dead broke:
It's getting colder at night, she thinks that I wanna die,
I'm losing sleep and my sight, but no one's around for me.
This room was never empty, I think that's why it hurts me,
Don't know how much they love me, I'm fading into nothing.

idkconundrum:
I can't breathe, it's skin deep, needle wit the ink, 
like the way it poked in, like we did when we were young-
and dumb.

dead broke:
you're just a fly on the wall, is it that hard to make calls,
I fall asleep all the time, and take a tab just to fall.
you want me dead not alive, secrets you hide deep inside.
I know about your love life, I drown my pain every night-
in alcohol, and aderall.

idkconundrum:
Girl I thought this shit was perfect, why the hell do I deserve this?
running around like you earned it, girl you know you didn't do shit.
But she talk to me nice and I love it, shawty pull on my strings like a puppet,
and we doing all this shit in public, but shell never be mine so fuck it,

dead broke:
and we doing all this shit in public, I make a bag and I spend like a hundred,
everything that I wanted, I got it. Give me a reason to love you, I want it.
She see me in HD, I got police running after me. She thinks it's attractive, and I hate it, cos she sees through me,

It's getting colder at night, she thinks that I wanna die,
I'm losing sleep and my sight, but no one's around for me.
This room was never empty, I think that's why it hurts me,
Don't know how much they love me, I'm fading into nothing.

idkconundrum:
I can't breathe, it's skin deep, needle wit the ink, 
like the way it poked in, like we did when we were young-
and dumb.

dead broke:
you're just a fly on the wall, is it that hard to make calls?

Fly on the wall (ft. idkconundrum)

yea I’m stressed out
fuck I’m stressed out
got this feeling in my chest 
Imma pass out 
popped a xan and I’m staying locked up in the house
Got no texts, hit my line, please just hear me out 

Flowers for you: 
Yeah I’m stressed out
Try to leave you in the past and I’m still sad now
You said to never hit your line
Now what was that about
Guess there’s nothing left to do but get this cash now
Running up a check I hit the gas and tap out
You never wanted this
And you’re right that we’ve both had enough of it
So I stay inside and try to deal with it
Try to numb this pain so I can’t feel shit

And if I’m being honest 
I wish I never lost it
Waking up I’m screaming stop this
Your love was always toxic

Gxlke: 
just hear me out 
I’ll let it out 
I’ll tell you all the things that fuckin stress me out 
you stress me out 
off the addy and the xan 
Im droppin out 
I’m focused now 
so I write these lyrics 
get you feelin down 
I’m feelin like a motherfuckin let down 

you still haunt me like a ghost that always sticks around 
you don’t even wanna see me when I pass through town 
I could use another shot, just bring the knife back out 
cut me open let the bleeding fucking take me down 
im stressed out 
without you 
You’re always on my mind 

I bleed black 
I’m dark blue 
you’re still painted in the sky 
I know 
that you’re through 
wish that I could call you mine 
Sadboy aesthetic
I’m always faded every night

stress me out (Feat. Flowers For You) (prod. Afterlife X Irby)

produced by sofabed

completely non profit

lyrics

u and i need to find a way 
to exist separately 
but I cannot, I will not
I won't believe
u and i, u and i
weren't meant to be
no I will not, I will not 
I won't believe

(are u on or off?)

what are u waiting for?
is it last call?
I hope there's more to ur life than this
than there is to mine

(are u on or off?)

