don’t know if I can be loved

youtube

loved (prod. mantra)

prod. by skellington
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
If you took a tour of my mind, I swear you'd throw up
I’m fucked up in a million ways and I never shut up
And when I try to fall asleep, I be feeling so stupid
I lie up my bed and my dreams are never lucid
like everything else in my life, it’s out of my control
And I was lying when I said that I was sitting here alone
I was flirting with the loser that I kept inside my basement
It shares my fucking name and it loves the high I’m chasing

I don't really feel like doing these downers anymore
But if I take a drink, I’m always one to overpour
My head is only straight when it been bouncing off the ceiling
It might like look like I feel great but just know I hate this feeling
I’m 20 shots deep screaming take me now
Will you take me far away from this maddening crowd?
Everybody acts the same I should know my place
See it branded on my face but still you hear me say

I’m a letdown
I’m a fuck up
I’m a crazy one
Imma die young
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna speak
And I don’t wanna see you cry when I take my fucking life

Chilling on a Sunday and I can't seem to relax
I’m walking through pews and I think I’m about to relapse
On this depression
All this aggression
You said you wanted truth well this is my confession


Work my fucking ass off I don't even feel like trying anymore
I don't even need a mattress I’ve been crying on the floor
I put on my favorite actress when I’m walking out the door
When I walk out the door

You say I should get out I should really see the trees
I smile like a sellout but I really wanna leave 
I wish I could enjoy it I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

I lost the space I feel nauseous
I fall apart as they watch it
I’m not the one my mind's toxic
I wish that I could be flawless
You come around just be cautious
I told you once my mind's toxic
It folds on me without logic
I held it once and I lost it

my mind's toxic

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2shXwMVkuarIsLjigxyKtS?si=674a852900204a1c
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[Verse 1]
I hate it sitting alone when my thoughts attack
‘Cos I lost my shield a while ago 
I'm really sorry if I put it on your back
There's not way I could know

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus]
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

[Verse 2]
I know what you're thinking 
He just really hates to be alone
But I promise you
That you're the one I love

I will admit when I'm wrong
Not always easy to see
But I'll give it my all
And then I know we can be 

It's always better with you
I haven't felt that in weeks
My tunnel's lighting up too
And I can finally breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus] x2
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

Stay

@boyfifty

Help me, help me, bleeding on the floor
Can’t stop me, stop me, nothing like before
When I see, I see, light upon the door
Give me more, give me more

Help me, help me, get away from you
Can’t stop me, stop me, whatcha gonna do
So icy, icy, live without a screw
Nothing new, coming through

Nothing you can do if it was all mine
Weightless, but it’s falling at the same time
Funny how the heavy is a vague sign
Nothing is together, only waiting for the unwind

Life is always breaking, and I’m watching the wall
Crumbling to pieces, and it’s starting to fall
Never get a chance to stand up tall, so small

I’m flying through the air, and live without a care
And if I’m dying here, I’ll never disappear
So don’t you dare

Help me, help me, bleeding on the floor
Can’t stop me, stop me, nothing like before
When I see, I see, light upon the door
Give me more, give me more

Help me, help me, get away from you
Can’t stop me, stop me, whatcha gonna do
So icy, icy, live without a screw
Nothing new, coming through

And they’re always looking where I see
Ain’t no one and nothing can stop me
Dropping off the top, so icy, pricy, feisty, why is it spicy

I did it all right by my self
It belongs to me and nobody else
But I can’t stay here in this cell, it’s hell

The things that I have known, they follow me alone
And when I’m walking home, their presence always shown
But I’m on my own

Help me, help me, bleeding on the floor
Can’t stop me, stop me, nothing like before
When I see, I see, light upon the door
Give me more, give me more

Help me, help me, get away from you
Can’t stop me, stop me, whatcha gonna do
So icy, icy, live without a screw
Nothing new, coming through

help me (prod. boyfifty)

Novicane 
Summer rain 
Everything just feels the same
Like nobody knows my name 
Except for you 

All your friends 
Think I suck 
 Now you do too, that’s just my luck 
Got me feeling all washed up
I’m fading through 

I’m fading through 
I’m fading through 

Growing up is sharp pain
Turning into dull aches 
Every time the leaves change 
I seem to lose all heart 
Nothing lasts forever 
So I’m down for whatever 
Try to stick together 
When i feel it fall apart 
Don’t fall apart 

There’s no war 
In Ba-sing-sei 
Everything will be okay 
I’m afraid I can’t be saved 
Not from myself 

