Mashups & Covers

Sad boi hours

sad boi

hold me

破碎 = Broken
Beat & Vocals By ℒund

Thank you all so fucking much for 10k followers!
No matter if i have a great day or a fucking horrible day
I have one constantly amazing thing to gain happiness from and its all thanks to you guys! I can't even put into words how much appreciation i have for my fans, thank you all so much for supporting me and making my dreams come true.

Lyrics

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going 
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

can you break my bones
will you tear my skin
can you taste my lust
can you feel my sin
see im a waste of life
i should just kill myself
yeah i could slit my wrist
but it really wouldn’t help

wouldn’t fix my issues
or change your mind
cause i broke your heart
and you buried mine
now I’m six feet deep 
and i can’t breath 
i got dirt in my eyes 
and blood on my sleeves

but ill dig my way up 
through these roots and leaves 
so i can get some air 
so i can finally breath
now i on my knees 
oh baby begging please
will you
will you

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

goodbye (background singing)
don’t you miss me when I’m gone
cause your the fucking reason that I’m not around
bitch your the fucking reason that I'm 

破碎 (Broken)

Gasoline House (Mashup)

Đã Quên Rồi 

Đã Quên Rồi - Yến Lê | Cover by the SHEEP

CHUYỆN TÌNH HÔM QUA 

Written by Nguyễn Công Thành

Chuyện Tình Hôm Qua - Hà Nhi | Cover by Hoàng Thống

[Vietsub] Mashup Bỗng Nhiên Rất Nhớ Em + Diễn Viên + Anh Không Muốn Để Em Một Mình - EXCUSE ME

w/o reaction clean version
cover cr. @ kim_ddangkong_

프로듀스 101 시즌2

PRODUCE 101 S2 Shape Of You - Center Of You ㅣEd Sheeran

shoutout to homegirl yools for the tag as always! happy bday <3 

with an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart    

because you~
got everything i need u know its true~   
maybe i can show u somethin new~
its funny bc u havent got a clue 
that lately i been feelin u 
when the sun is down youll rest your head upon my chest
i always see u as a treasure girl u got me obsessed
u take away the demons every time i feel depressed
and ik that i aint perfect but im tryin my best 
to be the one for you~
and everything u need u know its true~ 
and maybe u can show me somethin new~
its funny bc i havent got a clue~
that lately i been feelin u  

with an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart        

w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin always stuck inside my head 
im always scared of growin close but i still talk to u instead  
of never looking forward to whatever lies ahead 
w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin im just stuck inside my head
like im trapped within a maze, help me find a way
bc i been feelin lost for days i wanna fade away

into an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart    

w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin always stuck inside my head 
im always scared of growin close but i still talk to u instead  
of never looking forward to whatever lies ahead 
w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin im just stuck inside my head
like im trapped within a maze, help me find a way
bc i been feelin lost for days i wanna fade away..

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8/25/2017

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ocean of stars

I get bored of music sometimes because everybody else sucks!

A GHETTO CHRISTMAS CAROL Prod. RONNY J

prod. by: scoff x https://soundcloud.com/bendreary
vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/bendreary

[LYRICS]
everybody wanna see me down but i glowed
buffin up my gains yeh im going broly mode
try to join my team yeh you better kno the damn code
straps in my lungs im about to unload
(x2)

i got vans on my feet
i dont do xans rip lil peep
hope hes in heaven singing like
la la la la la la la la la la
kick it cabana
goto a sauna 
with senorita
drink magarita
now u so tipsy baby dont fall now
i kno im crappy hope we dont fall out



everybody wanna see me down but i glowed
buffin up my gains yeh im going broly mode
try to join my team yeh you better kno the damn code
straps in my lungs im about to unload
(x2)

i just wanna go and get everything that i need
hella snacks and rillo packs im living like a stampede
check my fit is 19 hundreds everything is antique
sweating tryna ball u kno im working like an athlete
race im tryna zoom like a f1 in the grand prix
sad that is my sickness but the money is the vaccine
keep on flowing out like a goddamn nosebleed
they all hate me now they dont wanna see me succeed

sin twitching ima demon all locked up 
sick twisted killing time in my locker
jail cell no cell no phone call
all dead with no sense of a authority
everyday waking up like a chore to me
great day no way everday sucks
killing time goto sleep with the rosebuds 
in my dreams i aint alive and i like it

