produced , written , and performed by Solio

purgatory

@greavesinfinity

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

[zoltar]

i churn all my anger into pretty synths and harsh bass
cut out all the feedback and you're nothing more than bad taste
you call yourself an artist but what the fuck do you stand for?
i’m brutally honest so what you expectin' praise for?

you think that i'mma flex 
but you don't know nothin 'bout me
won’t fuck up a check
'cause i’m broke, i love the honesty
regardless, i’m up next
but i keep that under lock and key
fucked up in the head,
but i won’t sit in complacency

i swear to god man, you’re all the same
you lie and you pester, you all act in vain
obsessed with your image, you all look the same
you wonder why no one even knows your name

irrelevance follows you ‘round like the plague
your cowardice haunts you like deep-seated shame
think i give a fuck about what you’ve obtained?
your gold and your silver corrodes all the same


if you truly 'bout it then you really oughta watch your mouth
don’t fuck with the drama, i stay planted in the dirty south
i stick to my guns and i stay in my own lane
all these posers want a feat, but they’re late to the game

me and greaves, we study this, treat it like it’s our fate
lungs are feelin sticky 'cause i’m chiefin' on propane
i’m not even sorry for being fuckin insane
i love what i am, i don’t need anybody’s taste

fuck me, i’m at it again
six feet, i’m sinking in
cross me, i’m takin' teeth
laughing all while you bleed

smoke screens cover your heart
pause please, i need to restart
i need the pain to make art
hurt me while i fight the dark

[GREAVES]

i can't give in 
i've faced all my sins
i'm laced up on ecstasy 
took on a whim 
make me repent 
i crashed out my 'vette 
you're taking a photo to save you the blame 

i iced out my chain 
i ripped out my veins 
i duck under cover to save your embrace 
just get out my face 
i think you're insane 
you left me in mourning 'cause we’re not the same 

you better close all your windows, monsters come out at dark 
i'll have you know i'm complacent, stuck in my villain arc 
live alone in oasis, but you're still in my yard 
because you have no regard

james 5:3

james 5:3 (ft. GREAVES)

couldnt pay it off in the time u said u needed
srry 2 b short im not trynna make this heated
u kno im a demon bby im a monster
maybe i deserve nothing good an imposter
lurking in a hoodie w/ my friends til i lost her
coming out the closet 2 whoever i could muster
trust me wouldnt b here if i didnt get 2 trust her 
lost me 
i cant make it clear enuff and u kno that itd cost me
anything more than an arm and a leg and an eye
had i not seen everything was doomed 
from the times u would act sweet 2 me
knew u wouldnt do it but u did it 4 me
didnt wanna do it but u still adore me
howd u put up w/ this 4 me
all this time yr w/ me so deep in my mind
u cant let me unwind
and now theres nothing left 2 find
its all lost 2 me
every breath u breathe
the secrets that u keep close 2 yr chest 
come out 2 me when u sleep
u dont kno just what yr saying 
but so deep down in yr brain
u kno its all u need 2 say 2 me
2 prove exactly what im thinking
at the time my heart was breaking
but u knew id b this hard 2 keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mead0ws
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/7/23
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

lost2me (+ mead0ws)

Lyrics 


[v3nn]

I don’t think these people understand me 
No one seems to have a problem yeah well I got plenty 
I just need some benjis
Bitch I’m coolin w my bros don’t give a fuck about no show 
I’m faded and reminiscing, times when I was sixteen 
I wonder if they all will miss me 
Probably not they never listened 
I want me some diamonds that glisten 
Fuck these fake friends I swear I won’t miss em 
And when I am up, I’m not even coming back for Christmas 
All the family I’ve known turn their backs 
As a matter of fact 
I can’t think of one person that had my back when I was under attack 
It’s 4:59 I can’t believe it
It’s fuckin 5 am again 
My words are starting to get so sloppy maybe I should just use a pen

I don’t think these people understand me 
No one seems to have a problem yeah well I got plenty 
I just need some benjis, I might cop a belt if that shit says fendi 
Eyyyyuuuhhh
I’m feeling myself, I think I might be in better health 
But there’s still days I wanna kill myself 
And maybe I just need some help 
Eyyyyuuuhhh
Faded everyday I can’t lie 
Sippin on my cup asking myself why


[teej]