Summer days 
Held No pain 
All winter I’m locked away 
Wipe my tears and hide my face
Try to remember how it felt 

Cause I’m fading through 
I’m fading through 

Growing up is sharp pain
Turning into dull aches 
Every time the leaves change 
I seem to lose all heart 
Nothing lasts forever 
So I’m down for whatever 
Try to stick together 
When i feel it fall apart 
Don’t fall apart

Fall 21

Sharp Pain / Dull Ache

How long can we look over fantasy
Uncertainty is filled with tragedy
Reach out and speak to what I cannot see
We braid lines of fates currency

Feel it in my eyes, how this shits killing me
End of line, and I’m facing defeat
Built up inside, it cannot excrete
The walls are alive, and it’s scaring me

Won’t ever retreat
Won’t let it repeat
You wanted to see
Now you’re incomplete

I wanted to be fine
End of a decline
I dive

How long can we look over fantasy
Uncertainty is filled with tragedy
Reach out and speak to what I cannot see
We braid lines of fates currency

And I couldn’t ever hide
With such great divides
Frozen shards inside

Secret, keeping, stack up to the ceiling
Finding meaning that I can believe in
Can’t stop me from healing

How long can we look over fantasy
Uncertainty is filled with tragedy
Reach out and speak to what I cannot see
We braid lines of fates currency

fantasy (prod. sorrow bringer)

Home Away From Home w/ Screwyounick & American Dead Cross

lies

prod. by @nevrfall
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
And I still
Remember every freckle every speckle on your pretty little face
And I said I’d count them all with my fingers I would trace
And it's growing pretty fast yeah that tumor in my gut 
And this chemo's kicking ass I just wanna throw it up
And my hair is getting thin and my eyes are getting glassy
It’s hard to live my life when it's slipping right past me
Said you'd always love me even when it was the sad me
Asked if you could keep me but girl you always had me

At a loss for words
And you know more than anyone how much this hurts I
Try to lift this curse
But I feel myself grow weak as I write this verse I

Remember rainy days in March as your phone is blowing up
You ain't really give a fuck yeah you showed me all this love
When no one else did I
Can’t move it on cause I

Remember every freckle every speckle on your pretty little face
And I said I’d count them all with my fingers I would trace
And it's growing pretty fast yeah that tumor in my gut 
And this chemo's kicking ass I just wanna throw it up
And my hair is getting thin and my eyes are getting glassy
It’s hard to live my life when it's slipping right past me
Said you'd always love me even when it was the sad me
Asked if you could keep me but girl you always had me

Yeah you always had me
Now I’m stuck feeling sideways missing you so badly
No one understands me
I just miss you so badly

Spending time alone refitting hearts out of socket
Feel like it’s a waste I just wish that I could stop it
They say that home is where your heart is
Well mine is in your pocket

Remember every freckle every speckle on your pretty little face
And I said I’d count them all with my fingers I would trace
And it's growing pretty fast yeah that tumor in my gut 
And this chemo's kicking ass I just wanna throw it up
And my hair is getting thin and my eyes are getting glassy
It’s hard to live my life when it's slipping right past me
Said you'd always love me even when it was the sad me
Asked if you could keep me but girl you always had me

Can I Keep You?

Prod by @imgeist
Mix/Master @Farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
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Lyrics -
Ill figure it out sometime
I wonder if you're alright

I figure it out sometimes
I wonder if you're alright
You drop me like the sun and the moon
We shift waves pushing me and you apart

Oh god
Blame me from the very start
Uh huh
Wish we didn't fall apart
Ha

Times have been hard on you
But you shouldn't do whatcha you do
You been around since '93
You'll always be a part of me

You say that you're always right
But you know that's such a lie
Ashamed of your own mistakes
I know you'll take it to the grave

I know you'll take it to the grave
Ya I know you'll take it to the grave

I've been so trapped in this moment
Just falling for you
And I can't hold back these emotions
That I feel that's true

It's like a rainstorm tearing through my soul
Through my soul through my soul
It feels like I got no where else to go

So I'll sit here waiting
I'm waiting x2
For us to make it work ya
I'm waiting x4

I figure it out sometimes
I wonder if you're alright
You drop me like the sun and the moon
We shift waves pushing me and you apart

Ohhh
You blame me from the very start
Ohhh
I wish we didn't fall apart x3

The Sun & the Moon w/ Alainite (Prod. I'm Geist)

something I had in the vault to hold yall off to new ep December 20TH

help me (prod. boyfifty)

two:22

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