Sleep 2.0

dead or alive ft. pinkcig (prod by aspekt)

Hey y'all, I haven't uploaded in a while so I hope you enjoy this song!! I've got some bangers coming out this summer so be on the lookout!! Love y'all minivans <3

@twotwntytwo
@sorrow_bringer

Lyrics:

yung van/
To feel better, I tell myself that nothing even matters
Even when my life is a disaster
Even when my life is a disaster
a disaster

I’m alone inside my room
Sweep all of my problems under carpets like a broom
Tell myself I like being alone but that’s not true
I push everyone away cause it’s easy to do
I’m alone inside my room
I don’t want no friends because a friend can break you too
Tell myself I like being alone but that’s not true
I push everyone away cause it’s easy to do

two:22/
I’m the one to push you away because it’s easy to do
Got me wrapped up in cellophane, cause you know it’s nothing new
No one’s there for you, I fold my cards I’m through, rip me apart in two, from where we never flew
Look me in the eyes, feel it deeper in my soul
Love is our demise when it swallows you whole
But I’ll never let go, to the times that we hold
And the dust on my shoes leads me right back to home

yung van/
I’m alone inside my room
Sweep all of my problems under carpets like a broom
Tell myself I like being alone but that’s not true
I push everyone away cause it’s easy to do
I’m alone inside my room
I don’t want no friends because a friend can break you too
Tell myself I like being alone but that’s not true
I push everyone away cause it’s easy to do

Getting so tired of the highs and lows
Giving me vertigo
I know none of its personal 
But it always feels personal

I need a friend now
I pray that somebody is home
I’m Peter Pan now
Cause I’m afraid of growing old
I wanna stand out
But I can’t stand up on my own
I’m surrounded by your bones
That’s why I’m always alone
I need a friend now
I pray that somebody is home
I’m Peter Pan now
Cause I’m afraid of growing old
I wanna stand out
But I can’t stand up on my own
I’m surrounded by your bones
That’s why I’m always alone

i like being alone

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i like being alone w/ two:22 (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Clock work

make sure to follow the beatmakers for their amazing work 
much love
listen on youtube :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1s9xOmCMt4

►Tracklist :

[00:00] https://soundcloud.com/elifilosov  - oneofone_rwrk
[01:30] Swishers [https://soundcloud.com/swumbeats x https://soundcloud.com/bsdu]
[03:28] https://soundcloud.com/sweetbunmusic i held you so close i forgot the world
[05:52] https://soundcloud.com/emune - Gretchen
[07:52] https://soundcloud.com/jhfly - sheets
[10:00] https://soundcloud.com/arbour-eat-them - elusive
[11:30] https://soundcloud.com/tomppabeats - will you stay here with me
[12:40] https://soundcloud.com/tomppabeats - lonely but not when you hold me
[13:31] https://soundcloud.com/bassti_music - To All The Ladys In The Place
[15:37] wish you still felt this way [ https://soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers x https://soundcloud.com/90sflav ]
[18:04] https://soundcloud.com/quicklyquickly - getsomerest/sleepwell
[23:36] https://soundcloud.com/charlietoohuman - that "just got home from work" type of beat.
[25:37] https://soundcloud.com/jinsangbeats - affection
[27:32] https://soundcloud.com/jhfly - girl

get some rest - lofi hiphop mix pt.1

one of my favorite songs i've ever made. big shouts out to the homie guardin for getting on this with me!! check him out here:

soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

sample credits: https://soundcloud.com/yungcold

sad chill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWgkYnqG4u4
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfn_ugMCzmQ
静的 static - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1V_UlSTkw1k

california dreaming (feat. guardin)

prod. @notmorgn
@guccihighwaters is my dad

rainy days are our favorite days

guccihighwaters - im so sick of this (tbb remix)

Check out the version with Sam's awesome vocals!
https://soundcloud.com/samthepsychic/congratulations-prod-ekaj

<3

Congratulations [Lofi Instrumental Cover]