im sad go away (so tired of that)
im sick another day (let it out and rap)
i wanna die and lay (then go die u brat)
my life is so gray (ur boring and flat)
(x2)

follow bendreary

bendreary - glow (prod. scoff x bendreary)

this fr my fav song ive made so far bruh hope yall fw it <3
shoutouts @polearm (up next) for masterin it 
shoutouts @halberd-3000 i forgot what he did fr
---
always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore
idk what i love anymore

always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore

cuz all of the things that i used to do 
feels like a chore i forgot about 
and all of the things that i used to do 
don't feel the same when it's not with you

but im keepin it moving
a song every week 
till i live in a movie
and no longer speak
about all of the demons 
that i cannot hide
that don't seem to be leaving
the back of my mind

any time soon, anytime soon 
any time soon, anytime soon 

so im keepin it moving
forget all the rest
focus on all 
of the things i do best
got nothing to prove
i put that to the test
i live in the moment
to kill all the stress
that i feel in my chest now 
i feel on my chest now
i feel on my chest now

now i'm always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore

cuz all of the things that i used to do 
feels like a chore i forgot about 
and all of the things that i used to do 
don't feel the same when it's not with you

oh well whatever happens happens 
(i'm only 18 i don't wanna die yet)

idk what i love

buy/listen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqpxDDm9Jvc

goodnight

overthinking.

cop if ya want

longer vers: https://share.amuse.io/album/demxntia-goodnight-pt-ii
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjgdRt6yUa4

ik we both shared a past 
of regrets n scars 
but we can leave it behind
n jus run away far 
we'll let the moon n the stars
show us where we are tonight~

ik we both like to laugh
jus like everyone else
ik it seems like the world
wants to take that away 
so grab a hold of my hand
n we can leave this pleace tonight~

tonight

longer version

tonight // pt. II OUT NOW <3

prod by @hatefulbeats 🖤

i know this beats been used 100 times but fuck it

lyrics:
i cant decide if im a heartless or a nobody
i cant feel anything ill always stay quiet
i lose my mind, idk whats true or not
ill never tell a lie but thats something you do a lot

i know its what you do, youll never say whats true
i always feel so gray, and i dont think theres anything that i can do
i wanna know what love is, i wanna feel true happiness
i wanna feel compassionate, but im filled with hate im sick of it
aint nobody wanna party with me
im always sitting on my damn pc
block out the world, ignoring my girl
listening to gtb

Spotify

Heartless / Nobody 🖤 [prod by hateful]

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

let's make the most of feeling low
artwork by @evanxflow
vocals mixed & recorded by tristen whitehead @chamberaudio

We All Got Heartache full project out October 1st

@yungscuffonline - Just Like That prod. @vision4k_ & @Eterna1l WE ALL GOT HEARTACHE OUT OCTOBER 1ST

shoutouts bluknight for letting me use this <3

i ain't myself lately
ik i'm sounding crazy
you probably wonder why 
i seem so far away baby

i hate myself lately 
and ik i'm sounding crazy
you probably figured out 
why i feel so far away baby

please don't ask about me
you know that i won't tell you the truth 
(can't tell you the truth, no)

please stop caring about me 
cuz you will only end up hurt 
(you'll end up hurt)

staying away
from love and the pain
and all of the scars that it comes with 

staying awake
as night turns to day
you'll leave just as fast as you came in

running away
from all that i feel  
i no longer know what is real

so i'm awaiting the day
it all goes away
i don't know how much i can take anymore

i ain't myself lately
ik i'm sounding crazy
you probably wonder why
iseem so far away baby

i hate myself lately 
and ik i'm sounding crazy
you probably figured out 
why i feel so far away baby

lately [prod. bluknight]

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@syndrome-beats

Life is a fuckery
People that you used to be
Best of buds with might turn out to be an enemy
Earn your stripes
Get em swiped this world don't have no referee
Treat their friends like doodle shit while you remain the centerpiece
It does have a moral code
You fuck up you really gotta let em know
Accept the negativity and let it show
They your brothers, if anyone would, they'd let it go

Getting out of bed my body got more heavy
Family balancing controllers tryna keep me steady
All this fucking power from the ones who love me
Despite the ups and down I never been more ready