Listen to the fable, I hear it talkin
i been fuckin up my life ill take the drugs inside my pocket 
put the chain around my neck i threw the key and locked it
all this sippin i been doin its been heavy on my conscience 
huh
you cant tell me im not cautious
i been lookin out 
im rockin truey with the robins (talkin jeans)
but they dont think that i could do that
everybody fake around me i always knew that 
I been doin everything i can just to prove that
wood falls
Birds chirp i can hear it
Sip the grog 
Sip the grog until you feel it
lucky strike strike in the place of my last night
dont try, cry, price is at the crash site (mw ref)
When i die i hope youll see me in the next life
Dirty things i try to pour inside my sprite
i dont want friends ill be alone cause they dont act right

lucky strike christmas w/ teej [rubbish]

prod. recyclebin x back2thapast

if you need me, ill be up in my mindd
countin days, countin time, dunno whyy
i know that ive been seeing straight death
word.
i can never stomach my breath,,

pull 9k in a lfa, while on the autobahn, dont know what im on
22 was ass, but i think 23 is u&me
while im off this gas, i feel my life is like a movie scene
im stayin' up, 
im stayin' up..
uh, uh..
i dont wanna see the sun! come! up! tho!
black bags like kuroki
blame life that im broken
(blame that im-)

blame life that im,
(hot and cold, dunno what i want!)
blame myself that i,
im not doing enough, im not givin a fuck,
i dont consider at all, .. i dont consider enough ;(..

AYE, IF YOU NEED ME ILL BE UP IN MY MIND!
COUNTING DAYS, COUNTING TIME, DONT KNOW WHY!
COLLECT THE PARTS OF MY SKULL I LEFT
AFTER THIS I HAVE NOTHING LEFT.
(ya!!>w<)

u could say it 2 my face
u could come right 2 my place
we cld run it up 2day 
pussy boy dont play ;)
♪yeah i pull up in a lfa, that shit got a turbo!♫
if you leave me then im done, fr
leave me when im ghost, fr.

blck bgs ; kuroki

track 2/3
produced by mix
on all plats
love you <3 
enjoy

lyrics:

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously

i put on a cold face, my friends gone they won't stay
i don't need them anyway away, away
just go away, just go away, just go away

i know ill be okay, but right now i feel the pain
oh i hate the pain just stop, just stop,
 i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously (x4 in the background)

i don't wanna feel nothing else
i just wanna lie here by myself  
won't go out for now, for anyone else
i'm not heartless now, i'm just stuck in my shell
oh i'm just stuck in this shell, this shell, this shell 
no it won't break, it won't break, it won't break

tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite (won't break)
got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

i need to just slow down
breathe deeply just calm down
my throat hurts from all this screaming
you can't stop me from leaving

distant myself hoping to get away
i distanced myself hoping someone would stay
but why won't you care can't you see im in pain?
why is it okay just to let it end this way?
but the blame is on myself i made it this way
i don't accept help what the fuck can i say?
i lock down on my brain just to let it decay
no i can't stand to look so ill push you away

push you away-

I JUST PUSH YOU THE FUCK AWAY, AWAY
WHY CAN'T YOU EVER JUST STAY?

SO I LOSE ALL MY FAITH ONCE AGAIN, AGAIN
MAYBE I'LL SEE SOME CHANGE, SOME CHANGE

years past by they feel like days, days
but oh, it's so beautiful 

thank you <3

why won't you stay?

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

break away from the chains 
that hold you in place
i still remember the day
no matter how much has changed
i’ve sealed my fate so dig my grave
(just dig my grave)

my heart, it beats for no one else
i need you to myself
you’re putting me through hell
you’re putting me through hell

im too obsessive & i can’t suppress it
yeah, you hate my guts 
but you won’t express it
& i can’t accept it, needa learn my lesson
yeah, you rip my heart out
you don’t need a weapon

th-th-the rain comes down & i lose myself
i love you so, but this is farewell
i tell you things that i can’t tell myself
it’s obvious that i just need some help

time alone makes me feel compelled
to just kill myself & tell it all farewell

i’ll probably alone tonight
but please don’t cry, it’ll be alright
just look to the sky where the angels fly
& you’ll see my light, yeah you’ll see my light

just tell me goodbye
tell me goodbye
just tell me goodbye
tell me goodbye

break away from the chains
that hold you in place
she don’t know my name
but it’s all okay

& i’ve been feelin’ the same
nevermind the place
the same old shit, just a different day

it’s obvious that i can’t stay
you led me astray 
& now i can’t change

you pierce through my armor
but i’ll die with honor
i lost my soul, yeah i’m a goner..

Uh I don’t made scenecore often so enjoy .

sip (p. buhguul)

Produced by Morri
Written and performed by Morri
Mixed and Mastered by Morri
cover pic by @nisshokuwu

enjoy :) <3

•lyrics•
smoking all the time
my lungs turning black
don't help me
i'm drowning in the ash
messing myself up
i needed you 
i cant sleep
what do i do
i wanted to end it in last june
i needed help but where were you

i didn't wanna make it out alive
but i needed the time
that i wasted
i have burdens on my back 
and i can't take it anymore 
i wanted it all and more
i kept asking
and i kept begging
for more

i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time

i'm mourning in my room
it's like a cell
i'm surrounded by the doom
a certain smell
im feeling dread
i feel unwell
i envy death
i live in hell

i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time
i'm fine
i'm fine
i wasted all my time
i wasted all my smiles
how far will i go this time

What Do I Do II

Morri