Congratulations [Lofi Instrumental]

THIS SONG IS NOT AVAILABLE FOR LEASE.
my car broke down a few weeks ago, so I've been stuck inside my apartment ever since, working from home. at least i get to make beats and spend quality time with my cats. hope you enjoy this one!
alternate art: https://imgur.com/a/P6FTGyE
listen on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/album/45zy0oqKZXCG5w8TOaWyGD

☆Spotify☆

writing prompt.

ride home

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

Follow  $orrow!  - https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

My Somewhat CD:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T207BuC5gP8&t=361s

Art By Esau Andrews

LYRICS:

Check my pils bottles now they hollow I ain’t no damn Role model 
Not the one to follow with s heart so full of sorrow I know
That I should really just go 
Leave this world on my own 
Find a new place to call home 
Where I don’t feel so alone

Where the hell am I I been driving all Fucking night I don’t know 
Surrounded by phony homies claiming they know me but they don’t 
If you wanna see the real me just pop in my somewhat cd get lost in the memories and say hey if you see me,  whoa
I don’t want to wait for the pain end 
No heavens gates are gonna let me in
At least in hell I’ll see my friends 
I’m 22 might be the last one dead

This is for the mothefucking letdowns like me, 
Only feel a little joy when we bleed
Never feeling alright no reprieve 
All they wanna do is die on tv
To be infamous is my bliss 21st century sid vicious till I kill my bitch and then slit my wrist just to make history 

If you want to find me you can check my bedroom
Sleeping life away all I do 
Just So I can avoid all of you 
Don’t motherucking tell me what I can’t do 
I don’t want to work I just want to go Bezerk on the beat  and make all these hits 
Never die alone in an old folks home thinking how’d I end up like this?

WHOA OH OHHHHHHHH

Get Lost In The Tall Grass [Prod. sorrow bringer]

art - @riley-rand
prod. - syndrome

lyrics:

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Wrapped up in my mind
Got me drifting space and time
I just wish that you were mine
Life with you would be divine

And I know the darks alive
Tangled up, the snakes are lying
And I wish I could just die
Cannot take these aches inside

So long, so long, take me home, no
So long, so long, I’m gone, yeah

Know I’m coming straight to the top
Know I’m stepping straight out the flock
Everybody pretend I’ll stop
Time goes by, and they still all talk

But I wish that I could have known
Would have never ever condoned
Light come down, upon you it shone
Stick around, between we are sown

Furthermore, set to implore
Stepping out with no discourse
I adore, so say no more
World is lost, its in miscourse

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

twitter

so long (prod. syndrome)

my attempt at self-defense

featuring my friend @guccihighwaters

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

spotify

fucking up (ft. guccihighwaters)

Shadows call
Set em’ free
Seen it all,
Every sea

Just hold me, just hold me
Your only, I’m lonely

Only wanted when they need you
Body feeling like it’s see through
Always anxious, what can I do
Poisoned thoughts are sticking like glue

Everything happens for a reason
Future moments holding people teasing
Freezing in the cold winter season
Sickness doled, struggling from sneezing

Bleeding within
Can’t see the blood
Leaking of sins
Expose the mud

Shadows call
Set em’ free
Seen it all,
Every sea

Just hold me, just hold me
Your only, I’m lonely

youtube

hold me (prod. syndrome)

Blackwater 4/5/2019
Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan
Instrumental: @prodbybrody
Mix&Master: @itshuskai & @prodbybrody

Lyrics- 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we feel through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through
I wish I could have done something to help you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we fell through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you 
Love is not easy without you

I cared too much and now it hurts
Whenever I think of you it makes it worse 
I’ve tried to push the feelings down
They resurface every time that you’re around x2

I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we feel through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through
I wish I could have done something to help you
I’m so sorry I’m the reason that we fell through
Loves not easy when you can’t let someone’s love through 
I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you 
Love is not easy without you

so long (prod. syndrome)

two:22

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