Eating alphagetti 
In the morning ‘fore I leave
Got a 8 hour flight somewhere out east
And all that's on my mind is how I'll let you eat
For the past 20 years you allowed me to breathe

That goes to my mom dad brother and my g's
Stay gassin me up and that's what gave me all the steeze
I was was stuck in debt and I was still buying weed
Man would pull through with some harveys and a deegs 
When I poured it out and had no blood to bleed
Man would rise against the circumstance and help me from my knees

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
What vibe am I on
I'm just tryna accomplish something
I'm just tryna accomplish something
Before I die before I'm gone

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
Do not know what vibe I’m on
Music will stay when I’m gone

When I’m stepping on the block
See I’m gliding to the top
Call me Deku, I’mma drop
Anyone trying to talk

Breathing heavy in the wild
Lips sweet like black and mild
Nothing brighter than her smile
I’d run mile after mile

Deceive what I see like the shape of a column
Fear stems out from all of my problems
Shaking I’m feeling more and more solemn
I don’t think that I ever will solve em

youtube

solemn - ft. 9tails (prod. syndrome)

i been feelin faceless
like i been floating
around this realm 
for ages
do you even comprehend
the words i'm saying?
or do you see through 
every smile that i'm faking?

no-face, look away
if you come any closer
i'll hurt you, don't want to
see me in this position
any longer, be stronger
i swear this time i mean it
i can't help it, i felt this
feeling in the past

i can't get past it, it's lasting
forever but i never thought
i'd live, just to give
everything i had away
into the world that never was
not a soul that i can trust
ain't a thing to be discussed
i'm breaking hearts just because

i been feelin faceless
like i been floating
around this realm 
for ages
do you even comprehend
the words i'm saying?
or do you see through
every smile that i'm faking?

she said "baby what's the issue?
it's been a second i miss you"
i don't gotta clue
but i promise girl i don't hate you
can't even remember 
who i was back then
can't even explain 
all the words i've said

stay away from me 
i'm nothing like your memories
so stay away from me
i'm better off your enemy

i been feelin faceless
like i been floating
around this realm 
for ages
do you even comprehend
the words i'm saying?
or do you see through
every smile that i'm faking?

faceless

We Are Who We Are (prod. fish narc)

High Land (prod. fish narc)

@prodreaper

i fell asleep outside
to keep the pain inside
thats why i got so high
u see it in my eyes
i know that u love me
but i cant feel a thing
leave me to die
ill b alright

dont even try
im not worth ur time
dont wanna lie
but ill do what i have to
i still think about u
yeah, i know u hate me
lemme make it up
i know i could if u let me
but ill fuck it up even quicker than it came to
yeah its been a year, but i think that i still love u

baby, ur the one who said it
this shits gettin to my head
its causing me to lose focus
all i see is red
and ive been thinkin bout that led
and how much blood that i had bled
to keep a hopeless dream alive
baby, leave me here to die
yeah, i fell in love with a vice
bouta flat line in this ice
off of 2 grams, and yo bitch say im nice :^)

love comes with a fucking price tag, girl
cpt. sad, i can change ur fucking life, girl

i fell asleep outside
to keep the pain inside
thats why i got so high
u see it in my eyes
i know that u love me
but i cant feel a thing
leave me to die
ill b alright

Follow me <3

route 22 (prod. reaper)

@mewsyc
@producedbyaidan
@guccihighwaters

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain

and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,

yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide

numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind

yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded 
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u

yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy

boy toy (ft. guccihighwaters) [prod. mewsyc & aidan]

@demxntia
@fiftysix000

Why can’t you decide
My conscience holding pride
I cannot change my mind
Why should I even try

I’m crying and dying inside
Screaming, I can’t stay alive
A world where your happiness dies
I’m thrown out and pushed to the side

My skin wants to leave
I cannot breathe
Crawling with ease
No finding peace

the only time im ever fine
is when i hear ur voice at night
even if i am not by ur side
ill try my best to coincide
baby don't run away
we can find a way
go at a steady pace
ik at this rat
i will soon fall in love
i'm afraid but i 
hope that i'll be enough
that i'll be enough

Why can’t you decide
My conscience holding pride
I cannot change my mind
Why should I even try

should i even try - ft. demxntia (prod. fiftysix)

two:22