last call (sofabed)

s/o @kiddamo
u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

frost bite covers my soul
i dont wanna be alone
it gets cold
when ur not at home
but i get so much warmer when u are close
yea it breaks me to pieces n i cant believe it
i dont kno why u always say that im tweaking
i hope im not right cuz then youll end up leaving
dont wanna put u in the past baby girl im speeding
monsters are creeping
i hear the floor boards creeking
tears dry no more weeping

u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

i really wouldve died for u tho
damn
i never should of cried for u hoe
so tell me why
why i wasted all of my time
i want to light up
see my past burn aways in the fire
no relief when i respire
thats all that i desire
i hate these people think id rather be a loner
im smoking weed until the end cuz im a stoner
like im saul silver

n she said u should call me when ur sober
but thats not in my plans baby girl
my words just getting slower
ill still be here when ur older
rhinestone love shining like the solar
dont wanna be sad anymore
i stopped smoking
dont hit the dab cart anymore
i dont got no friends anymore
i just drink alone
i dont wanna be here anymore

long gone 2 w/kiddamo (kaydo)

stay with me w/vislyn (prod. TNVR)

lyrics

only looking this way when its sweet
i still only picture in smiles when u scream
just give me a little more time to think
‘coz these years they will go by in blinks

/

all of me she asks
“because it’s all of me”
half is whole in this realms u see
the future is the past held in dreams

/

prepare to lock all of the doors
that valued fortune’s not in store
could u tell me who that was before 
why am i peeling at the core

/

maybe through this missile i’ll find the answer to what u meant
held me in the present when the future wanted me dead
i’m flying
u too could be gliding

/

tamed me like a beast
put me on all fours 
im painting all these scenes 
and you’re guiding this course 
is this what is meant for me 
i’m missing me centre piece

/

im crumbling up these pages 
threw in the fire like its war
inside just like a mage inside my head its a decor 
i never was taught love before
i know that i’m not one for different stages

/

she told me about the world that we’d create, tranquility
the beauty was created and the price wasn’t free
ooo i grasp my sa-sanity
ooo these tapes just reaffirm that i’m free

/

talk to me 
let me preach
your actions speak your soul
just let me go

/

curled up in the bathroom from wounds i recall
applying pressure deep but it seeps through the holes
i foresee the future it seems
heart shaped crumbled up cookie getting strangled in my dreams

/

dreams are for the weak i’m building up stamina with this hope
it’s been like this from start to now i cant even comprehend cope
dumping all these hard covers with a mind infilled with quotes
‘coz i know the direction the wind is taking me is filled with snow

/

i think i’ll love you through this, no matter where the wind blows
i crumbled up these pages and my mind can not let go
oh these notes are for the ages and the stories will be told
you’ll be reading this at 68 just sitting on your throne

/

holding back the tears like it is acid to your bones
you put it all out for the world to see and now your all alone
you dreamt of that palace and now your left with stone
i hope that you’ll mange to live with this set and stone

brittle notes scattered along the hallways

brittle notes scattered along the hallways (empty roads)

Hands Tied

Hands Tied (feat. Prznt)

skyyuno - worth sum (skyyuno) [8bit exclusive + cl0udyradio + lost file radio]

That's a No Go

downtown girls

Tonight’s the night, I swear I’m gonna do it
Nothings right, and all I’m doing is losing
Tables turn, always knew we’d crash and burn
But it’s well deserved, we could never learn

Breaking the promises you couldn’t keep
Wasting my time, and I never can sleep
Won’t hear you talking not even a peep
Won’t hear you crying not even a weep

Escaping to places that you couldn’t reach
I was the Mario you were my peach
Chasing through evil, the things that I mean
There’s not a level that I couldn’t beat

I wanna be every little thing, that you need, and you see

Tonight’s the night, I swear I’m gonna do it
Nothings right, and I can’t keep going through it
Tables turn, always knew we’d crash and burn
But it’s well deserved, we could never learn

Depth of the moments which carry our weight
Never escaping the loop of their fate
Wait until everything is over, it’s freezing to colder for breeding the walls of the hate

Reaching a point where there’s no turning back
Happiness faded I’ll never retract
Noise in my head has been driving me mad
Will you remember the times that we had

Just see, I’m trying, surviving, I’m trying

Tonight’s the night, I swear I’m gonna do it
Nothings right, I can’t keep going through it
Tables turn, always knew we’d crash and burn
But it’s well deserved, we could never learn

noise (prod. mantra)

two:22